crystallinehell

[crystallinehell]

How would you feel about killer!Chance blogs interacting? ;) -@killshot-gambler

Not in the forsaken fandom anymore but a RP would be nice on this account :]

[crystallinehell]

Just had a major breakdown that started off as trivial and faded into really major thoughts.

Will pause posting on all blogs for a bit until we feel better mentally, as it got extremely threatening to our own life during the breakdown.

We are fine, I promise.

- 🐾🪓 (Butcheress, She/Vai/Hxr)

[crystallinehell]

sir! sir!! over here!!! hiii!! over here!!! helloooo hi over here yes here!!!!!

ITrapped was confused; it sounded like it was coming from one area; his hallucinations must be bad today.. When did he last sleep?

..Whatever. He tried to ignore it.

..Maybe the guilt would go away with them.

[crystallinehell]

how's the void treating you? any thoughts on just... whatever's on your mind?

. . . He stares, he heard a question, something spoken to him.

But the doubt creeps in. He does not respond.

It's just another thing he's hearing after being here for so long in dead silence, isn't it?

[crystallinehell]

Silence is something most would take over being in danger. That's what he thinks, after all. But being here for ages, not having any way to tell the time, made him debate it internally.

He used to be sore when he began to endlessly walk, but now he wasn't. He had left his crown in a safe place, a marker of his one place of rest; a placebo effect making him think it was more comfortable than the rest.

His legs no longer hurt, his mind only served to get fuzzier and fuzzier. He used to call out for his old hacker friends, but he knew they were long gone; in the banlands.

He just wanted to get them out, by any means. They were his ride or dies, and he was theirs.

But this felt like punishment for every crime he ever did, or considered doing. His mind had gone over every topic, every idea, every thought he could have. It was him and him alone in this hell.

Maybe he deserved it- scratch that, he knew he did. The Darkheart's effects really helped show that. Now he couldn't even see out of an eye, and felt as though he was forever scarred.

He couldn't even tell, though- he had no mirrors here.

So he kept walking. Just him here. It was an everyday routine, if there even were days here.

Because maybe he'd find a way out.

What would he say if he saw people from the past? A simple 'I'm sorry' would never cut it. He had recited apologies and bouts of rage and curses in his mind alike. None felt fitting.

He'd try to speak, he imagined. But he couldn't even tell if he had a voice anymore. He hadn't spoken in almost the entire time he was here, aside from screaming from the nightmares he'd occasionally have.

.. He'd sell his soul to get out of here.

Did he even have one anymore, though?

[crystallinehell]

WELCOME TO YOUR PERSONAL HELL.

SINGLE-MUSE BLOG :: ITrapped AU (Forsaken)

SANITY :: 67%

rules ;;

01. be well-behaved. no genuinely being rude to mods, anons, or anyone ooc. you can be rude to itrapped ic.

02. no nsfw. mod is a minor and it's just generally pretty uncomfortable. i'm curious to see what kinds of random ships you guys whip up with this dude though, so flirting is okay.

03. do not critically injure or kill him without explicit mod permission. i prefer my boy alive, thank you.

04. more rules may be added in the future for this blog.

MORE INFO UNDER CUT

This time I'm too lazy to make him a color reference just yet until the lights turn on wherever he is..

In this AU, ITrapped manages to purge the Darkheart from his body at a massive cost; his sanity and grasp on reality, leaving him being sent into a sort of purgatory state as he seems to be half conscious at all times.

He's been here for around a year in-universe by the time we enter into this whole thing, so he's already lost a few marbles.

He feels insane guilt for the past now that the Darkheart is gone and gives way to emotions he honestly doesn't want. He's mentally screwed up from the removal of the SFOTH sword, and is unable to use any of his former abilities from being a hacker.

Internally, he's still debating if he hates some people from his past or wants to apologize.

His fate is in your hands. Whether you sabotage or help, though, is up to you. I find it fun to see both sides. This is what the sanity meter is for.

MODS / OTHER BLOGS

This is ran by @beyondignition / @phlipside

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Mod 🍁 / Mod Leaf (they/it)

Mod 👑 / Mod Crown (they/he/she)

TAGS

#lost sightlines - normal posts

#villain over victim - itrapped posts

#looking through one eye - art posts

#crystals growing - sanity loss

#crystals falling - sanity gain

#i hear something - asks / anon

#death do us part - any chance interactions

#something changes now - m!a tag

#catmodscreams - mod 🐈‍⬛

#wholetleafmodout - mod 🍁

#crownmodisking - mod 👑