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Currently theme changing, again

Tighnari is so me.

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Quick question, is it bad for the smell of food and the taste of food to make you want to throw up? Is it also bad that when I ate something my stomach started hurting before AND after?? Is it also bad that when I get up I feel dizzy? 🤔

Nah i'm probably fine right? Right???

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𝄢. ⋆ﾟ⊹꒰ა♛໒꒱ [ Gendernetural!Reader ♡ no one ﾉ mentions of, overdose, abandonment, death ﾉ angst/no comfort ﾉ muitple attempts of suicide ﾉ Swearing ﾉ self starvation ﾉ self-harm ﾉ blood and possible gore ﾉ Dark theme ﾉ may be very uncomfortable for certain audiences ﾉ knife down your throat ﾉ Enjoy your read. ]

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what was life like for those with families 'n friends? those with parental figures, those with step guardians, those who've graduated and hell even proposed. those who've actually found purpose in life. what was such a feeling like? do those who are unaware of reality take advantage of that feeling 'till it's nothing but ashes to linger the air?

why does everyone have to be the same.

what happened to differences?

what happened to peace

but in reality, what happened to you?

why were you left all alone while everyone else got their shares of happiness and guidance? where was your guidance? oh yeah, discarded. one by one, friends? moved away, fake, forgot about you, blackmailed you. family? all gone. the need to be alive? gone.

from bandages to stitches to now surgeries, why won't you die? what did you have to life for? why did those endless nights of crying do nothing? you tried everything. cutting yourself to self starvation to drowning to hanging to jumping to car crashes to car "accidents" to staying in a burning building to freezing to your very death to stabbing yourself with chemicals. you wouldn't die.

what would your father do? oh right, he managed to overwork himself to death, tried that? yeah and got fired. what would your mother do? oh yeah, you forgot! she just managed to overdose with giving a damn about your well-being.

you weren't scared of death, death was scared of you.

walking painfully slow to your miserable failure of a home, every step felt like eternity, that pitch black home with a pitch black room. the thoughts of people staring at you never bothered you. why? because if they could bring you death, just act like they don't exist.

this wasn't a fantasy, this wasn’t one of those fanfiction you'd read where the abandonment issued individual finds their way to better bigger names. those were fantasies, this was reality of life.

your reality was having a alcoholic bottle thrown your way, your reality was constant shouts, your mother's pleads for a normal child and husband, the reality of life was flower pedals falling apart, when the last drops, your fate was sealed.

what did you like to do as a kid again? stay shut up in your room 'till dark then come out and have fun? clean the house endlessly just for a punishment cause of something your parents caused? get in endless fights and put some in the hospital just for you to always be in the wrong.

some say "life is too long" others say "life is too short" life is just a pain. happy days ending up in tragedies. why does everyone expect comfort? no one gives a damn about how the fuck you feel. your all alone, while everyone else is crowded with people begging to speak with them and not you.

you wanted your death to be peaceful and that's what you were getting. after your thousandth release from the hospital after getting stitches and a surgery done it was time.

your neighbors finally weren't arguing, everything was so dark and quiet, this moment was made for you. after all that painful sorrows of having everything taken from you, your family, your friends, your pets, your humanity, hell even your sanity. no one was around to stop you.

heading to your kitchen, those knives were so sharp, so perfect. the mirrors broken, the doors locked shut. you just stood there looking at yourself, sighing in satisfaction ready for death to accept your pleads. cutting the knife through your stitches one bu one 'till you were a bleeding corpse. cutting your mouth into a beautiful smile of satisfaction. but why stop there? this was your moment, it was your time to ruin yourself. why waste it?

that whole night you spent ripping yourself apart beyond repair, it was your own bloodbath, and it was so refreshing. breaking your bones, slicing every single part of yourself 'till your vision faded and faded.. hell you even stabbed your ears but here's the final..

standing on a chair with a perfectly secured rope and a knife in hand as you gulped tying the rope around your neck as you shoved the knife down your throat and instantly kicked the chair. it was all too perfect, they shouldn't save you. no one could, but even in death..

you were still so alone...

[𝓐 ✦𝓝] ^ 𝐊𝐢𝐧𝐝𝐚 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐞𝐥𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐬𝐤𝐞𝐝 𝐦𝐞 :( 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐈 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭𝐲 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐬𝐚𝐝, 𝐈'𝐥𝐥 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐢𝐭 𝐮𝐩 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐮𝐲𝐬 (𝐧𝐨 𝐢 𝐰𝐨𝐧'𝐭) 𝐇𝐨𝐩𝐞𝐝 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐛𝐛𝐥𝐞?? 𝐎𝐫 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞 𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐭?? 𝐈 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 ^

— 𝓢𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓮𝓭 𝓡𝓪𝓰𝓭𝓸𝓵𝓵

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Guess who finished season 1 of Tokyo ghoul :D

So far, I love Juuzou Suzuya 😭 he's so adorable, although his voice wasn't what I was expecting but I still love him with all my heart (and his name was a stroke to say) Like, he's blessed my heart- BHNNTHRhbrhyb

AH HE'S SO CUTE 😭

— 𝓡𝓪𝓰𝓭𝓸𝓵𝓵

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I enjoy sending myself ask for no reason instead of doing requests I have from actual people :3/hj

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Do you write for new characters? Ga-ming, Xinyan, Chiori or any other fatui harbingers?

Yes I indeed do I just haven't added them in yet. The fatui harbingers I do also write. Unfortunately I won't be writing for Pierro, Pulcinella and Capitano. But you can request for any other fatui harbinger and new characters, but I won't be writing smut for Ga-ming cause I really don't know his age and honestly he looks like a minor (15/16). I will be adding them eventually, — 𝓡𝓪𝓰𝓭𝓸𝓵𝓵

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OMG I LOVE YOU (platonically) This is very motivating I can't even lie ☺️ So, thank youuu

𝕱𝖎𝖗𝖘𝖙 𝕬𝖈𝖙: 𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝑰: 𝗧𝗵𝗲𝘆'𝗿𝗲 𝗪𝗮𝘁𝗰𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴..

✦. ⋆ﾟ⊹ ꒰ა𖤍໒꒱ [ Character Death ﾉ Nudity ﾉ Talks of the inability to produce children ﾉ Dark theme ﾉ Alcohol ﾉ Adopted!Reader ﾉ Swearing ﾉ Reader wears a blindfold ﾉ Mentions of an affair ﾉ Body shame ﾉ Enjoy your read. ]

"𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘? 𝗔𝗡 𝗘𝗫𝗖𝗨𝗦𝗘 𝗙𝗢𝗥 𝗠𝗢𝗥𝗧𝗔𝗟𝗦 𝗧𝗢 𝗛𝗔𝗥𝗠 𝗬𝗢𝗨. 𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘 𝗜𝗦𝗡'𝗧 𝗔𝗡𝗬𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗕𝗨𝗧 𝗔 𝗖𝗨𝗥𝗦𝗘."

𝐃𝐑𝐎𝐖𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐍 𝐃𝐄𝐄𝐏 𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐊𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒, 𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐘 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐒 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌- "Young Master (𝗡)!" Your eyes shot open, water surrounding you. You slowly sat up noticing instead of peacefully drowning you were just in the bath unknowingly. Sighing in annoyance, turning off the shower head ❝How, disappointing..❞ You muttered, slowly stepping out the shower.. the air colder than usual, that voice sounded so familiar. So warm and comfortable.. Staring at yourself in the mirror, hot/cold showers always remind you of the ocean, the deeper the sea, the colder the sea.

Wrapping a soft towel around, your body sighing in dissatisfaction ❝Another miserable failure.❞ You thought, eyeing the bathroom door in ick. Slowly stepping out spotting it had been your favorite maid, Irina. Your private personal servant you chose willingly, examining all surroundings before existing completely. Sitting on the edge of the bed as Irina headed you freshly washed clothing with a kind smile, stepping outside while you slowly dressed. While you were deeply in thought, a knock startled you. Fortunately it was her, just checking and bringing you food. Her smile.. Her kind-hearted smile was everything you needed to brighten bits of your day.

You both sat together, you practically forced her to speak of her day. Staring at the now cold plate of food, setting it aside collapsing purposely with your head resting on her lap. Irina was surprised to say the least but was glad she could bring you comfort, even if you've slept your life away. All was at peace, the sun hadn't bothered you, your considered second mother was present, you weren't forced to be perfect nor do a thing and your little sister laid calmly beside you, really, peac- ❝wait what?.. When had she even got there? Did Irina know she had been there? Well, at least she was quiet.. that's enough for now.❞ You thought, slowly putting her hand on her head, slightly pulling her closer.

It was always like Irina knew of his attempts, every single attempt had its miserable failures. Pass days on edge without eating, not like it bothered you. You're little mister "perfect" aren't you? How unfortunate of you're past encounters with those 'parents' after the birth of your 'sister' they weren't able to produce children. Impatiently waiting for their one children to grow, taking on their legacy. It was unfortunate that life is more slower than death. Lying to that poor young one of having a older brother, really an orphan. After the couple annouced the return of their 'child' and would take on their legacy, those mortals were pleased and that poor child was more than confused

All good things one to an end, unfortunately their calming moment came to an end. ❝Young Master and Ms, Serenity you're parents have invited you all to eat breakfast. They know you all haven't eaten and would like to speak with you all.❞ Before the two could object Irina was already dragging them out. Sitting at that gloomy table, the chair across empty. It was that 'father' of yours, unfortunately he was executed for having a affair with one of the cooks.

❝Don't eat so much you already look like a pig.❞ That lady so casually insulted a young girl.. and for what? Serenity's an eater and had a sweet-tooth, that wasn't her fault therefore why did she have to be blamed for her weight? Serenity had tears in her eyes as she immediately left the dining room. ❝What an ungrateful child. I've given her everything and this is how she repays me? By eating like some pig!? God bless her soul, you're our only hope (𝗡).❞

Ungrateful? She was the ungrateful one. She was given such an angel of a child yet she treated her so terrible. She didn't have much of her father's appearance, all she had was the eyes of her father. You eyed that mistake of a food (through your blindfold) in ick, rising from your chair explaining to your 'mother' that you had practice to which she smiled and let you go.

You remember when Serenity's mother, Delilah had her watch her father's death so carelessly. The tears that young one cried, really how could such a heartless woman say such things to her own blood? The lack of respect that she had for her was annoying. Truly you were older than both of them, way older, truly you were a ancient part of them even being alive. How unfortunate of your death and to be receinarted in such a hell was unfamiliar and weird like a rewritten story the gods from above had for him.

You wanted to speak with Serenity, knowing she would be heavily effected by Delilah's harmful words, but she won't listen you've been through these situations with her beforehand and you knew how she got, she needed time to relax. He give her that time till further notice, for now he needed to attend this useless practices.

Those restless training was exhausting, why were you even put through all of THAT? It was time for the sun to rest and the moon to shine. While escorting yourself to your bedroom, seeing a bright light from your Serenity's room. Curiosity seemed to win over you and knocking gently on her door. Serenity opened the door with a frown till seeing it was (𝗡) made her smile brightly inviting you in immediately. Looking around her room to see where that bright light came from, (yes you can still see through your blindfold). There was a white and blue haired female on the screen and on the left there were 3 characters. Examining the characters – Lyney, Chiori and Freminet. ``What interesting character designs`` You thought to yourself. Serenity seemed to pick up on your curiosity and immediately explained. "This is a mobile game called Genshin impact! This is my main Focalor! I have her at C6 and level 90!" You nodded at her information but you could've swore Focalor looked at you for a moment..

Serenity allowed you to watch her play to which the game but weirder, while she was exploring this place called "Fontaine" everytime she switched characters they'd look directly at you for a split second then return to their original stance. It equally interested you and creeped you out. When Serenity left to go to the bathroom the characters randomly switched on it's own to a blond male with a braid in his hair that wasn't even on the character list that she chose.. the male looked at you and random dialog showed up that state ❝We're waiting your grace.. please return to us, we're watching.❞ The text immediately disappeared and changed back when Serenity entered the room, you were shocked and confused. What was this your grace thing? You don't even know who these characters were.. so how could they know you but you not know them?

You had up some randomly excuse for being tired and needed to get the appropriate amount of rest for tomorrow, to which Serenity pouted and begged you to watch her play for just a little longer till she showed you the All-devouring Narwhal boss. You knew she was stubborn therefore you had to take in the creepiness of this game and wait till the All-devouring Narwhal boss. Serenity had allowed you to pick what characters she should use. You saw she had all characters on level 90 and C6, you saw it as impressive and wondered how long as she played this game?

You obviously chose Focalor as one of them since that seemed to be her main and the other 3 were: Xianyun, Ga-ming and Navia. Although she stated that the Narwhel had Hydro resistance which you guessed Focalor was hydro she still decided to use her. She informed you of that elements, regions, Archons and so on while fighting the Narwhal boss. It was nice to hang-out with Serenity after a tough day and even learn about a new game, and creepy ass characters.

After the Narwhel boss fight you two said goodnight to each other and as escorted yourself to your bedroom like before you felt like you were being watched, though no one was around you speed walked to your room and closed the door. After closing all your windows which are suspiciously opened and covering them you checked your whole room from top to bottom feeling relived that no one was there. When you were getting ready for bed and when you were right in bed a paper slid under your door.

You sighed, having a feeling that it was Serenity wanting you to make her something since she hadn't eaten anything since Delilah said something about her weight. Picking up the paper and reading it's words: ❝We're watching you your grace.. return to us, please stop keeping us waiting. We've finally found you again and you're making us wait like this..? Either you come the hard way or the easy way my love.❞

— 𝓢𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓮𝓭 𝓐𝓮𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻

Shivers ran up your spine as you knew bad well than to open that door, checking your room again only to see no one was around, you couldn't go to see as you opened the door and raced to Serenity's room, seeing she was okay had you relieved. Although she wasn't your actual sister that didn't mean you didn't have to care about her. You were more exhausted than ever and you saw that genshin impact was still on.. You were just about to leave when you heard your name and it wasn't Serenity's.. Turning around to see Focalor behind you, she touched your head and whispered into your ear as everything went dark.

❝We're awaiting your return your grace..❞

[𝓐 ✦𝓝] ^ 𝐀 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐈 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧'𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐛𝐮𝐬𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐈 𝐜𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐮𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫, 𝐈 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐩𝐮𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧. 𝐈 𝐚𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐢𝐬𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐝. 𝐇𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐳𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐝𝐚𝐲!! ^

— 𝓢𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓮𝓭 𝓡𝓪𝓰𝓭𝓸𝓵𝓵

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AYEEE, THIS IS THE FANFICTION 🤭 (I've decided to just do twisted wonderland first and once I finished I'll do bluelock) FOR MY WATTPAD

FR, I'VE ALWAYS WANTED TO MAKE THESE CREATIVE BOOK COVERS LIKE THE OTHERS I'VE SEEN ON WATTPAD AND I'M QUITE PROUD OF MYSELF 😘

If we're being fr this book is kinda based off my "Your Grace" one (Dies and ends up in twisted wonderland) or I'll have the reader be isekai, it all depends :D

I'm very excited for this and I'll finally be busy with something

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𝕱𝖎𝖗𝖘𝖙 𝕬𝖈𝖙: 𝓒𝓱𝓪𝓹𝓽𝓮𝓻 𝑰: 𝗧𝗵𝗲𝘆'𝗿𝗲 𝗪𝗮𝘁𝗰𝗵𝗶𝗻𝗴..

✦. ⋆ﾟ⊹ ꒰ა𖤍໒꒱ [ Character Death ﾉ Nudity ﾉ Talks of the inability to produce children ﾉ Dark theme ﾉ Alcohol ﾉ Adopted!Reader ﾉ Swearing ﾉ Reader wears a blindfold ﾉ Mentions of an affair ﾉ Body shame ﾉ Enjoy your read. ]

"𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘? 𝗔𝗡 𝗘𝗫𝗖𝗨𝗦𝗘 𝗙𝗢𝗥 𝗠𝗢𝗥𝗧𝗔𝗟𝗦 𝗧𝗢 𝗛𝗔𝗥𝗠 𝗬𝗢𝗨. 𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗘 𝗜𝗦𝗡'𝗧 𝗔𝗡𝗬𝗧𝗛𝗜𝗡𝗚 𝗕𝗨𝗧 𝗔 𝗖𝗨𝗥𝗦𝗘."

𝐃𝐑𝐎𝐖𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐈𝐍 𝐃𝐄𝐄𝐏 𝐄𝐍𝐃𝐒 𝐎𝐅 𝐃𝐀𝐑𝐊𝐍𝐄𝐒𝐒, 𝐒𝐔𝐑𝐑𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐃𝐄𝐃 𝐁𝐘 𝐌𝐎𝐑𝐓𝐀𝐋𝐒 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐃 𝐅𝐑𝐎𝐌- "Young Master (𝗡)!" Your eyes shot open, water surrounding you. You slowly sat up noticing instead of peacefully drowning you were just in the bath unknowingly. Sighing in annoyance, turning off the shower head ❝How, disappointing..❞ You muttered, slowly stepping out the shower.. the air colder than usual, that voice sounded so familiar. So warm and comfortable.. Staring at yourself in the mirror, hot/cold showers always remind you of the ocean, the deeper the sea, the colder the sea.

Wrapping a soft towel around, your body sighing in dissatisfaction ❝Another miserable failure.❞ You thought, eyeing the bathroom door in ick. Slowly stepping out spotting it had been your favorite maid, Irina. Your private personal servant you chose willingly, examining all surroundings before existing completely. Sitting on the edge of the bed as Irina headed you freshly washed clothing with a kind smile, stepping outside while you slowly dressed. While you were deeply in thought, a knock startled you. Fortunately it was her, just checking and bringing you food. Her smile.. Her kind-hearted smile was everything you needed to brighten bits of your day.

You both sat together, you practically forced her to speak of her day. Staring at the now cold plate of food, setting it aside collapsing purposely with your head resting on her lap. Irina was surprised to say the least but was glad she could bring you comfort, even if you've slept your life away. All was at peace, the sun hadn't bothered you, your considered second mother was present, you weren't forced to be perfect nor do a thing and your little sister laid calmly beside you, really, peac- ❝wait what?.. When had she even got there? Did Irina know she had been there? Well, at least she was quiet.. that's enough for now.❞ You thought, slowly putting her hand on her head, slightly pulling her closer.

It was always like Irina knew of his attempts, every single attempt had its miserable failures. Pass days on edge without eating, not like it bothered you. You're little mister "perfect" aren't you? How unfortunate of you're past encounters with those 'parents' after the birth of your 'sister' they weren't able to produce children. Impatiently waiting for their one children to grow, taking on their legacy. It was unfortunate that life is more slower than death. Lying to that poor young one of having a older brother, really an orphan. After the couple annouced the return of their 'child' and would take on their legacy, those mortals were pleased and that poor child was more than confused

All good things one to an end, unfortunately their calming moment came to an end. ❝Young Master and Ms, Serenity you're parents have invited you all to eat breakfast. They know you all haven't eaten and would like to speak with you all.❞ Before the two could object Irina was already dragging them out. Sitting at that gloomy table, the chair across empty. It was that 'father' of yours, unfortunately he was executed for having a affair with one of the cooks.

❝Don't eat so much you already look like a pig.❞ That lady so casually insulted a young girl.. and for what? Serenity's an eater and had a sweet-tooth, that wasn't her fault therefore why did she have to be blamed for her weight? Serenity had tears in her eyes as she immediately left the dining room. ❝What an ungrateful child. I've given her everything and this is how she repays me? By eating like some pig!? God bless her soul, you're our only hope (𝗡).❞

Ungrateful? She was the ungrateful one. She was given such an angel of a child yet she treated her so terrible. She didn't have much of her father's appearance, all she had was the eyes of her father. You eyed that mistake of a food (through your blindfold) in ick, rising from your chair explaining to your 'mother' that you had practice to which she smiled and let you go.

You remember when Serenity's mother, Delilah had her watch her father's death so carelessly. The tears that young one cried, really how could such a heartless woman say such things to her own blood? The lack of respect that she had for her was annoying. Truly you were older than both of them, way older, truly you were a ancient part of them even being alive. How unfortunate of your death and to be receinarted in such a hell was unfamiliar and weird like a rewritten story the gods from above had for him.

You wanted to speak with Serenity, knowing she would be heavily effected by Delilah's harmful words, but she won't listen you've been through these situations with her beforehand and you knew how she got, she needed time to relax. He give her that time till further notice, for now he needed to attend this useless practices.

Those restless training was exhausting, why were you even put through all of THAT? It was time for the sun to rest and the moon to shine. While escorting yourself to your bedroom, seeing a bright light from your Serenity's room. Curiosity seemed to win over you and knocking gently on her door. Serenity opened the door with a frown till seeing it was (𝗡) made her smile brightly inviting you in immediately. Looking around her room to see where that bright light came from, (yes you can still see through your blindfold). There was a white and blue haired female on the screen and on the left there were 3 characters. Examining the characters – Lyney, Chiori and Freminet. ``What interesting character designs`` You thought to yourself. Serenity seemed to pick up on your curiosity and immediately explained. "This is a mobile game called Genshin impact! This is my main Focalor! I have her at C6 and level 90!" You nodded at her information but you could've swore Focalor looked at you for a moment..

Serenity allowed you to watch her play to which the game but weirder, while she was exploring this place called "Fontaine" everytime she switched characters they'd look directly at you for a split second then return to their original stance. It equally interested you and creeped you out. When Serenity left to go to the bathroom the characters randomly switched on it's own to a blond male with a braid in his hair that wasn't even on the character list that she chose.. the male looked at you and random dialog showed up that state ❝We're waiting your grace.. please return to us, we're watching.❞ The text immediately disappeared and changed back when Serenity entered the room, you were shocked and confused. What was this your grace thing? You don't even know who these characters were.. so how could they know you but you not know them?

You had up some randomly excuse for being tired and needed to get the appropriate amount of rest for tomorrow, to which Serenity pouted and begged you to watch her play for just a little longer till she showed you the All-devouring Narwhal boss. You knew she was stubborn therefore you had to take in the creepiness of this game and wait till the All-devouring Narwhal boss. Serenity had allowed you to pick what characters she should use. You saw she had all characters on level 90 and C6, you saw it as impressive and wondered how long as she played this game?

You obviously chose Focalor as one of them since that seemed to be her main and the other 3 were: Xianyun, Ga-ming and Navia. Although she stated that the Narwhel had Hydro resistance which you guessed Focalor was hydro she still decided to use her. She informed you of that elements, regions, Archons and so on while fighting the Narwhal boss. It was nice to hang-out with Serenity after a tough day and even learn about a new game, and creepy ass characters.

After the Narwhel boss fight you two said goodnight to each other and as escorted yourself to your bedroom like before you felt like you were being watched, though no one was around you speed walked to your room and closed the door. After closing all your windows which are suspiciously opened and covering them you checked your whole room from top to bottom feeling relived that no one was there. When you were getting ready for bed and when you were right in bed a paper slid under your door.

You sighed, having a feeling that it was Serenity wanting you to make her something since she hadn't eaten anything since Delilah said something about her weight. Picking up the paper and reading it's words: ❝We're watching you your grace.. return to us, please stop keeping us waiting. We've finally found you again and you're making us wait like this..? Either you come the hard way or the easy way my love.❞

— 𝓢𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓮𝓭 𝓐𝓮𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓻

Shivers ran up your spine as you knew bad well than to open that door, checking your room again only to see no one was around, you couldn't go to see as you opened the door and raced to Serenity's room, seeing she was okay had you relieved. Although she wasn't your actual sister that didn't mean you didn't have to care about her. You were more exhausted than ever and you saw that genshin impact was still on.. You were just about to leave when you heard your name and it wasn't Serenity's.. Turning around to see Focalor behind you, she touched your head and whispered into your ear as everything went dark.

❝We're awaiting your return your grace..❞

[𝓐 ✦𝓝] ^ 𝐀 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐈 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞𝐧'𝐭 𝐛𝐞𝐞𝐧 𝐛𝐮𝐬𝐲 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫𝐞𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐈 𝐜𝐮𝐭 𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐜𝐮𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐭, 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐛𝐞 𝐩𝐮𝐭 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐞𝐱𝐭 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫, 𝐈 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞𝐝 𝐢𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐨𝐦 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐩𝐮𝐩𝐩𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧. 𝐈 𝐚𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐢𝐬𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐥𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐚𝐢𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐡𝐨𝐩𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐢𝐬 𝐞𝐧𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐈 𝐡𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐞𝐝. 𝐇𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐦𝐚𝐳𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐝𝐚𝐲!! ^

— 𝓢𝓲𝓰𝓱𝓮𝓭 𝓡𝓪𝓰𝓭𝓸𝓵𝓵

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That's crazy so both it is 😘

GUYS, GUYSSSSS

SHOULD I DO A BLUE-LOCK OR TWISTED-WONDERLAND FANFICTION ON MY WATTPAD!????

MY WATTPAD IS: cryingspirtsofheart (JUST CHANGED IT)

IDFK HOW TO PUT THE LINK IN SOOO :D

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Spoiler go brrrr!!

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GUYS, GUYSSSSS

SHOULD I DO A BLUE-LOCK OR TWISTED-WONDERLAND FANFICTION ON MY WATTPAD!????

MY WATTPAD IS: cryingspirtsofheart (JUST CHANGED IT)

IDFK HOW TO PUT THE LINK IN SOOO :D

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May I request Yuzuha Shiba x m!reader fluff? Perhaps, if you would want, add how her brothers would feel about it?

⋆ﾟ⊹ ꒰ა𖤍໒꒱ [AMAB!Reader ♡ Yuzuha Shiba ﾉ sweet-fluff ﾉ Slight violence ﾉ Swearing ﾉ mentions of abuse ﾉ light angst ﾉ Taiju ]

Featured: Hinata, Takemichi & Mitsuya. Enjoy your read

Not proof read

❝𝐉𝐔𝐒𝐓 𝐖𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐄𝐃 𝐓𝐎 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐓𝐄𝐂𝐓 𝐘𝐎𝐔 𝐅𝐎𝐑 𝐀𝐖𝐇𝐈𝐋𝐄 𝐋𝐎𝐍𝐆𝐄𝐑❞

𝗘𝗩𝗘𝗥 𝗦𝗜𝗡𝗖𝗘 Yazuha and (Name) had started their relationship she had been rather cautions on where they went, especially if it had been anywhere near Black Dragon or any places she saw her brothers. She never allowed you over after stating: ❝Her brothers were insufferable❞ which was understandable. Although you weren't allowed to her residence you always brought her to yours.

You knew everything about Yazuha from her family history to her everyday schedule, well you only knew the lies she told you. Yazuha grew a negative habit of telling you lies about her family. Ever since she started dating before and warned her past significant others about her brothers they'd run away and wouldn't return, thus she never informed you of the truth.

The two of you met through Takemichi during bowling, you were beating this ass without hesitation and Yazuha and Hinata just happened to show up. You noticed that Yazuha had a one-sided crush on Takemichi which was bad since he was dating Hinata but hey! No one has to know right? But in the end it upset you since you grew to like Yazuha.

Takemichi eventually tried helping you get the woman of your dreams with and without Hinata. You two of you thought if Hina knew about this crush it would end badly so you two would take Hinata on specific times and give her specific missions. After countless amounts of failures and even slight successes Yazuha finally noticed you and decided to put her crush aside and give you a chance.

Currently you and Yazuha were having Ice cream together, Yazuha wanted to share but she knew you'd eat it all so she just ordered for herself and you two desired different flavors anyway. The two joked and laughed like school girls enjoying their dates together. It was always like this, Yazuha would always give ways to make you smile and never have you regret falling for her.

You always tried doing the same without a doubt yet she beat you too it every time. You played with Yazuha's right after you finished your Ice cream and put her hair in a bun in which you got a kiss in return. You'd be lying if you said Yazuha wasn't placed in the center of your heart. Caring endlessly for her and her abilities to protect herself. Yes, you were aware of Yazuha's skills but being a worry, supportive boyfriend was one of her favorite things about her significant other.

But all good times have a price. Yazuha knew that Taiju was out with Black Dragon and Hakkai was home with Mitsuya. Giving you a look you knew a little too well as she sighed. ❝I'm allowing you to meet one, one of my brothers and that's it. Got it?❞ Though you were equally surprised, excited and disappointed you nodded in which Yazuha prayed Taiju would come home late. Once you two arrived at the Shiba residence you couldn't home but wonder what this Hakkai looked like. You practically begged Yazuha to show you pictures which she declined to saying ❝It's a surprise.❞ You mentally prepared yourself which Yazuha brought you inside. Her home looked normal, like a normal family residence.

Entering a specific room too see two men, one with lavender hair and the other blue hair. You didn't understand who was the two which none of them had Yazuha's hair to which she explained the lavender boy was Mitsuya and the other was her actually brother Hakkai. Yazuha wasn't surprised too see that you three got along well, Hakkai didn't necessarily trust you first meeting, but he could see how much you loved Yazuha so he warmed up too you which made you question why she wouldn't let you meet Hakkai. You were surprised at how tall he was and that Hakkai was actually Yazuha's younger brother.. Yazuha being 16 and Hakkai 14 which came as a surprise but out over it.

Soon enough Mitsuya took his leave and wishes you all the best of luck, in which Yazuha gave him a certain look while Hakkai looked nervous. It honestly didn't bother you but also had you curious on Yazuha's older brother, was he THAT bad? (yes)

Well you were about to find out, it came as a surprise when Taiju unexpected showed up. Since Yazuha and Hakkai panicked they instantly shoved you somewhere and told you to stay there, questions asked later, patted your cheek and kept you there. You were concerned when you heard arguing but you knew better than to come out. Only god knew how scared you were when you heard footsteps that weren't Yazuha's nor Hakkai's coming towards you. Since she shoved you in the closet you grabbed some clothes and hid in the darkest space in the closet curling into a tight ball while keeping yourself calm.

The closet door burst open but nothing happened, you just kept yourself calm and didn't move a muscle. That was 'till you were suddenly grabbed and thrown through basically the whole room. A strong man who looked quite unstable looked at you in dissatisfaction and disgust. Now you completely understood why you were hidden and forbidden from coming here. Before that man could get any closer to you Hakkai blocked you while Yazuha checked if you were okay. You were in good shape with just a headache and back pain. You didn't even question Yazuha, although it was clear that she was perfectly fine you checked her as well.

After you two checked one another and Yazuha got both her brothers out you were finally told the truth. Really the whole thing had you in disbelief and anger, what brother abuses his own siblings? Especially if they're younger! It wasn't fair how you couldn't really do much but you most definitely weren't going to allow Yazuha to be in the face of danger. You fell in love with Yazuha for a reason. Her strong and interesting older brother who didn't even look like a sixteen old wasn't going to stop you.

Since everything had seemed to calm down Yazuha with no hesitation decided you aren't meeting Taiju unless death was your way in life. Letting you out through her window which she thought was a bad idea which you were already slightly wounded she didn't have much a choice. Yazuha promised that you were never meeting Taiju no matter if he changed or not, Yazuha would hate to see you hurt therefore.. You. Are. Never. Meeting. Him.

But hey, at least who of her brothers won't throw you across her room and you can meet him whenever you so please.. as long as nor Taiju or Black Dragon are around.

I rushed this ngl, but I had to get something out. Honestly I don't really feel good (sick? 🤨) but like I'll try to push through (probably not) and get these requests and that fanfiction done.

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...I now have a huge obsession with yandere!readers I've always love yandere!Characters but like.. yandere!readers are hitting different..

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Sweet 😋

I straight up forgot to ask this..

(I'll still be working on the chapters but it just won't specify the traveler's gender and it's the first two chapters soo yeah 🥰)

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I straight up forgot to ask this..

(I'll still be working on the chapters but it just won't specify the traveler's gender and it's the first two chapters soo yeah 🥰)