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sometimes i compare myself to my idols a bit too much (for example kittydog, certain hungarian ranters/youtubers, authors, and also certain people in my environment who i look up to, and more but yea it aint their fault at all, simply just having some issues w my self image) and sometimes wish i was a different person than i am (JUST LIKE MY IDOLS) but the thing is that shaming myself too much actually DOESNT HELP ME IMPROVE. and the thing is that my idols ARENT "perfect people" either so i shouldnt be ashamed.... and i still have a lot of time to improve myself more actually. while its good to have goals in life for the future, it still doesnt mean i "suck" just bc i aint there yet. i should also known that EVERY SINGLE HUMAN IS DIFFERENT AND THAT WERE ALL HUMAN BEINGS AND MAKE MISTAKES. and being a good person means wanting to change for the better which is already true abt me too. and i shouldnt really worry about what others think of me too much either, it usually doesnt define me PERSONALLY that much... so i kinda should stop idolizing others too much + stop comparing myself, even when its only because my personal goals are similar to theirs, because it can actually prevent me from being my authentic self too much, while i should simply just be the artist i am AND ALSO IMPROVING MYSELF STEP BY STEP ACCORDING TO THE GOALS I WANNA ACHIEVE.

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🇭🇺 az előítéletekre szarni kell, mert lemaradnak rólam úgy, hogy nem is ismernek valójában.

a külső utóítéletek esetében pedig el kell gondolkozni kicsit, hogy van-e benne igazság vagy nincs, majd ezt megbeszélni a másik féllel.

ha pedig nincs kedvem valamihez akkor azt tiszteletbe kell tartani, aki köcsög és kinevet, arra is szarni nagy ívben....

(a könyvet vámos robitól vettük, a lenti képet meg én rajzoltam azokról az emberekről, akikkel nagyon jóban vagyok és feldobják a napomat 💖) 🇭🇺

🇭🇺 és igen, magyarul írok, mert magyar állampolgár vagyok, és jogom van használni a nyelvemet, aki pedig megveri vagy leugatja a magyarokat csak azért, mert ki merik fejezik önmagukat a saját nyelvükön, azok csak rasszistán viselkednek a másik néppel és nem kell velük foglalkozni, nyugodtan maradjunk csak magyarok, ha külföldön élünk, ha nem!!! és aki a POLITIKA MIATT utálja a magyar embereket külföldiként, az se százas, és kérem ne kössük össze CSAK A POLITIKÁVAL a hazánkat. 🇭🇺

🇬🇧 never give a shit about prejudice, because theyll just miss out spending time with me without even getting to know me.

but when someone judges based on actual reason then i have to think about it if its true or not, then talk it out with the other party.

and if im not in the mood for certain things then it should be respected too, if someones an asshole and just laughs it off or ridicules me, then i shouldnt even give a shit about them at all either.

(book is by vámos robi, but the artwork below is still by me representing ppl i REALLY like and the ppl who are uplifting my mood whenever im around them 💖) 🇬🇧

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lmao im a rotten ahh girl too just like miku in that clip 🙃

im as much of a rotten girl at least

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bruh i can relate to this too, unfortunately, but i also get overwhelmed easily at the same time sometimes. 🥲

anyway, i really like the art bc its very expressive and simple imo AND i love that kinda artstyle cuz its very authentic to itself !! 💖🔥/pos

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The prettiest view

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drew this yesterday on my phone for shits and giggles cuz thats fun.

sorry not sorry.

phoenix is in a """"vore"""" mood rn lmfao I CANT. /j

I LIKE THEM PACMAN.

AND THIS PACMAN LIKES THEM WOMEN.

🙀

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Lyra 🌼

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Just a little icon of my Protogen, Jumpdrive

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there may be some butthurt immature ahh people in the art community who feel like their "homes are invaded" over others opinions or thoughts of them cuz they rely on validation so hard and are too hypersensitive abt things to handle it in a CALM WAY at least (cuz they lack self reflection and EQ) but at least i know better than allat and still dont let my authenticity rot even worse than milk just because of others pathetic words like ppl needa stop seeking too much validation cuz it just proves how insecure they are, it doesnt even look strong. (side note: i think underdeveloped Fi sucks lmfao)

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*sighsss*

had some hard times but overcame it quickly

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no one will ever understand me so i better move on and just accept it

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lol i dont care abt social media as much anymore, i simply just wanna post some art and thats all, im not an object for anyone to use. 🙃🙃🙃🙃

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i dont feel like i need to say anything for this rn bc the picture explains itself 🙏

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lol i love drawing in my sketchbook sm

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Two adopts up for sale ^_^ Both are $15 AUD each, $35 AUD together :)

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