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I want you forever. I want to be yours, and I want to be loved by you so desperately. You have my heart, my being, my everything, so please give me yours too.

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mmrggjh ive been thinking a lot about masochism recently i really think i should be injured and bruised and scarred and bled out

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i need to be flirted with and teased until i cant think. i think i need to be kissed and praised and then slowly cut open <3 i wanna feel my brain leak from my ears as well as my blood

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fuck a “casual relationship”

i want mutual violent obsession ONLY

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"I love you" = boring, common, overused

"I'm going to eat you alive' = peak of romance, creative, expresses unending love & devotion effectively

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i’m desperate and on my knees for you to go down into the depths of our obsession, let it consume us both until there’s nothing left of us.

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anyways so sad i had to take down my darling altar ill have to reset that asap :((

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look i know you can kill someone violently and desperately BUT

please consider: cutting someone open and cannibalizing them with the utmost gentle touch, i'm talking scalpel cuts and precise lines, cleanup, etc.... i owe only the best treatment to my lover yk

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using his blood to make the beads of a rosary so i can pray to him like my God

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i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him i love him

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i swear im addicted to him its crazy!! i cant get enough of him!! i need him!! i need his voice and his skin and his hair and his dark pretty eyes and soft lips and how he looks at me and trusts me

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thought exercise:

men kissing

big hairy men

men cuddling

a couple of dudes (tender embrace)

a group of guys kissing one another

soft feminine men

a pile of men

men showing bashful affection towards eachother

men

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smoking a cigarette and daydreaming about putting it out on a pretty boys arm

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The urge to write him a love letter with my blood

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Obsessive, clingy & codependent 🫱🏽‍🫲🏻 possessive, violent & controlling

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"Let me hang onto your words like gospel. I am nothing without you, my God."

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stalkers are SUCH an underrated romance and smut trope are you kidding

it ties into voyeurism/exhibitionism, humiliation, potential praise/degradation, on top of just the obsessive love and need to have someone. the unbearable feelings of lust… and its so cute too

so many missed opportunities for darling who shows off in case their stalker is watching.. constantly putting on some kind of show and hoping their stalker is watching/getting off on it

and stalkers that are so embarrassed about how badly they need their darling… following them around in public and getting so hot and bothered by just the site of them doing anything. the sway of their hips as they walk, their smile, even them doing innocent things.

and pair that together? darling whos constantly showing off, wearing tight or revealing clothing, stripping infront of windows or obvious spots someone might hide a camera, and their stalker getting off on believing they dont know… god