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the thing that bums me out the most is he wasn’t even really around to see me like become a person lmao I feel like my brain wasn’t even like done baking until maybe 2 years ago

I used to think I was so unchill for so long cuz of him but really like… idk he used to always tell me “you act like your life is over and you are so young”

and he was right, I cuz I felt like I had nothing to live for

I get sad that he won’t be here to see me like become my own person

And I get sad that our relationship got so bad the last few years before he died

He was the best dad

He wasn’t around a lot but he did make meaningful time when he was

And it’s okay that I forgive him, because it doesn’t mean it didn’t happen it’s just giving myself permission to let it go

And it’s okay to miss him, he was an amazing person and he loved me so much

It’s okay

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hundred year hall should’ve been pressed on vinyl at some point I feel nobody cares about it because they just want Europe 72 or whatever that one everyone loves so much is but goooddddd I think there would be something so special about the album artwork if it was all big n stuff

miss my dad so much today

fuck

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fatima aamer bilal, from ‘all hunger is, is love’.

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Monty Python

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asleep w my phone open and a towel on my head lmao

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♥ Kawaii Shop ♥

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Eyes Flowers by Avem Liber

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sometimes i feel ive got to

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It Feels Like Summer Again

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by Babs Webb on Instagram

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Botanical [ 8 colors ]

Nature doesn't hurry, yet everything is accomplished.

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Tell me how I got in my car at 11 and got home at 1:30

many stops along the way lmao including a birthday party and I am now sucked into 24 hour Le Mans why is it so hypnotic ? felt like a kid sitting on the floor watching nascar with my dad lol