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AHAHAHHA thank you hya-ichor

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Me currently. lmfaoo

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“I know I got one more high left in me, but I doubt very seriously if I have one more recovery.”

— addict, The Wire s01xe07 (via hopingthereishope)

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Recovery doesn’t always happen in ideals. It happens in a lot of fucking pain and a lot of fucking crying. But in a lot of hope too.

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God. This hit very hard.

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“I never knew why someone would be a drug addict. I never understood how they could do that to themselves, their friends, their family… Until I was one.”

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All I want to say to you Bailey is that I really did love you with all my heart I was ready to die for you and give you my heart, sorry for hating on you but what Damien did is unacceptable and he truly is a piece of s***worthless f***I wish you the best in life but I also wish you make better decisions for your life if you could be the finest girl ever but .u ever need to talk,what ever,I would never not be there foru, if it wasn't for you I wouldnt ofmet the woman of my dreams.7025423794

Damien falling in love with me is not "unacceptable." He isn't a piece of shit and he's not worthless. He's my boyfriend now but he wasn't my boyfriend when you started hating him. You just didn't like ANY of the guys in my life. Not just Damien. My life decisions are perfectly fine. I don't need your opinion on them. Im going back to school, I live on my own with Damien and I get paid to be a caretaker. The only bad life decision I have made has been using H. Everything else is perfect.

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drugs kill but it’s worth the thrill.

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aaayyyyeeee 👀

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Booze. Pills. Heroin. Dope.

Substances are the only way I can cope.

Vodka. Oxy. Tar. Speed.

All of these drugs are all that I really need.

Beer. Norcos. Black. Clear.

All of these drugs to block all of these tears.

Rum. Dilaudid. Hop. Ice

I’m numb to this pain and it feels really nice.

Broken. Troubled. Hurt. Lost

Feels almost like love at a much lower cost .

Drink. Pop. Smoke. A line.

Im stuck in a world

Where,

drugs tell me

I’m fine.

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My goals are to get healthier while at the same time destroying my body with drugs

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FRIENDLY REMINDER THAT YOU AREN’T A BAD PERSON, JUST BECAUSE YOU’RE AN ADDICT.

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Drugs Under The Microscope

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“Most people want to live and, honestly, I’ve never really been able to figure that one out. I mean, most people are lonely and lost and broken and frightened. Most people are deep in debt with shit jobs or no jobs and no healthcare and no shot at the future. But they still want to live. I don’t get it. I don’t. Somehow they’ve found a reason. Somehow I’ve never found mine. Maybe I never will.”

— Nic Sheff (via crystallinecomets)

Fuck this is my truth damn..

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