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he’s literally so pretty what the heck

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blue. pt. 1

lance woke up, he looked at the time to see that it was 5:27 am, he got 2 hours of sleep, in all honesty, he expected nothing more. he sighed, getting up, he didn’t have classes because it was winter break, and he didn’t have anywhere to go, so he just stayed home. his roommate, shiro, was out, he usually woke earlier than lance. lance walked into the bathroom, finding that he left his phone in there las night, he grabbed it. he had a message from his friend hunk. 

hunker:

3:53 am 

hey, just want to let you know shiro got blackout drunk, i guess he and allura broke up last night, he’s not doing so well. im bringing him home after he gets sober, or something. 

lance sighed, he loved shiro, but his relationship with allura was toxic, it reminded him of his own relationship with his ex, keith. allura manipulated shiro into thinking she loved him, but she went around and hooked up with other people, she felt insecure, so she wanted to feel validation. the only way she felt  she could get it is by sleeping with people. she never meant to hurt shiro, they were friends, but she didn’t love him, she hurt him, she called him stupid and worthless but told him she loved him.  keith wasn’t like that, he hurt you with his hands instead of his words. 

keith had broken lance for a long time, but lance was healing, even though everything was still blue. 

he responded to lance before setting his phone down and taking a look in the mirror. 

did he always look like this?

his face was so pale, not his usual tan, the bags under his eyes seemed to be all around his eyes, his face looking ghostly. he grabbed some makeup from his mirror, it brought his tan skin out, and his concealer hid his bags. 

he never got much sleep anymore, usually staying up til the early hours of the morning, doing nothing but thinking, never sleeping for more than a couple hours. 

he wondered how keith was doing, but no, why should he think about keith, he broke him in ways some people could never imagine. he didn’t just break his skin, but his heart, his soul, his peace of mind, they’ve all become fragile, ready to tear with just the slightest poke. 

he was drawn out of his thought by his phone ringing, pidge, his good friend, was calling.

“hello?” lance answered, hearing for the first time that morning how hoarse his voice was, he flinched, he was probably yelling in his sleep. 

“uh, hey, lance, i was wondering if i dont know maybe you could comewithmypromwithmeandbemyfakedate?”

it took a minute until he realized what pidge had said, “uh, sure, your mom probably wondered about where i went when i was your fake boyfriend for the winter formal.”

pidge let out a nervous laugh, “yeahh, anyways, i have to go, my spring break has already passed, see ya lance. be careful.”

lance rubbed a shaky hand over his tired face, “of course, pidgeon, always.”

he ended the call, reaching over to turn the shower on when he heard the door open, and someone call out, it wasn’t shiro, that was for sure.

other info:

pidge is a senior in highschool, 18

lance and keith are 19  lance is a freshman in college (took a year off) keith is a sophomore.

shiro and hunk are 20, both sophomore’s in college. 

idk if there’s anything else you want me to add, tell me, im always up for things. 

also any voltron writing prompts are cool too, okay thats it, thanks.