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Happy mother's day to every older woman in my life I mistakenly called "mom" cus they were nice to me

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Zayne from love and deepspace (lads)

I love my pookie sm and I was befuddled to find the fandom isn't as fond of him compared to xavier and rafa. I know everyone has their preference, I didn't like Raf until recently. But this man is just so 😍😍😍

Zayne, who literally does whatever u ask him if it doesn't hurt anyone. Playing kitty cards and u want his cards? Yep. Claw machine and u want a stuffed animal? Yep. Asking him to take off his sunglasses even though he doesn't like showing his face a lot? Yep.

Even though he can not verbally express how he feels because of his curse and all that, he will literally do anything and everything to prove to the MC that he loves her.

My sweet lil guy

Love xavier and Raf too but they're like 2 levels lower affection wise than zayne and I still can't get a zayne 5 star SMHH

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I just saw someone say they hate hua cheng and don't understand why xie lian would stay with him after seeing the cave of ten thousand gods.. THEY JUST DONT GET IT

HUALIAN IS WEIRDO4WEIRDO !!!

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When there isn't enough good wlw books so now I have to write my own captivating fantasy wlw romance book

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I just can never get enough of Shen Wei’s wavering control when it comes to Zhao Yunlan

(I got Zhen Hun vol 1 and I read it in three hours I was so excited)

Like, Shen Wei is so obviously obsessed. He stares at Yunlan constantly (as long as Yunlan is not looking). He can’t help but to look back when he leaves Yunlan. Yunlan is sick and Shen Wei helps him home, basically tucks him into bed, and cleans his entire apartment. Shen Wei is absolutely the type of person to smell Yunlan’s clothes-

But my favourite scene is definitely when Shen Wei helps Yunlan drink. Because he does very well! He and Yunlan drink an alcoholic under the table, and Yunlan is really only tipsy, meaning either Shen Wei did all the heavy lifting or Yunlan’s liver is inhumanly quick.

And with being drunk comes Shen Wei completely losing his last threads of sanity. He is a being born from darkness whose hunger can never be sated, and good golly it shows. Him basically trying to eat Yunlan has always been a highlight. The moment Yunlan shows resistance (full resistance instead of just hesitance), Shen Wei full on unpossesses his own body.

I’m fully convinced (I wasn’t on my first two reads, but I am now) that Shen Wei unpossessed himself. He is so talented. His entire body shuts down, Yunlan of course fucking panics, and Yunlan takes three tries to literally summon Shen Wei’s soul back. Man just unpossessed his own body. The body that he is attached to. Shen Wei has never stolen a body, this one is just his, and he manages to unpossess it.

It’s so great. Yunlan told him to stop and, like, he did. He really, really did. He stopped his heart beating and himself breathing and literally being in his own body. 10/10, Shen Wei is so good at following directions.

Yunlan, upon realizing that Shen Wei is the super intimidating, ominously cloaked figure who literally everyone on his team is fucking terrified of and who has worked with him for years and has only been sort of (very) obsessive over Zhao Yunlan: “I should probably stop flirting with him, because it’s a bit awkward.”

Yunlan, approximately five seconds later: “You threw yourself at me while you were drunk. I never knew how much you favoured me.”

Zhao Yunlan is the best character ever. A hot professor acts really weird and is so obviously attracted to him and Yunlan is super into it. Shen Wei treats him like precious glass that cannot be allowed to even get dirty and also like he will die if Yunlan looks at him for too long. Shen Wei tries not to touch him but revels in the warmth left behind. Shen Wei bit him like thirty times because of his conflicting desires to both eat or fuck him. Zhao Yunlan is so fucking confused.

Zhu Hong suggests that Yunlan could sleep with her in lieu of payment and Yunlan is like “Okay :)” (because he thinks it would be nice to not need to have to pay her). Yunlan is openly bi to the point that him flirting with a hot professor surprises literally none of his coworkers (they just tease him because it’s funny).

Yunlan is positive that Shen Wei is attracted to him, because obviously Shen Wei is? Yunlan isn’t being vain or overly confident, Shen Wei literally caught him while he was falling off of the school roof and tended to his light scrape like it was Yunlan’s arm coming off. Shen Wei is so obviously attracted to Yunlan, but at the same time tries desperately not to show it. Zhao Yunlan is so confused. He is bummed when Shen Wei declines to meet with him and even more bummed when Shen Wei tells him he doesn’t want to go out with him and he is also baffled because he woke up to find Shen Wei literally watching him sleep less than a week later.

If I was Zhao Yunlan, I would also be confused.

Zhao Yunlan also is great because he’s the world’s best detective who comes up with half-baked theories and tricks people (well, mostly Shen Wei and Da Qing) into admitting he’s right. He cannot stand how useless Guo Changcheng is, but Guo Changcheng is his little good luck charm and he will be bringing him everywhere. Wang Zheng tries to die and he berates her like a little kid. The Emissary sends a spooky little guy to keep Yunlan from continuing forward, and Yunlan can’t bring himself to knock it aside, so he just steps over it. When it follows him, he eventually just picks it up. When it gets scared, he lets it hide in Clarity (his watch). He is disrespectful to the very idea of gods. He is unintimidated by the Emissary who literally everyone else is terrified of. He burns incense for the little messenger even though he didn’t have to.

There were some (a lot of) parts I didn’t really get, even during my second read. However, this translation makes a lot of sense! The underworld folk are fucking terrified of Shen Wei. Shen Wei is overpowered and answers to nobody and his very presence as the Emissary is enough to make most ghosts run and hide. They are so scared. Shen Wei is getting worse. If Shen Wei goes rogue, literally nobody can stop him.

Man, if only that mountain god, the one being in the entirety of history that Shen Wei was willing to listen to, was still around.

(They decide to get that mountain god back.)

Honestly, them wanting Yunlan to remember makes a lot more sense than whatever I thought they were doing the first two times I read it. They just need someone to hold Shen Wei’s leash, and they couldn’t have known that Zhao Yunlan is literally the worst possible choice for that.

(Zhao Yunlan doesn’t even care when Shen Wei tears his shirt (apparently with fucking claws) or bites him and he really doesn’t care what the Emissary does as long as Shen Wei lets him get his baby Wang Zheng back first. The mountain god, from what I recall, was more amused by Shen Wei’s darker tendencies than anything else. There is no one worse to hope will control Shen Wei, because there is no one else who is as willing as Zhao Yunlan is to sleep with the most powerful, uncontrollable being in metaphorical Hell.)

I’ll give them points for trying, but really, they didn’t do a very good job picking. I mean, there was literally no other option, but still. Shen Wei who retains some degree of his self control vs Shen Wei who is feral over Yunlan is a pretty obvious choice.

All in all, I love Zhao Yunlan and Shen Wei. Yunlan thinks he might be coming on too strong, meanwhile Shen Wei would probably collect Yunlan’s hair if he thought he could get away with it. Shen Wei knows where Yunlan lives and lives nearby, he works in the same city, and he has stalked seen Yunlan on cases before, meanwhile Yunlan’s worst crime is sullying the professor in his head. I love them. They’re perfect for each other.

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I wish Priest got more hype. I go searching for crumbs, scrambling on the ground for any media related to their works.

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I had to push through it, I feel this. ☠️

still lowkey waiting for a time jump so i no longer have to think abt how that’s barely a fucking teenager and a whole ass 20yo dude trying to be his father figure…

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I Stars of chaos had more hype outside of China fr 😭😭

Anyway time to stop being mad, the cover of the second volume of Sha Po Lang is killing me in the best way

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“ncuti didn’t have a proper entrance” to YOU. all I saw was him getting treated as the main hero the moment he stepped onto the screen. Getting to call David Tennant a decrepit old man while also being like “shhhh kiddo go play with your friends I got this now” and having the best entrance of any of the doctors I’ve seen so far??

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as you should 

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this is what happened right

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i’m sorry to ask but our car insurance bill suddenly rose out of nowhere and we only got a notification abt it a day before it comes out. because of this we’re not gonna have enough money for another bill that’s gonna come out later this month so if i could just get help making $30 to cover that i’d really appreciate it. thank you so much for reading. 

p@ypal

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I need help

hey, y’all. so I’ve never done this before, but I’m currently unemployed (applying to places left & right and trying my hardest to get interviews) and my mom is trying to get away from her abusive ex boyfriend. we have very little money at the moment, and might have to hire a lawyer in order to legally get him off my mom’s property and to keep him from stealing two of her vehicles.

I have open comms right now, and my comms are currently on a 30% off sale. I’d make art of just about anything right now in order to help get my mom (and myself, since I live with her) out of this situation. it’s very close to getting physically dangerous, and I want to keep it from getting to that place. I’ll add my comms info in a reblog, but for now I’ll give the couple of ways that anyone can donate to me if you want. literally anything is appreciated and much needed right now. again, I’ve never done this before and I hate that I’m doing it now, but I honestly don’t know what else to do. p@yp@l: @josiehickok

v3nm0: @JosieHickok

even if you can’t donate or commission me, please consider reblogging and boosting so that we can get help. thank you. I appreciate it.

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i love seeing all my vampire themed mutuals reblog the same post. like the covens rlly socialising tonight eh boys