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New followers who I love, please refollow me back at my old blog. It fixed itself. @crowsandmurder

’ALL PEOPLE, IF GIVEN THE RIGHT PRESSURES OR STIMULUS, ARE EVIL MOTHERFUCKERS.’

    [Star Wars, Vikings, AHS, One Tree Hill, Resident Evil and more]    [Independent Multimuse Sideblog - Multi-Fandom][Semi-Selective, Multi-Everything, Over 21, NSFW Themes][Sideblog to corruptedforce - Canon, Divergent, Historical, and AU][Barely Controlled by Tanya]

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New followers who I love, please refollow me back at my old blog. It fixed itself. @crowsandmurder

’ALL PEOPLE, IF GIVEN THE RIGHT PRESSURES OR STIMULUS, ARE EVIL MOTHERFUCKERS.’

    [Star Wars, Vikings, AHS, One Tree Hill, Resident Evil and more]    [Independent Multimuse Sideblog - Multi-Fandom][Semi-Selective, Multi-Everything, Over 21, NSFW Themes][Sideblog to corruptedforce - Canon, Divergent, Historical, and AU][Barely Controlled by Tanya]

CARRD

(promo and all amazing graphics credit goes to @villainsrph

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New followers who I love, please refollow me back at my old blog. It fixed itself. @crowsandmurder

’ALL PEOPLE, IF GIVEN THE RIGHT PRESSURES OR STIMULUS, ARE EVIL MOTHERFUCKERS.’

    [Star Wars, Vikings, AHS, One Tree Hill, Resident Evil and more]    [Independent Multimuse Sideblog - Multi-Fandom][Semi-Selective, Multi-Everything, Over 21, NSFW Themes][Sideblog to corruptedforce - Canon, Divergent, Historical, and AU][Barely Controlled by Tanya]

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I swear those of you who have followed me recently are going to kill me, but I'm going back to my main multi.

I'm not always this chaotic.

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You all are going to kill me, but the multi is working, so yeah, I'm probably going back. But, I have homework this weekend, so any replies I get here, I'll just move there. I likely won't move back until the weekend's over.

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ugh so my multi is back and now it's like, do I just go back? or stay?

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send REFLECT for me to explain a traumatic event in my muses’s past and talk about their perception of events,  which parts have stayed with them longest and how it affects them now.  (  sender can request specific scenes/backstory  )

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I see Mayans is over and they took a TOTALLY ORIGINAL route. eyeroll. Sons of Anarchy will always be better.

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I'm going to get you all more candle memes today. I just have 900 homework assignments, so I'm doing them in between. I also have to find out if have to indulge in masochism tonight aka the Yankees game.

Feel free to send me more candle memes or other ones

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“   i  can  feel  you  staring  at  me .   ” / for nathan from haley!

The Art of Domesticity -- > @cagedpotential -- > Accepting!

Fatherhood. It was still new to him, well more or less. It had been like two months now. Sometimes, that felt like forever. Some nights, that really felt like forever. But sometimes, when he woke up in the middle of the night and he saw Haley with Jamie, singing to him or feeding him, it all was worth it.

It was always worth it. He would never be Dan. He wouldn't let himself be him. For one thing, he loved Lucas and wouldn't shoot him. But even if he didn't, he still wouldn't shoot him. Now was not the time for his mind to go there though.

This was his family. Haley and Jamie. He had been scared to death when she told him, even if it hadn't been his best moment.

But when he saw the way she was with him, so natural and like it was the easiest thing ever, it made him love her more. She pulled him out of his thoughts with her words.

"I wasn't staring. I was just thinking how jealous I am, that the kid gets extra time up close and personal." He gave her a look and rolled his eyes at his own words. "I was staring and thinking, how even when we haven't slept for what feels like days, you are still the most beautiful girl I know and the most amazing mother, Haley James Scott."

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send me 🕯️to hear my character's inner thoughts about your character.

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❥     𝐓𝐇𝐄  𝐀𝐑𝐓  𝐎𝐅  𝐃𝐎𝐌𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐈𝐂𝐈𝐓𝐘    [   𝚂𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁𝚂    ]   .

add context to your needs .  happy roleplaying !!  ♡

“   it  seems  that  you  get  impossibly  more  beautiful  every  single  day .   ” “   walk  with  me  in  the  garden  for  a  while .   ” “   do  you  recognize  any  constellations  tonight ?   ” “   i  notice  that  you  keep  looking  at  my  lips .   you’re  criminally  unsubtle .   ” “   i  think  the  kids  are  awake  …   ” “   you’re  hogging  the  blanket .   ” “   you  look  too  beautiful  right  now ,   it’s  too  dangerous  to  make  direct  eye  contact .   ” “   i  painted  you .   ” “   i  can  feel  you  staring  at  me .   ” “   will  you  wash  my  hair  ?   ” “   stop  worrying ,   you  look  perfect .   ” “   you  always  smell  so  sweet .   ” “   i  can’t  do  the  dishes  if  you  keep  on  hugging  me .   ” “   well ,   you’re  extra  clingy  today .   ” “   nothing  will  hurt  you  as  long  as  i’m  here .   ” “   tell  me  that  story  again .   ” “   i  just  want  to  hear  your  voice  until  i  fall  asleep  …   ” “   here ,   have  my  jacket .   ” “   anyplace  with  you  feels  like  home  to  me .   ” “   i  just  can’t  stop  thinking  about  you .   even  when  you’re  in  the  next  room .   ” “   honestly ,   you’re  hopeless  without  me .   ” “   i  smell  something  burni—   are  you  trying  to  make  breakfast ?   ” “   i  ran  you  a  bath .   get  in  it .   ” “   this  necklace  reminded  me  of  you .   i  thought  you  would  like  it .   ” “   is  it  hot  in  here ,   or  is  that  just  you ?   ” “   can  i  rest  my  head  in  your  lap ?   ” “   i  love  it  when  you  call  me  that .   ” “   there’s  no  greater  blessing  than  looking  at  my  child   &   seeing  your  eyes .   ” “   let’s  just  get  in  the  car   &   drive  somewhere .   anywhere .   ” “   i  missed  you  at  work  today .   ” “   shh ,   just  stay  still .   let  me  hug  you  for  another  few  minutes .   ” “   do  you  remember  this  song ?   ” “   i’ll  give  you  a  massage .   ” “   you  can  just  say  that  you  want  to  cuddle ,   you  know .   ” “   let  me  braid  your  hair .   ” “   i  just  can’t  believe  that  you’re  mine ,   now .   ” “   no ,   you’re  not  going  anywhere .   you  have  a  fever .   ” “   do  you  still  think  about  all  the  crazy  stuff  we  used  to  do  together ?   ” “   every  time  i  wake  up   &   you’re  there  next  to  me ,   i  wonder  if  i’m  still  dreaming .   ” “   i  never  really  cared  about  impressing  anyone  until  i  met  you .   ” “   did  you  just  light  a  candle ?   ” “   can  you  zip  this  up  for  me ?   ” “   how  do  you  expect  me  to  cover  all  of  these  marks  you  left  on  me ?   ” “   you’re  so  cute  when  you  smile  like  that .   ”

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❥     𝐁𝐎𝐓𝐀𝐍𝐈𝐂𝐀𝐋 𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍𝐒    [   𝚆𝙾𝚁𝙳 𝙿𝚁𝙾𝙼𝙿𝚃𝚂    ]   .

headcanon prompts with questions based on plants   &   what they represent in flower language .  happy roleplaying !!  ♡

abatina :   is there anything in life your muse has changed their mind about over time   (   due to becoming more educated on the topic ,   certain experiences  ,   etc .   ) ,    or that they   would   change their mind about under certain circumstances ?  

acanthus :   is your muse deceptive ,   or willing to lie or deceive to achieve certain means ?   why or why not ?   

aloe :   how does your muse handle grief ?

amaryllis :   what is something or someone that your muse takes pride in ?   how do they express that pride ?   

anemone :   how does your muse view the world ;   as a cruel   &   unforgiving place ,   a land full of wonders ,   or something in - between ?  where does that world view come from   (   what experiences ,   life lessons ,   etc .   ) ?  

angelica :   where does your muse draw inspiration in life ?   what motivates them ?

apple blossom :   how does your muse go about expressing or not expressing their sexuality ?  

bachelor’s button :   does your muse actively seek romantic companionship ,   or cherish the liberties of being single ? 

basil :   does your muse have a love - hate relationship with anyone or anything ?

bay tree :   does your muse seek glory   &   accolades ,   or do they favour a simpler ,   more personal life ?  

begonia :   how cautious is your muse ?   are they prone to noticing red flags ,   or paranoid to the point of untrusting most everyone ?   why or why not ?  

belladonna :   how does your muse respond to silence ?   do they take comfort in soundlessness ,   or seek to fill the void with noise ?   

bluebell :   does your muse learn from their past ,   or are they prone to repeating the same mistakes ?  

carnation :   what is your muse’s relationship with their gender ?   how do they express or not express this relationship ?  

chamomile :   what is your muse likely to take away from a painful experience ?   are they one to be haunted by adversity ,   or to use what they’ve gone through to become stronger ?  

chrysanthemum :   how does your muse express romantic love ?  how do they feel about love as a concept ?  

daffodil :   is your muse one to be loyal in relationships ,   or are they likely to quickly move from one bond to another ?

daisy :   did your muse ever feel as though their innocence had been lost ?   what moment in their life could be described as the end of their innocence ?  

edelweiss :   what was the bravest moment in your muse’s life ?  are they known to be courageous from then on ?  

fern :   does your muse believe in magic or cosmic forces ,   or are they more likely to think their life is ultimately a matter of their own control ?  

forget - me - not :   has your muse ever forgotten something that is or was important to them ?   are they afraid of forgetting things like that ?  

gardenia :   is your muse one to confess romantic feelings early on ,   or to conceal them for long periods of time ?  

gladiolus :   describe a moment from your muse’s life that they will never forget .

goldenrod :   does your muse believe in luck or fortune ?  why or why not ?   where do they believe these things come from ?  

heliotrope :   does your muse believe in soulmates ?

hibiscus :   how does your muse view the gentler ,   daintier things in life ?   as things worth preserving   &   caring for ,   or things only bound to wither   &   disappear ?  

holly :   how strong is your muse’s sense of intuition ?  are they aware of it ?   do they ever fear that it is only paranoia ?  

hollyhock :   how strong is your muse’s sense of ambition ?  what’s something they strive for in life ?  

hyacinth :   is your muse athletic ?   does it come naturally to them ,   or have they had to work for their physique and/or skill ?  

hydrangea :   how much does your muse value communication in their relationships with others ?  are they prone to being misunderstood ?

iris :   if your muse could convey one last message to someone they have lost or left behind ,   what would it be ?  

ivy :   what are your muse’s views on marriage ?   do they believe it is something strictly for love ,   or an institution rooted in business   &   social benefits ?   do they desire or have they desired to be married ?

lavender :   how easy is it to gain your muse’s trust ?  once their trust is broken ,   how might one go about mending it ?  

lilac :   what was your muse’s childhood like ?   how has their upbringing affected them as they’ve aged ? 

lily :   how does your muse view their mother ?  

lotus :   has your muse ever felt as though they’ve been reborn ?  have they ever desired the feeling of a fresh start ,   or a better understanding of themself and/or the world around them ?  

magnolia :   describe your muse’s relationship with nature   &   the natural world .  

marigold :   is your muse prone to jealousy ?  how might they handle envious feelings ?  

mint :   does your muse view themself as virtuous   &   moral ?  what do these words mean to them ?

nasturtium :   describe your muse’s relationship with their birthplace ,   or homeland .  

oak :   who would your muse consider the strongest person they know ?  

pansy :   does your muse often reflect on their own actions ?   do they ever think a lot about the past ,   and what they could have done differently ?

parsley :   describe a holiday your muse enjoys ,   and why they enjoy it .

peony :   what would a   ‘  happy life  ’   look like in your muse’s eyes ?

poppy :   what comforts your muse ?

rhododendron :   is your muse receptive to warnings   &   advice given by others ?

rose :   how much does your muse value other people ?   do they wish to have many friends ,   lovers ,   and/or associates ?   are they an easy person to love ?

sage :   what is your muse’s legacy ?   what do they want to be remembered for   &   what might they actually be remembered for ?  

salvia :   is your muse possessive over people or things that matter a lot to them ?  how do they express that possessiveness ,   or lack thereof ? 

snapdragon :   is your muse merciful ?  why or why not ?

southernwood :   how seriously does your muse take themself ?   do they prefer a solemn   &   intellectual atmosphere or do they delight in jokes   &   banter ?  

sunflower :   what brings your muse the most joy in life ?  

tulip :   how does your muse view people in general ?  

violet :   how does your muse respond to betrayal ?

willow :   how does your muse handle sadness   &   depression ?

zinnia :   how has the loss of fallen comrades and/or loved ones affected your muse ?   has it taught them anything or given them any new perspectives ?

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Jax Teller tags

Jax  ✖ (Aesthetics)

Jax  ✖ (Thoughts)

Jax  ✖ (Character Development)

Jax  ✖ (Crack)

Jax  ✖ (Headcanons)

VERSES:

V: Rebellion is the only thing that keeps you alive [Teen Jax] - After the death of John Teller and even before, Jax is definitely a rebellious teenager. He doesn’t handle his father’s absence, death and his mother remarrying well.  He finds love and that is something that helps him focus, but other than that, he get into trouble a lot and enjoys it.

V: The Prince Prospects [Jax as a Prospect] - Jax may be the Prince of Charming, but that doesn’t mean he doesn’t have to Prospect like everyone else.  He has to learn to serve the guy his mom married, someone he’s always known. His hot headed temper leads him and others into trouble, along the way.

V: All I ever wanted was a Harley and a Kutte [Pre-Show SAMCRO Jax] - Jax patches in, like was expected and his life revolves around club life, women and crime. It’s easier to not commit to women than deal with not being over the one who left. But, that doesn’t mean that he spends all his time pining away or anything like that.

V: Some days you’re the beamer, some days you’re the goddamned deer [Season One] - Jax is the VP of SAMCRO, Opie’s out of prision, Tara’s back in town, and his kid was born way too soon because of his junkie mom.  There’s always a bunch of shit as Jax deals with feeling like shit matters more, now that he’s got a kid.

V: I’m not the one out there murdering women! [Season 2] - After the death of Opie’s wife, Jax finds himself at odds with Clay, as they deal with a new group and Ethan Zobelle.  He tries to balance it all, but finds himself wanting to be away from Clay and then seeking revenge for his mother.  

V: It’s going to get a lot worse before it gets better [Season 3] - If Jax thought things were a mess before, there even worse now. The Irish stole his son and he doesn’t know how to get him back.  He struggles with self-destructing and having to go to Ireland.  There’s no one who self-destructs quite like Jax Teller.

V: I know you killed my father [Season 4] - Fresh out of prison, Jax has goals that are more than being a part of SAMCRO. He wants to get his family out of this and makes a deal with Clay how to do so. But old secrets and lies may keep that from happening as more things grow out of control and Jax finds himself torn between what’s best for his family and what’s best for his chosen family. 

V: You can’t sit in this chair without being a savage [Season 5] - It’s a new era of SAMCRO. Jax is President and wants to do things differently. But something shocks him to the core and takes away part of his heart, something that he’ll never get back. Dealing with the fallout is difficult and Jax learns the weight of being the King of SAMCRO.

V: My self-hate is so deep, so palpable [Season 6] - Things just keep getting worse. Jax’ marriage is a mess. The problems with the Irish seem to be getting worse all the time and he finds himself falling deeper and deeper losing his vision, and wondering what the brotherhood even is. 

V  I’m sorry that the family I was given has created so much chaos in the family I’ve chosen [Season 7] - Jax wanted to do what he could to protect the club, but he’d never imagined the horrors of what happened at the end of season 6. Facing being a widowed father, he is a self-destructive mess, taking his anger and grief on anyone gets in his way. Mistakes are made and consequences have to be paid. 

V: The crow no longer speaks to me [Surviving AU] - Thought it is near impossible that it happened this way, Jax survives what happens at the end of Papa’s Goods. It takes him a long time, and the fallout from his emotional point at that time is still address. He’s not sure what happens now.

V: Soar on my Wings [Canon Divergent AU] - Instead of going down 580, Jax found himself going up to Norco, meeting Wendy and Nero up there. Now, he’s got to decide if hiding out is worth it. What will his life mean now, and can he salvage the relationships he wants to?

V: He sees all my sins, He reads my soul [Time-jumps] - Time periods of various time jumps.

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@story1ines liked my starter call for Nathan Scott

Nathan was glad that Haley was home. He had wanted her at his Duke press conference, but she had said she couldn’t. So, he did the next best thing, and he tried to speak to her through the press conference. He was scared. He wasn’t scared about the idea of playing for Duke.

But, the idea of Haley being pregnant, it scared him. They were young, and they’d had that fight all those months ago, about birth control. But, things were different now. They were different. He wanted to talk to her, and reassure her.

Stepping back into the apartment, he took a deep breath, when he saw her, and stepped forward. “I am sorry how I handled everything, Hales. I just…it’s a lot. Do we want to actually talk about it? I meant, what I said, we’re going to figure it out together and I’m here for you. I’m happy…but scared.

He hated being vulnerable.

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How well did he and Haley know each other? They had been there for each other, good and bad. She had been his strength through so much, and she was drowning and he had to be the one to be there for her. She had told him years ago, when she had come back from the tour, she wasn’t going anywhere, and it took him a while to believe it, but she had never left him. When she did finally speak, he listened to her. He almost always completely listened to her. Okay, maybe not completely when the game was on. But every other time…

It made him feel so bad, that she was dealing with this. He didn’t really have parents, for the most part. Deb was in and out of his life. He supposed she was his mom, but Dan, he had given up on him, years ago.

Haley was his family. Haley and Jamie. Well, Lucas too, and Chester. Did he actually just think Chester was family when Haley was a mess? He spent too much time with the kid.

“You do care is the thing, Hales. You are not letting anyone down.” He moved closer to her. “Let me help. I know that you miss her. I know that you feel powerless, but let me in and let me help you pick up the pieces. How many pieces have you picked up of my broken ass over and over again?”

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✉️ ➡ @crowsandmurder ( nathan ), ‘  do  you  still  feel  like  you  know  what  you’re  doing?  because  i  don’t  think  you  do.  ’

nathan's words barely make it through her head's defeaning blur of static, and she struggles to think about what her usual self would say. hell, she even struggles to care to think about what the haley he fell in love with and married would say. she feels like a distant memory inside her own skin, because that haley had a mother to count on, and this new, completely miserable haley didn't. so old haley could suck it as far as she was concerned, if it weren't for the fact she didn't want all this attention and worry focused towards her right now, as well-intentioned as it may be. that's why she made an effort to speak and crossed her fingers whatever she said was enough to make sure she was successfully left alone with her suffocating grief. “ i never said i knew what i was doing, nathan, that's just something that's generally expected of me. ” haley j.ames: golden, responsible child. what a joke that's become, huh? “ and maybe you're right, maybe i am a mess, and i'm sorry if i keep letting you and jamie and everyone else down with my attitude lately, but what i don't think any of you understand is i don't care enough to stop being a mess. the sooner you can accept that, and that there's nothing you can do to change it, just like i had to accept there was nothing i could do but watch my mother die, the better. ”