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glowing

pairing: heeseung x reader, mentions of jake x reader genre: angst……. hurt no real comfort….. feeling evil….. heh…… oh and y’all are in college wc: 1.7k a/n: heeseungs down bad for you, jays just trying his best, does jay even really help?, reader uses she/her, mentions of drinking and lava sharks! not proofread....

Heeseung stumbles through the hallways of the apartment complex, vision still blurry and balance still not quite right. It takes five tries of jamming his key into the lock but he finally gets inside.

Even with his drunken stupor he can tell that Jay's already home, his shoes neatly placed next to the door. Heeseung takes his shoes off quietly so as to not bother his roommate who’s probably asleep by now and flops down onto the couch.

With a sigh of relief he sinks into the soft cushions. He feels like he can just melt into the smooth leather. His body feels warm and tingly still and he smiles to himself just staring up at the ceiling.

He feels a buzz in his back pocket and reaches his arm around to grab his phone. His lock screen, still, a picture of you smiling in his studio with those big headphones on from months before. A ghost of a smile on his lips.

He looks down and sees an instagram notification, you had just posted. He clicks it without a second thought, like a habit, and he regrets that decision immediately.

The reason for his drunkenness staring right back at him. To anyone else it’s nothing crazy, almost something they would have predicted if they knew anything about you.

A selfie of you and Jake, on what looks like a picnic date? He doesn’t care. He stares at the image of you staring right back at him. Your eyes are half closed, you’ve got that big smile on your face. The one he can still see even now, the one that haunts him when he tries to sleep at night, the one he lost. And then he looks at him.

Jake’s head is turned, looking straight at you but Heeseung can tell he’s got a matching wide grin on his face too. Heeseung thinks to himself about how much he hates him, how he’s ugly, and stupid, and gross. But he looks at you again and you just look so damn happy he pushes those ugly emotions down. With a sigh he turns off his phone, putting it back in his pocket.

Stepping outside onto the balcony, he decides that some fresh air will help sober him up. Even though that picture already felt like a bucket of ice water was just splashed onto his face, a wake up call that drinking away the heartache won’t do him any good.

The sun’s already set and it’s just pitch black out now, but the combination of the night chill and the low drone of the city helps him think.

He doesn’t know how long it’s been since he stepped out before he heard the glass door open from behind him. He doesn’t look back but he knows it’s Jay. It looks like he woke up to grab a glass of water and saw Heeseung out here by himself and decided to join him.

Jay hands him the water, it looks like he needs it more. They stand there next to one another for a while, shoulders barely touching, Heeseung’s sipping noises the only thing heard in the silence. Jay decides to cut through it first,

“Hey, you okay?”

Heeseung just lets out a small hum, not wanting to elaborate any further.

“Is this about Y/n again?”

Heeseung stares down at the now empty glass in his hand, almost like he’s embarrassed that he’s been caught wallowing in his feelings again. He just gives a short nod. Jay would’ve missed it if he wasn’t paying such close attention to Heeseung. Jay lets out a hum of his own and stares down at his hands hanging off the railing and it’s quiet again for a few minutes.

When Jay looks up again he starts, “You know back in high school when I first met Jake and Y/n I thought for sure they were dating. I asked and they vehemently denied it. I think Y/n even fake barfed before staunchly denying it.”

Heeseung lets out a small chuckle.

“They were so sensitive about that stuff. But like, could you really blame me? I mean everyone thought so too! We all saw the way they looked at each other and the way they acted with each other.

They walked back home together after school, Y/n used to wait after Jake’s soccer practice.

And our teacher would always look at Y/n after a ‘here’ wasn’t heard after Jake’s name was called. And Y/n would make up these crazy stories about why he wasn’t here. It was normal at first, ‘oh the buses have been running late all morning!’ and then by the end of the year it was all like ‘MAAM A VOLCANO EXPLODED AND NOW THERE’S HOT LAVA FLOWING ALL OVER HIS HOUSE AND HIS CAR GOT EATEN BY LIKE A LAVA SHARK OR SOMETHING,’ and she’d rub her hands together and say with a big frown on her face ‘PLEASE HAVE SOME EMPATHY!’”

Heeseung full on smiling now because that sounds exactly like something you’d say.

“And then we graduated and I thought to myself, ‘Wow, they still put up with each other even after all those years just being best friends’” Jay had his fingers out making little air quotes.

“I thought to myself this is some real slow burn shit, like true childhood best friends to lovers type stuff. Stuff you only see in the movies. I made a bet with one of my friends, I said that they were gonna be those people who got married in college,”

Heeseung finally breaks his silence, “Dude, how is this supposed to make me feel better?”

“I’m getting there, just wait! Anyways, my buddy said they’d get married after. We shook on it and it stayed in the back of my head, you know? Even when they started to date all of those people. I was like, ‘nah they’re gonna get together in the end and live all happily ever after or whatever,’

I mean Jake was still making sure she was safe everywhere they went and Y/n would still cover for Jake whenever, wherever. None of those people they dated ever made them glow, not the way they did when they were with each other. Sure, they were happy, but like, when they were together it was different.”

Heeseung lets out a huff, annoyed.

“And then you and her started to get closer last year, and I thought nothing of it. Until that one night at Sunghoon’s birthday party where she asked for you instead.”

Heeseung remembers that night. Of course he does. You were wearing that dress you know he loved. You guys were dancing, you with a drink in your hand, getting lost in the beat of the music, and him, trying to focus on anything but your body. He didn’t want you to think he just wanted you for what you could give him physically.

But his thoughts were cut when Jay grabbed onto his wrist pulling him away saying something about a fight in the backyard that they needed to stop. So as he slowly, sadly let go of your waist he whispered in your ear “I’ll be right back, okay?” and he left, annoyed he had to spend time with some dumbass college students who couldn’t keep their egos in check instead of his girl.

Jay and him break up the fight, make the two idiots hug it out, and they rush back inside.

Jay spots you first and you don’t look good. You’re leaning against the wall, drunkenly blubbering to Jay that the drinks you had aren’t sitting well. He asks if you want to go home and you nod clutching your stomach. Jay tells you he’ll go find Jake, but as he turns you reach out for his wrist and ask him, “Where’s Heeseung? Want him.”

Right on cue Heeseung finds you and cuts in front of Jay worriedly.

“You okay baby?” He brushes the hair out of your face.

You shake your head ‘no’ and whisper to him, the beer still warm on your breath, “Can you take me home, please?” Heeseung nods and wraps his arms around you as support and leads you out.

Heeseung gets ripped out of that memory as Jay sighs next to him.

“I just remember thinking, ‘that was the first time Y/n has ever asked for anyone other than Jake. So when the months kept passing by and you guys started getting closer and closer, I started to pay attention this time. And your little hand holding under the table when you thought no one was looking. And the playful bickering. And you suddenly writing love ballads instead of your usual rnb.

And the way she glowed when she was with you."

That made Heeseung whip his head up, and made him finally look at Jay.

“Just, I don’t know. She was so bright when you guys were together. A different way than when she was with Jake.

You were the only person that ever made me question my belief in Jake and Y/n. When you guys were together, she was just different. She felt different, looked different, acted different. And it was good,” He lets out a breath, “It looked good on her. I just–I just wanted you to know that.”

Heeseung could only let out a small “Why?”

“So you don’t think that the love you had together was all fake. That it was always gonna be Jake in the end. Because for a while there man, I thought it was gonna be you and her. And I’d never thought that before,

so for what it’s worth, I just wanted you to know, okay?”

Jay lets out a low sigh, “It’s late, I’m gonna head in, you should too,” He shivers a little, “and it’s too damn cold.” He pats Heeseung on the back and turns around.

Heeseung hears the door close behind him.

He stays out there for a while. Just letting it all set in. He sees the sun begin its journey back up, rising, and with one final breath he heads back inside too.

a/n: yall i havent written in so long but i just had this thought in the shower and i have too much free time now so…. hope you liked my little thought i guess, let me know what you think pleasee!!!

[csjw]

glowing

pairing: heeseung x reader, mentions of jake x reader genre: angst……. hurt no real comfort….. feeling evil….. heh…… oh and y’all are in college wc: 1.7k a/n: heeseungs down bad for you, jays just trying his best, does jay even really help?, reader uses she/her, mentions of drinking and lava sharks! not proofread....

Heeseung stumbles through the hallways of the apartment complex, vision still blurry and balance still not quite right. It takes five tries of jamming his key into the lock but he finally gets inside.

Even with his drunken stupor he can tell that Jay's already home, his shoes neatly placed next to the door. Heeseung takes his shoes off quietly so as to not bother his roommate who’s probably asleep by now and flops down onto the couch.

With a sigh of relief he sinks into the soft cushions. He feels like he can just melt into the smooth leather. His body feels warm and tingly still and he smiles to himself just staring up at the ceiling.

He feels a buzz in his back pocket and reaches his arm around to grab his phone. His lock screen, still, a picture of you smiling in his studio with those big headphones on from months before. A ghost of a smile on his lips.

He looks down and sees an instagram notification, you had just posted. He clicks it without a second thought, like a habit, and he regrets that decision immediately.

The reason for his drunkenness staring right back at him. To anyone else it’s nothing crazy, almost something they would have predicted if they knew anything about you.

A selfie of you and Jake, on what looks like a picnic date? He doesn’t care. He stares at the image of you staring right back at him. Your eyes are half closed, you’ve got that big smile on your face. The one he can still see even now, the one that haunts him when he tries to sleep at night, the one he lost. And then he looks at him.

Jake’s head is turned, looking straight at you but Heeseung can tell he’s got a matching wide grin on his face too. Heeseung thinks to himself about how much he hates him, how he’s ugly, and stupid, and gross. But he looks at you again and you just look so damn happy he pushes those ugly emotions down. With a sigh he turns off his phone, putting it back in his pocket.

Stepping outside onto the balcony, he decides that some fresh air will help sober him up. Even though that picture already felt like a bucket of ice water was just splashed onto his face, a wake up call that drinking away the heartache won’t do him any good.

The sun’s already set and it’s just pitch black out now, but the combination of the night chill and the low drone of the city helps him think.

He doesn’t know how long it’s been since he stepped out before he heard the glass door open from behind him. He doesn’t look back but he knows it’s Jay. It looks like he woke up to grab a glass of water and saw Heeseung out here by himself and decided to join him.

Jay hands him the water, it looks like he needs it more. They stand there next to one another for a while, shoulders barely touching, Heeseung’s sipping noises the only thing heard in the silence. Jay decides to cut through it first,

“Hey, you okay?”

Heeseung just lets out a small hum, not wanting to elaborate any further.

“Is this about Y/n again?”

Heeseung stares down at the now empty glass in his hand, almost like he’s embarrassed that he’s been caught wallowing in his feelings again. He just gives a short nod. Jay would’ve missed it if he wasn’t paying such close attention to Heeseung. Jay lets out a hum of his own and stares down at his hands hanging off the railing and it’s quiet again for a few minutes.

When Jay looks up again he starts, “You know back in high school when I first met Jake and Y/n I thought for sure they were dating. I asked and they vehemently denied it. I think Y/n even fake barfed before staunchly denying it.”

Heeseung lets out a small chuckle.

“They were so sensitive about that stuff. But like, could you really blame me? I mean everyone thought so too! We all saw the way they looked at each other and the way they acted with each other.

They walked back home together after school, Y/n used to wait after Jake’s soccer practice.

And our teacher would always look at Y/n after a ‘here’ wasn’t heard after Jake’s name was called. And Y/n would make up these crazy stories about why he wasn’t here. It was normal at first, ‘oh the buses have been running late all morning!’ and then by the end of the year it was all like ‘MAAM A VOLCANO EXPLODED AND NOW THERE’S HOT LAVA FLOWING ALL OVER HIS HOUSE AND HIS CAR GOT EATEN BY LIKE A LAVA SHARK OR SOMETHING,’ and she’d rub her hands together and say with a big frown on her face ‘PLEASE HAVE SOME EMPATHY!’”

Heeseung full on smiling now because that sounds exactly like something you’d say.

“And then we graduated and I thought to myself, ‘Wow, they still put up with each other even after all those years just being best friends’” Jay had his fingers out making little air quotes.

“I thought to myself this is some real slow burn shit, like true childhood best friends to lovers type stuff. Stuff you only see in the movies. I made a bet with one of my friends, I said that they were gonna be those people who got married in college,”

Heeseung finally breaks his silence, “Dude, how is this supposed to make me feel better?”

“I’m getting there, just wait! Anyways, my buddy said they’d get married after. We shook on it and it stayed in the back of my head, you know? Even when they started to date all of those people. I was like, ‘nah they’re gonna get together in the end and live all happily ever after or whatever,’

I mean Jake was still making sure she was safe everywhere they went and Y/n would still cover for Jake whenever, wherever. None of those people they dated ever made them glow, not the way they did when they were with each other. Sure, they were happy, but like, when they were together it was different.”

Heeseung lets out a huff, annoyed.

“And then you and her started to get closer last year, and I thought nothing of it. Until that one night at Sunghoon’s birthday party where she asked for you instead.”

Heeseung remembers that night. Of course he does. You were wearing that dress you know he loved. You guys were dancing, you with a drink in your hand, getting lost in the beat of the music, and him, trying to focus on anything but your body. He didn’t want you to think he just wanted you for what you could give him physically.

But his thoughts were cut when Jay grabbed onto his wrist pulling him away saying something about a fight in the backyard that they needed to stop. So as he slowly, sadly let go of your waist he whispered in your ear “I’ll be right back, okay?” and he left, annoyed he had to spend time with some dumbass college students who couldn’t keep their egos in check instead of his girl.

Jay and him break up the fight, make the two idiots hug it out, and they rush back inside.

Jay spots you first and you don’t look good. You’re leaning against the wall, drunkenly blubbering to Jay that the drinks you had aren’t sitting well. He asks if you want to go home and you nod clutching your stomach. Jay tells you he’ll go find Jake, but as he turns you reach out for his wrist and ask him, “Where’s Heeseung? Want him.”

Right on cue Heeseung finds you and cuts in front of Jay worriedly.

“You okay baby?” He brushes the hair out of your face.

You shake your head ‘no’ and whisper to him, the beer still warm on your breath, “Can you take me home, please?” Heeseung nods and wraps his arms around you as support and leads you out.

Heeseung gets ripped out of that memory as Jay sighs next to him.

“I just remember thinking, ‘that was the first time Y/n has ever asked for anyone other than Jake. So when the months kept passing by and you guys started getting closer and closer, I started to pay attention this time. And your little hand holding under the table when you thought no one was looking. And the playful bickering. And you suddenly writing love ballads instead of your usual rnb.

And the way she glowed when she was with you."

That made Heeseung whip his head up, and made him finally look at Jay.

“Just, I don’t know. She was so bright when you guys were together. A different way than when she was with Jake.

You were the only person that ever made me question my belief in Jake and Y/n. When you guys were together, she was just different. She felt different, looked different, acted different. And it was good,” He lets out a breath, “It looked good on her. I just–I just wanted you to know that.”

Heeseung could only let out a small “Why?”

“So you don’t think that the love you had together was all fake. That it was always gonna be Jake in the end. Because for a while there man, I thought it was gonna be you and her. And I’d never thought that before,

so for what it’s worth, I just wanted you to know, okay?”

Jay lets out a low sigh, “It’s late, I’m gonna head in, you should too,” He shivers a little, “and it’s too damn cold.” He pats Heeseung on the back and turns around.

Heeseung hears the door close behind him.

He stays out there for a while. Just letting it all set in. He sees the sun begin its journey back up, rising, and with one final breath he heads back inside too.

a/n: yall i havent written in so long but i just had this thought in the shower and i have too much free time now so…. hope you liked my little thought i guess, let me know what you think pleasee!!!

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taehyun x gn!reader // genre; all fluff <3 // notes; not proofread lol

taehyun and his methodical way of loving you

kang taehyun and his reluctance to say “i love you” but would would whisper it a thousand times against your lips

kang taehyun who’s sweating bullets right now holding you in his arms but would never let you go even in this unbearable summer heat

kang taehyun who memorizes all your favorite things so he knows how to cheer you up when you’re especially feeling down

kang taehyun’s love is unlike the surge of adrenaline on rollercoasters and the warmth of hand warmers on a winters night, because his love is constant

being loved by taehyun has got to be the most euphoric feeling in the entire world. and selfishly you hope that you are the only one that gets to feel it.

a/n; this is badly written but taehyun brainrot is so real rn :,)

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stargazing with yeonjun ! 🔭🧺🫶

yeonjun thinks that maybe taking you out to this cute little stargazing date was a horrible idea now. not because of the weather, it was slightly breezy but he prepared for that bringing a fuzzy blanket along. actually it was the very one you two were on right now. not because of how the grass was slowly starting to make his legs itchy and red, no because that would always go away a few minutes after he stood up. and definitely not because of the moon or the stars, they were in fact beautiful, glowing, and filling up the night sky with such wonder – but he wouldn’t know that because all he was staring at were your shining eyes, all the way down to your, dare he say it, perfect lips. god, he was absolutely in love with you and maybe it was a little scary but laying on his old blanket in a random field at 3 am to stare at the stars made it all worth it.

“wow, isn’t it beautiful jun?”

without missing a beat, “mhm so beautiful”

and he still was not looking at the sky

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idol! jay x nonidol gn! reader

genre; just some sweet ole fluff

notes; barely proofread so sorry for the mistakes 😰

desc; distance makes the heart grow fonder, right? where you and jay desperately miss each other after only a month. (ft. a rambly jay)

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Getting off the plane he only had one thing on his mind: what was the fastest way to your apartment from the airport? 

The blinding lights of the cameras didn’t stun him, maybe it was because of his publicity training or maybe it’s because of the fact that his mind was wandering - to your eyes, your smile, your scent. He was down bad like sunghoon said, he denied it at first but now he can see how obvious his love for you is, maybe being down bad wasn’t all so bad.

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Heart hammering and bag jingling from the souvenirs he got you, he knocked on your door. Before he could even get a breathless ‘hi’ in (hey those stairs are no joke and your elevator has been broken for weeks) he was embraced in a giant hug. He was about to tease you for missing him but you shut him up quick with a kiss, so maybe he missed you a tiny bit too. 

“How was your trip?” 

You were beaming because even if it was only for a month calls and texts would never be able to live up to seeing your boyfriend right in front of you.

“It was great, missed you so much though. oh! But look I got you some stuff. We went to disneyland, it was so cool. Oh my god did I show you the selfie I got with goofy? The dude underneath the costume must’ve been huge! You can barely see jungwon’s face.” Jay says while pulling up said picture

You giggle, you really can’t see jungwon there.

“Okay but here I got you this cute little keychain” he points at each section of the keychain, “look there’s the castle and the little tinkerbell! Isn’t it cute?”

“Very cute baby, I love it thank you!”

“Mhm and there was this one ride that I know you would’ve loved, there were so many fast turns and the drops were kinda scary but I know you’re into that stuff.”

There was a rustling noise as he was making his way through his bag, then there was a small clatter before he finally pulled out a paper?

“What’s this?”

“Oh! We were walking around a college I think, and there was this guy saying ‘join my animal club’ or something like that (he now thinks that maybe it was a club for furries) but it had this cute baby deer picture on it so I brought it with me. Thought you might like it.” He was blushing hard now, cus maybe you thought he was a creep or something. This was definitely not as cute as the keychain. Oh god he should’ve just kept this one to himself-

You giggled looking at it.

Now he’s thinking that maybe it’s not that creepy, I mean you look like you’re enjoying it right?

“Thank you baby it’s really cute”

He let out a sigh of relief. 

“Um, okay I swear I have more stuff in here for you.” More bag rustling, and then a napkin fell out? You were confused, it was all crumpled why would he keep this?

“Baby what’s this?”

“Huh? Oh, that’s from this café we went to, it was really cute, but super bougie like there’s only one in the world and well obviously it was that one. And I heard it had a mean green tea and well I didn’t have that. I actually just had an americano, which honestly top three americanos I’ve ever had. Like wow their coffee beans must’ve been made of magic or something. And anyways you love green tea so I thought I’d save the napkin so that when we go there I could take you there and you could try it.”

“Wait – take me there?”

He was getting even redder now, if that was even possible. “Oh, well I don’t know when promotions and repackage are done I thought maybe we could go on a trip together there sometime. I mean we didn’t have much time to look around but it looked beautiful so maybe we could go and sightsee, just you and me I mean. Only if you wanna go too.” He chuckled nervously not meeting your eyes.

You took initiative in your own hands cupping his face with one, “I would love to go on a trip with you and sightsee and go on that rollercoaster and drink that green tea and do whatever the heck else you wanna do.”

“Oh, okay that’s great. Mhm yup!” Feeling a little flustered at your confident hand-face holding.

“God, you’re such a dork”

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a/n; hi ! so this is my first writing post on here :D so plz be kind! all feedback is welcome and thank you all for reading <3 reblogs are greatly appreciated (´∀｀) i also don’t know why tumblr format makes it look so weird so very sorry abt that :,( also really bad header, i made it in like five mins

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yeonjun braunrot .

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stargazing with yeonjun !

yeonjun thinks that maybe taking you out to this cute little stargazing date was a horrible idea now. not because of the weather, it was slightly breezy but he prepared for that bringing a fuzzy blanket along. actually it was the very one you two were on right now. not because of how the grass was slowly starting to make his legs itchy and red, no because that would always go away a few minutes after he stood up. and definitely not because of the moon or the stars, they were in fact beautiful, glowing, and filling up the night sky with such wonder – but he wouldn’t know that because all he was staring at were your shining eyes, all the way down to your, dare he say it, perfect lips. god, he was absolutely in love with you and maybe it was a little scary but laying on his old blanket in a random field at 3 am to stare at the stars made it all worth it.

“wow, isn’t it beautiful jun?”

without missing a beat, “mhm so beautiful”

and he still was not looking at the sky

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stargazing with yeonjun !

yeonjun thinks that maybe taking you out to this cute little stargazing date was a horrible idea now. not because of the weather, it was slightly breezy but he prepared for that bringing a fuzzy blanket along. actually it was the very one you two were on right now. not because of how the grass was slowly starting to make his legs itchy and red, no because that would always go away a few minutes after he stood up. and definitely not because of the moon or the stars, they were in fact beautiful, glowing, and filling up the night sky with such wonder – but he wouldn’t know that because all he was staring at were your shining eyes, all the way down to your, dare he say it, perfect lips. god, he was absolutely in love with you and maybe it was a little scary but laying on his old blanket in a random field at 3 am to stare at the stars made it all worth it.

“wow, isn’t it beautiful jun?”

without missing a beat, “mhm so beautiful”

and he still was not looking at the sky

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stargazing with yeonjun !

yeonjun thinks that maybe taking you out to this cute little stargazing date was a horrible idea now. not because of the weather, it was slightly breezy but he prepared for that bringing a fuzzy blanket along. actually it was the very one you two were on right now. not because of how the grass was slowly starting to make his legs itchy and red, no because that would always go away a few minutes after he stood up. and definitely not because of the moon or the stars, they were in fact beautiful, glowing, and filling up the night sky with such wonder – but he wouldn’t know that because all he was staring at were your shining eyes, all the way down to your, dare he say it, perfect lips. god, he was absolutely in love with you and maybe it was a little scary but laying on his old blanket in a random field at 3 am to stare at the stars made it all worth it.

“wow, isn’t it beautiful jun?”

without missing a beat, “mhm so beautiful”

and he still was not looking at the sky

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stargazing with yeonjun !

yeonjun thinks that maybe taking you out to this cute little stargazing date was a horrible idea now. not because of the weather, it was slightly breezy but he prepared for that bringing a fuzzy blanket along. actually it was the very one you two were on right now. not because of how the grass was slowly starting to make his legs itchy and red, no because that would always go away a few minutes after he stood up. and definitely not because of the moon or the stars, they were in fact beautiful, glowing, and filling up the night sky with such wonder – but he wouldn’t know that because all he was staring at were your shining eyes, all the way down to your, dare he say it, perfect lips. god, he was absolutely in love with you and maybe it was a little scary but laying on his old blanket in a random field at 3 am to stare at the stars made it all worth it.

“wow, isn’t it beautiful jun?”

without missing a beat, “mhm so beautiful”

and he still was not looking at the sky

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a/n; short, random spurt of writing sorry lol <3 i had to include the “isn’t it pretty?” “yup” and he was definitely not looking at the view trope i’m sorry 😭

stargazing with yeonjun !

yeonjun thinks that maybe taking you out to this cute little stargazing date was a horrible idea now. not because of the weather, it was slightly breezy but he prepared for that bringing a fuzzy blanket along. actually it was the very one you two were on right now. not because of how the grass was slowly starting to make his legs itchy and red, no because that would always go away a few minutes after he stood up. and definitely not because of the moon or the stars, they were in fact beautiful, glowing, and filling up the night sky with such wonder – but he wouldn’t know that because all he was staring at were your shining eyes, all the way down to your, dare he say it, perfect lips. god, he was absolutely in love with you and maybe it was a little scary but laying on his old blanket in a random field at 3 am to stare at the stars made it all worth it.

“wow, isn’t it beautiful jun?”

without missing a beat, “mhm so beautiful”

and he still was not looking at the sky

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stargazing with yeonjun ! 🔭🧺🫶

yeonjun thinks that maybe taking you out to this cute little stargazing date was a horrible idea now. not because of the weather, it was slightly breezy but he prepared for that bringing a fuzzy blanket along. actually it was the very one you two were on right now. not because of how the grass was slowly starting to make his legs itchy and red, no because that would always go away a few minutes after he stood up. and definitely not because of the moon or the stars, they were in fact beautiful, glowing, and filling up the night sky with such wonder – but he wouldn’t know that because all he was doing was staring at your shining eyes, all the way down to your, dare he say it, perfect lips. god, he was absolutely in love with you and maybe it was a little scary but laying on his old blanket in a random field at 3 am to stare at the stars made it all worth it.

“wow, isn’t it beautiful jun?”

without missing a beat, “mhm so beautiful”

and still, he was not looking at the sky

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he’s so dumb (i’m in love with him)

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IM OBSESSED WITH HER FJK SKLA 😫😫

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taehyun x gn!reader // genre; all fluff <3 // notes; not proofread lol

taehyun and his methodical way of loving you

kang taehyun and his reluctance to say “i love you” but would would whisper it a thousand times against your lips

kang taehyun who’s sweating bullets right now holding you in his arms but would never let you go even in this unbearable summer heat

kang taehyun who memorizes all your favorite things so he knows how to cheer you up when you’re especially feeling down

kang taehyun’s love is unlike the surge of adrenaline on rollercoasters and the warmth of hand warmers on a winters night, because his love is constant

being loved by taehyun has got to be the most euphoric feeling in the entire world. and selfishly you hope that you are the only one that gets to feel it.

a/n; this is badly written but taehyun brainrot is so real rn :,)

[csjw]

taehyun x gn!reader // genre; all fluff <3 // notes; not proofread lol

taehyun and his methodical way of loving you

kang taehyun and his reluctance to say “i love you” but would would whisper it a thousand times against your lips

kang taehyun who’s sweating bullets right now holding you in his arms but would never let you go even in this unbearable summer heat

kang taehyun who memorizes all your favorite things so he knows how to cheer you up when you’re especially feeling down

kang taehyun’s love is unlike the surge of adrenaline on rollercoasters and the warmth of hand warmers on a winters night, because his love is constant

being loved by taehyun has got to be the most euphoric feeling in the entire world. and selfishly you hope that you are the only one that gets to feel it.

a/n; this is badly written but taehyun brainrot is so real rn :,)