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vampire: My darling, my eternal flame, my heart's joy taken human form... you simply must drink water your blood tastes like shit.

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does anyone have any more posts in this style? I'm making a collection

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science fiction as a genre was invented specifically to show lesbians some greasy sweaty women in tank tops fixing machinery

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I wish I could joke when I say my vision and eyes are getting worse.

Just the constant eye floaters, blurriness, the fact it's hard to read on my phone and gods forbid my laptop 8 inches from my face.

But something is more or less making me more concerned, I can't be outside too long or out of my home. I should wear sunglasses at this point but I own none. My vision will start to get extremely blurry and blocky, I just can NOT see things clearly. It's distressing because it doesn't even go away when I do get back into my home for 20-30+ minutes.

My vertigo is coming back too but I think it's unrelated, my ears have been giving me more issues but it's not too bad. I got vertigo attack from sitting up more and leaning back in my chair, then pulling myself up to sitting from laying down.

With my ENTs vague diagnosis of "balance disorder", I feel like it'd be awkward to bring up to the eye doctor, because it does affect my eyes (I guess since they shake and move without control?), but I don't want to go into any of that hassle tbh. And I don't have a diagnosis to tell her, because my ent doesn't want to deep dive into what it is beyond giving me ultimately no answers for my balance disorder. "Well, my ent said I have this, but no longer returns my calls or go further..."

With all of this I'm just tired of these issues. My eyes just take the cake in scariness.

I complain a lot, yeah, but after dealing with my ear problems and how painful and debilitating it's been, my eyes decided to now cause me problems. My vision is (was) good enough that I used my low prescription glasses minimally, but now? Ugh.

It started a month or so ago with really bad eye flurries, black specks of different sizes. It would get worse in the sunlight so it's caused me to go outside even less since it's persistent. But now? It's awful. I keep thinking I'm hallucinating or there's real bugs around me because the specks are so large and move, I wish I could just just ignore it, but it's impossible not to.

Now my eyes hurt at times, long periods, just sticking around on the top(?) And sides and all I want is to close my eyes and keep them shut.

Then my vision has been getting worse. I've never dealt with such bad vision, and its happened so quickly for it to decide. I can't even differentiate books of the same color next to each other- I can't even see what the bold color titles are, only when I get close enough can I tell. I can't read the text on my phone or kindle clearly, I can't read the name of a shampoo(?) bottle only a counter away in my bathroom, it's hard to see the bold SCP logo on my mug two counters away. I can read very, very bold letters if it's close enough, but god damn if I could see the time clearly on my phone's lockscreen that'd be great. I can see better on the sides of my vision so at least I got that lol

It's all just happened so quickly and I hate it, I'm not used to this and it's just annoying. I'm getting an eye appointment soon and I just hope I get a solution for the eye flurries and eye pain, get told to wear my glasses more. Idk. I am scared I'll be shrugged off since I'm only 21, but I'm just used to normal doctors saying I'm too young to have problems and so on.

Okay, complaining over.

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so many ppl on tiktok will be like ‘look at my epic style glow up omg my style used to be so cringe’ and it just shows them wearing clothes that were in fashion in 2015 and then clothes that are in fashion now like baby that’s what happens when u don’t have ur own sense of style

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Dracula and Jonathan’s Tango - from The Polish National Opera production of ‘Dracula’.

With Choreography by Krzysztof Pastor and Music by Wojciech Kilar.

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I complain a lot, yeah, but after dealing with my ear problems and how painful and debilitating it's been, my eyes decided to now cause me problems. My vision is (was) good enough that I used my low prescription glasses minimally, but now? Ugh.

It started a month or so ago with really bad eye flurries, black specks of different sizes. It would get worse in the sunlight so it's caused me to go outside even less since it's persistent. But now? It's awful. I keep thinking I'm hallucinating or there's real bugs around me because the specks are so large and move, I wish I could just just ignore it, but it's impossible not to.

Now my eyes hurt at times, long periods, just sticking around on the top(?) And sides and all I want is to close my eyes and keep them shut.

Then my vision has been getting worse. I've never dealt with such bad vision, and its happened so quickly for it to decide. I can't even differentiate books of the same color next to each other- I can't even see what the bold color titles are, only when I get close enough can I tell. I can't read the text on my phone or kindle clearly, I can't read the name of a shampoo(?) bottle only a counter away in my bathroom, it's hard to see the bold SCP logo on my mug two counters away. I can read very, very bold letters if it's close enough, but god damn if I could see the time clearly on my phone's lockscreen that'd be great. I can see better on the sides of my vision so at least I got that lol

It's all just happened so quickly and I hate it, I'm not used to this and it's just annoying. I'm getting an eye appointment soon and I just hope I get a solution for the eye flurries and eye pain, get told to wear my glasses more. Idk. I am scared I'll be shrugged off since I'm only 21, but I'm just used to normal doctors saying I'm too young to have problems and so on.

Okay, complaining over.

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I threw a dog on the ground today 😭😭😭

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hello august you piece of shit

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Hello to those who see this. This is a new account I have for drawing and ocs! All of my likes and follows showed up as my primary blog with my other account, so here I am. Also hope my reach will be better lol

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No thank you anthropomorphic cat in a spiky jacket I don't really want those

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NO, I don't want my medication refilled. please do not refill the medication I have requested you refill. I would much prefer to stop taking it out of nowhere and get withdrawal symptoms. thanks for allowing me to make this choice

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Lesbianism is a gender n its so hard 2 understand unless ur a lesbian urself

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