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honestly do u ever get to a point with a friend where u just realize “holy shit I don’t actually like you, like, at all”

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10 things I hate about you. (1999)

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I ATE A BIG BAG OF FACTORY REJECT SEEDS UNTIL A HEALTHY FLOWER UNFURLED IN MY CHEST ...

I MISTOOK THE SENSATION FOR LOVE AND DIED.

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You’re right. You’re right. I deserved it. Every punch every scream. I’m a fucking worthless, lazy, crazy, spoiled brat who is abusive to everyone and cares about no one else. I just want to die.

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me, having a normal conversation with someone i care about:

me:

me:

me:

me: so when are you going to emotionally detach and become annoyed with everything i do and yell at me

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The worst part of emotional abuse is how there’s no physical proof. Everyone around you doubts you and claims that your abusers aren’t doing anything wrong and that it’s probably your fault, and it gets to a point where you’re so broken down by that concept that you begin to think you’re the problem and that ruins you for life.

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me: wow this person seriously hurt me

them: *doesn’t apologize*

them: *acts like it didn’t happen*

me: ❤💓💕💖💗💟 I’m so sorry I was so mean I would die for you

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its so hard to tell the difference between whats real and whats not

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i felt younger when we met // waterparks

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i hope this is all just a big misunderstanding but im not putting my money on it

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why are you questioning the legitimacy of my feelings

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i never should have fucking told you anything