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🎵🎵Don't you dare look out your window, darling.

Everything's on fire

The war outside our door keeps raging on

Hold on to this lullaby

Even when the music's gone

Just close your eyes

The sun is going down

You'll be alright

No one can hurt you now

Come morning light

You and I'll be safe and sound🎵🎵

As a nurse in these times, my heart goes out to my fellow healthcare workers who are in the trenches right now. Being from a rural area, COVID is just now spreading down to So. IL. Luckily, my hospital has been doing their best to be prepared. We are managing our PPE, developed outpatient drive through testing, screening all employees for fever or symptoms, adjusting policies and procedures as rapidly as this situation changes, was able to transform our SDS area into a rule out COVID unit and positive COVID unit, back up plans for where to move those units if they hit capacity, etc., just to try to be a step ahead of this virus

As a shift supervisor, it is probably unlikely that I will have to go to those units to work, as I have my unit to care for but daily I am sending one of my nurses to the rule-out unit. Ive been putting on my brave face to support them and the stress they have, while trying not to break down or show my anxiety. It wears on you emotionally and physically. We will get through this. I cannot thank my fellow nurses, techs, drs, and especially my RTs that I work with. I am thankful that my hospital system is constantly preparing, meeting, sending updates from incident command, etc.

What is personally helping me debrief from work is listening to music, especially Taylor’s discography. Safe and Sound came on as I was driving home Monday morning and it brought me to tears as the second verse started and gave me a sense of peace in that moment with the lyrics right before the chorus:

Hold on to this lullaby

Even when the music's gone

So thank you Taylor for making music for us, for supporting and donating to swifties and organizations in need at this time. I am so proud to be one of your fans 💕💕

@taylorswift

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it crushes my heart because taylor was so vulnerable on the phone with him, she really trusted kanye with their friendship and with him saying "I care about you as a person and as a friend". she told him that she was afraid it was going to be mean and that he would call her "that stupid dumb bitch", only for him to do exactly that by changing the line after they spoke to "I made that bitch famous".

and to top it off she told him how worried she was about overexposure and one wrong move on her part could end her and he TOOK that and he used it and he and his wife edited the recorded call to make her look like she was "playing the victim". he KNEW she was terrified of the world turning on her so he made that exact thing happen.

to have someone hurt you in this way is completely crushing, but to have someone you desperately wanted the approval of and friendship of, friendship and trust you thought you FINALLY had and closure to a painful time in your early adult life you thought you finally had come crashing down because of someone you were open and vulnerable and trusting of... I truly can't imagine how hurt she's been all this time.

we've all known this and believed in her but she really felt the entire world hated her and to top it off it was because of someone she considered a friend? my heart just keeps breaking over this. the world will finally know she told the truth. but it cost her 4+ years of pain and of constantly trying to win back the approval and trust of the general public idk I'm so sad for her I just want to give her a hug and tell her how proud I am of her that she kept moving forward

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It’s been a little over a year since I got this. It is still my favorite tattoo and reminds me that even when the storm is relentless and breaking through and things still look bleak that I can get through it

This also includes some of my favorite lyrics

@taylorswift

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@taylorswift THANK YOU for Miss Americana. I was in tears the whole time and I loved it and can’t wait to recommend it to my friends. It’s FUCKING AWESOME!! Also, Only The Young is 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

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𝕚 𝕥𝕙𝕚𝕟𝕜 𝕤𝕙𝕖 𝕜𝕟𝕠𝕨𝕤

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🎄and when I'm feelin alone you remind me of home🎄

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it’s golden like daylight ☀️

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@taylorswift

I don’t post photos ever but I’m not ashamed of who I am. 🌈🌈🌈

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BIIIIIII 2019 👋🏻

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Tonight was Cookie day in our 12 days of Christmas at work so of course I had to bring @taylorswift chai sugar cookies

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Dear @taylorswift, HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY! It looks like you already had an amazing day, and I hope we can make your day even more special. 117 Swifties worked together to tell you why all 117 songs on all your albums are special to them, and we couldn’t thank you enough for blessing our lives with your impact! Hope you’re continuing to have the best with all the love, joy, cake, cats, and anything else that makes you the happiest. WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH! Xox, 
Alva, Caitlin, Maddie, Brittany, Richelle, Aytie, Marika, Grecia, Kaleb, Taylor, Olga, Chricket, Madi, Nicole, Deana, Christine, Jenny, Clay, Kate, Evan, Yara, Lea, Erika, Arturo, Dana, Paige, Anton, Will, Thais, Joanne, Wendy, Taysha, Kim, Jazzy, Vivian, Sharon, Jenna, Sammie, Eloise, Meg, Sienna, Jenny, Jennifer, Mary, Soph, Erin, Ethan, Katie, Angelica, Mia, Shasta, Andy, Kath, Jen, Sammie, Katarina, Charlotte, Cecilia, Jennifer, Brent. Sarah, Karsten, Sophie, Brooke, Kim, Naomi, Sami, Anthila, Sarah, Shannon, Tara, Brenda, Joyce, Blakeleigh, Taylor, Kelly, Ashley, Jackie, Emy, Brianna, Steph, Lauren, RJ, Eddie, Carlee, Bern, Enya, Chels, Abi, Shane, SaraJane, Sarah, Rose, Torie, Dana, Yap, Jess, Elise, Rose, Carm, Edina, Valen, Tyler, Heather, Christopher, Caitlin, Sarah, Bekka, Barb, Joey, Lisa, Melissa, Chloe, Chris, Bernie, Rana, Lizzie, Michael (all socials are in the video! Hehe)

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Dear @taylorswift, HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY! It looks like you already had an amazing day, and I hope we can make your day even more special. 117 Swifties worked together to tell you why all 117 songs on all your albums are special to them, and we couldn’t thank you enough for blessing our lives with your impact! Hope you’re continuing to have the best with all the love, joy, cake, cats, and anything else that makes you the happiest. WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH! Xox, 
Alva, Caitlin, Maddie, Brittany, Richelle, Aytie, Marika, Grecia, Kaleb, Taylor, Olga, Chricket, Madi, Nicole, Deana, Christine, Jenny, Clay, Kate, Evan, Yara, Lea, Erika, Arturo, Dana, Paige, Anton, Will, Thais, Joanne, Wendy, Taysha, Kim, Jazzy, Vivian, Sharon, Jenna, Sammie, Eloise, Meg, Sienna, Jenny, Jennifer, Mary, Soph, Erin, Ethan, Katie, Angelica, Mia, Shasta, Andy, Kath, Jen, Sammie, Katarina, Charlotte, Cecilia, Jennifer, Brent. Sarah, Karsten, Sophie, Brooke, Kim, Naomi, Sami, Anthila, Sarah, Shannon, Tara, Brenda, Joyce, Blakeleigh, Taylor, Kelly, Ashley, Jackie, Emy, Brianna, Steph, Lauren, RJ, Eddie, Carlee, Bern, Enya, Chels, Abi, Shane, SaraJane, Sarah, Rose, Torie, Dana, Yap, Jess, Elise, Rose, Carm, Edina, Valen, Tyler, Heather, Christopher, Caitlin, Sarah, Bekka, Barb, Joey, Lisa, Melissa, Chloe, Chris, Bernie, Rana, Lizzie, Michael (all socials are in the video! Hehe)

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Dear @taylorswift, HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY! It looks like you already had an amazing day, and I hope we can make your day even more special. 117 Swifties worked together to tell you why all 117 songs on all your albums are special to them, and we couldn’t thank you enough for blessing our lives with your impact! Hope you’re continuing to have the best with all the love, joy, cake, cats, and anything else that makes you the happiest.  WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH! Xox,  Alva, Caitlin, Maddie, Brittany, Richelle, Aytie, Marika, Grecia, Kaleb, Taylor, Olga, Chricket, Madi, Nicole, Deana, Christine, Jenny, Clay, Kate, Evan, Yara, Lea, Erika, Arturo, Dana, Paige, Anton, Will, Thais, Joanne, Wendy, Taysha, Kim, Jazzy, Vivian, Sharon, Jenna, Sammie, Eloise, Meg, Sienna, Jenny, Jennifer, Mary, Soph, Erin, Alva, Ethan, Katie, Angelica, Mia, Shasta, Andy, Kath, Jen, Sammie, Katarina, Charlotte, Cecilia, Jennifer, Brent. Sarah, Karsten, Sophie, Brooke, Kim, Naomi, Sami, Anthila, Sarah, Shannon, Tara, Brenda, Joyce, Blakeleigh, Taylor, Kelly, Ashley, Jackie, Emy, Brianna, Steph, Lauren, RJ, Eddie, Carlee, Bern, Enya, Chels, Abi, Shane, SaraJane, Sarah, Rose, Torie, Dana, Yap, Jess, Elise, Rose, Carm, Edina, Valen, Tyler, Heather, Christopher, Caitlin, Sarah, Bekka, Barb, Joey, Lisa, Melissa, Chloe, Chris, Bernie, Rana, Lizzie, Michael (all socials are in the video! Hehe)

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Loving the way these are turning out 😍💛

@taylorswift @taylornation

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Dear @taylorswift, HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY! It looks like you already had an amazing day, and I hope we can make your day even more special. 117 Swifties worked together to tell you why all 117 songs on all your albums are special to them, and we couldn’t thank you enough for blessing our lives with your impact! Hope you’re continuing to have the best with all the love, joy, cake, cats, and anything else that makes you the happiest.  WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH! Xox,  Alva, Caitlin, Maddie, Brittany, Richelle, Aytie, Marika, Grecia, Kaleb, Taylor, Olga, Chricket, Madi, Nicole, Deana, Christine, Jenny, Clay, Kate, Evan, Yara, Lea, Erika, Arturo, Dana, Paige, Anton, Will, Thais, Joanne, Wendy, Taysha, Kim, Jazzy, Vivian, Sharon, Jenna, Sammie, Eloise, Meg, Sienna, Jenny, Jennifer, Mary, Soph, Erin, Alva, Ethan, Katie, Angelica, Mia, Shasta, Andy, Kath, Jen, Sammie, Katarina, Charlotte, Cecilia, Jennifer, Brent. Sarah, Karsten, Sophie, Brooke, Kim, Naomi, Sami, Anthila, Sarah, Shannon, Tara, Brenda, Joyce, Blakeleigh, Taylor, Kelly, Ashley, Jackie, Emy, Brianna, Steph, Lauren, RJ, Eddie, Carlee, Bern, Enya, Chels, Abi, Shane, SaraJane, Sarah, Rose, Torie, Dana, Yap, Jess, Elise, Rose, Carm, Edina, Valen, Tyler, Heather, Christopher, Caitlin, Sarah, Bekka, Barb, Joey, Lisa, Melissa, Chloe, Chris, Bernie, Rana, Lizzie, Michael (all socials are in the video! Hehe)

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Dear @taylorswift, HAPPY 30TH BIRTHDAY! It looks like you already had an amazing day, and I hope we can make your day even more special. 117 Swifties worked together to tell you why all 117 songs on all your albums are special to them, and we couldn’t thank you enough for blessing our lives with your impact! Hope you’re continuing to have the best with all the love, joy, cake, cats, and anything else that makes you the happiest. WE LOVE YOU SO MUCH! Xox, 
Alva, Caitlin, Maddie, Brittany, Richelle, Aytie, Marika, Grecia, Kaleb, Taylor, Olga, Chricket, Madi, Nicole, Deana, Christine, Jenny, Clay, Kate, Evan, Yara, Lea, Erika, Arturo, Dana, Paige, Anton, Will, Thais, Joanne, Wendy, Taysha, Kim, Jazzy, Vivian, Sharon, Jenna, Sammie, Eloise, Meg, Sienna, Jenny, Jennifer, Mary, Soph, Erin, Ethan, Katie, Angelica, Mia, Shasta, Andy, Kath, Jen, Sammie, Katarina, Charlotte, Cecilia, Jennifer, Brent. Sarah, Karsten, Sophie, Brooke, Kim, Naomi, Sami, Anthila, Sarah, Shannon, Tara, Brenda, Joyce, Blakeleigh, Taylor, Kelly, Ashley, Jackie, Emy, Brianna, Steph, Lauren, RJ, Eddie, Carlee, Bern, Enya, Chels, Abi, Shane, SaraJane, Sarah, Rose, Torie, Dana, Yap, Jess, Elise, Rose, Carm, Edina, Valen, Tyler, Heather, Christopher, Caitlin, Sarah, Bekka, Barb, Joey, Lisa, Melissa, Chloe, Chris, Bernie, Rana, Lizzie, Michael (all socials are in the video! Hehe)

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Happy 30th birthday Taylor!!!!!

@taylorswift

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