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hi enstars tumblr!! a while ago (on a different account) i made a post about working on an enstars mv drive so people can have an easy way to access them without giving happy ele watch time. well, it's finally complete!
every mv should be in their respective categories. this does mean every mv, including the more unsavory ones, since this also doubles as an archive, though i made the decision to separate 4katsuki mvs from the rest for obvious reasons. i will do my best to regularly update this as new mvs come out
if there's anything i missed, feel free to send me an ask and i'll add it when i have the time!
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Positives to therapy: finally get back on my meds
Negatives to therapy: god I can't go through another year of wondering if someone thinks I'm out of my mind
#she won't let me get back on my Vyvanse until it's proven that this other medication doesn't work#And thinks my depression is mostly just iron deficiency and being overweight#and probably thinks I'm psychotic but I think telling her about my undiagnosed osdd and less explainable memory issues would just make#it worse#I think I need to request a new psych#And she said there's no difference in presentation of adhd in men vs women which I'm sorry it's just basic knowledge that isn't true#She also thought dissociation was a diagnosis in itself... ma'am it is not
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I'm pretty sure she's a quack but at least she prescribed my Lexapro
I might finally get back on my antidepressants tomorrow, I'm so glad
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lalala whimsy and love
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oh yeah that frick
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I might finally get back on my antidepressants tomorrow, I'm so glad
#my textposts#please please please let this go smoothly#any time I hear smbody say please please please I think of the smiths
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Evil enstars offices
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Bsky doods
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The ita bag of confusion and indecision
I could put more effort into the insert but I'm not doing all that right now, and this is my first ita bag

maybe I could make some little feathers out of paper and glue them to the doily as a background for the pin, and add my eichi keychain to fill in the space beside the flowers
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the wings of magic outfit and the blazing star of hope outfit match almost perfectly
(I dont own the outfits, its MV outfit try-on)
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Young noctis and Carbuncle wip based on the platinum demo
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it suits a ninja to support from behind
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experimenting a bit and trying to make mugi's curls a bit more prominent.... and sneaked in a tsumuyuuri in there as it's tsumuyuuri monday ^w^
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really addicted to drawing him with long hair now ❤️🖤
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I lied, I may have to take a break from analysis posts for at least a few days bc my brain is mush
Trying to string my thoughts and points into something but I don't have the brainpower
#my textposts#enstars character analysis#depression brainfog is really frustrating#It's not even funny
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