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You really just can't unsee it once you see it though, can you?

Sam starts blaming Dean for what he's going to do (work with Ruby) way back in 3.09 because Dean isn't going to be around to be Sam's mommy, which is going to force Sam's hand.

After Dean comes back, Sam actually blames Dean for him working with Ruby by saying Dean wasn't there to protect him (4.04).

Dean repeatedly begs Sam not to work with Ruby and is ignored repeatedly (3.03, 3.04, 3.09, 3.16, 4.01-4.04, 4.12-4.22).

After telling Dean to open up to him and trust him (4.08), Sam calls Dean weak and pathetic for being traumatized by hell and says Dean is holding him back and therefore deserves to be lied to because he can't be of use (4.14) Sam says it's not what he really thinks when they both know it is (and Sam repeats it to other characters in 4.16, and 4.18) and then he admits it's the truth again to Dean's face in 4.21.

Sam accuses Dean of not trusting him enough (4.21).

Bobby blows up at Dean for not supporting Sam enough and calls him a pansy after Sam strangled Dean near unconscious, and tells him family is supposed to make you miserable (4.22).

Dean tries to reach out to Sam and Zachariah and Cas actively prevent him from doing so (Cas only at first) (4.22)

Zachariah (5.01) and Cas (5.02) both tell Dean the apocalypse is his fault because Dean didn't reach Sam in time to stop him from killing Lilith.

Dean says Sam hurt him, Sam is the one Dean depended on the most and Sam hurt him in ways he can't even voice (5.01). Sam apologizes, but then in the very next episode, shoves Dean into a wall for not trusting him like Dean is crazy and irrational when Sam doesn't even trust himself (5.02).

Sam says he thinks they should go their separate ways and is shocked when Dean agrees easily. Dean says that he spends more time worrying about Sam than he does doing the job right and time apart would be good. Sam reiterates that he's sorry and Dean gently says he knows Sam is (5.02).

Cas asks Dean if he's okay even without his brother, and Dean says "Especially without my brother. I mean, I spent so much time worrying about the son of a bitch. I mean, I’ve had more fun with you in the past twenty-four hours than I’ve had with Sam in years, and you’re not that much fun. It’s funny, you know, I’ve been so chained to my family, but now that I’m alone, hell, I’m happy." (5.03)

Sam says he wants back in. Dean objects, on the basis that he thinks they're stronger apart. Dean says they're each other's weaknesses and it's being used against them (5.04, but the weakness line is repeated from 3.03 and 3.16).

Zachariah pushes Dean into a future 2014 where Dean never met up with Sam again, and as a result, Sam said "Yes" to Lucifer, and billions of people died. All because Dean didn't want to be around Sam after being hurt and never reconnected with him (5.04).

Dean reconnects with Sam (5.04) even though he clearly doesn't want to, because the first case we see them on again, Dean struggles to trust Sam and leaves to go drink alone because he doesn't want to be around Sam (5.05).

Sam says part of the reason he went off with Ruby was to get away from Dean, because Dean is smothering. Dean is the problem in the relationship, because Sam feels inferior compared to him. Dean apologizes for being too smothering (5.05).

What does all of this tell you? Dean can't win. Dean will always be the bad guy in the family. He loves too much, or he isn't loving enough. Sam needs him and Dean wasn't there for him and so Sam went down the wrong path, but also Dean is smothering and Dean being smothering is the reason Sam went down the wrong path. Sam is not a trustworthy person, but Dean doesn't trust him enough. Sam not being trustworthy is Dean's fault. Dean doesn't deserve trust, but Sam deserves Dean's trust no matter what and not giving Sam his trust is the worst possible thing in the entire world and also again makes him smothering. The apocalypse is Dean's fault. Every single thing Sam does every single mistake he might ever make in his life is always at least partly Dean's fault and Dean's responsibility.

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Jensen Ackles | Justice League: Crisis on Infinite Earths - Part 2 (x)

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do you believe dean has character development

All of the characters have character development, Dean very very much included. I do think that people sometimes don't know what "character development" means though. Character development is literally how developed your character is, as in—do they feel like a real actual human being, or do they feel like a plot device?

Dean Winchester is actually the most real feeling character I have ever encountered in fiction. He has an extensive backstory that richly explains how he thinks, what motivates him, what his flaws are, and how he relates to others, and we continue to see things happen to him that also shape who he is and how he thinks going forward. He has a long list of mannerisms, likes and dislikes, and interests. He has a well-fleshed out moral framework (contrary to popular fanon). We see his choices and his actions and his beliefs shaped by the experiences of his life and the challenges he faces and his circumstances and it makes him change or rethink things in some aspects while other ideals he cleaves even more strongly to in response. He is adaptable in some aspects but also retains a sense of self, which is how real people are and how characters should be. His emotions ebb and flow in interesting and relatable and understandable ways. He experiences joy and pain and grief and love and every other emotion under the sun and he wrestles with all of them, and he adapts and overcomes and loves and perseveres as real people have to and do, and that is what I would call excellent character development.

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It's Sam's fault that Dean never talks about Hell after mid season 4. Hope this helps. 👍

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If you love Jensen & Danneel Ackles and you want reblog or like,this is the link of my reblog couples :)

thank you!

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batman | December 20, 2023

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The HCA Astra TV Awards will be taking place on Monday, January 8, 2024 at the Biltmore Hotel in Los Angeles, Jensen Ackles is nominated for Best Supporting Actor in a Streaming Drama Series.

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"We spent a good couple of hours just sat there watching Jensen improv the most crazy, out-of-pocket lines to say, and I think maybe only 10% of those we managed to get through with a straight fucking face,” Perdomo said. “Excuse my French, but it was absolutely hilarious.” - Chance Perdomo- Variety

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Jensen Ackles | Liverpool Comic Con, October 21, 2023

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The picnic - (2023)

"Aww, You see! Isn’t a picnic a good idea ? And this linen shirt I gave you Iooks absolutely lovely on you."

"Argh...I don't know...I guess! Not sure about the shirt, though: it's not really my color."

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A few tricks up his sleeve - (2023)

We all know that Sam is the family witch but Dean knows a few tricks himself. (More artworks from my Supernatural Cowboy AU HERE and HERE)

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The thing about Jensen Ackles is… that boy can act.

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Laura Jean Shannon talking a little about Jensen: “Love Jensen Ackles, what a sweetheart, also his mama raised him right, I know all the other costume designers here know of what I speak, he would hang his costume at the end of the day, never was there a sock astray on the floor in the fitting room…”

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Jensen Ackles | “The Boys - Season 3 Finale” special screening in São Paulo, Brazil. (x)  

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Same vibe 😌 🤣 ✨️

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Watch "Jensen Ackles and Jeffrey Dean Morgan Gold Panel - Supernatural New Jersey Convention 2023 #njcon" on YouTube

Such a fun panel!

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Radio Company is my favourite because sometimes I want some old school country and sometimes I want some bluesy rock and sometimes I want a story and sometimes I want a gospel choir and sometimes I want Jensen Ackles to break my heart with his soulful voice and smoochy lyrics. and sometimes I want a solo on a muted trumpet