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Pup had a couple of days with no internet so pup can appreciate their phone time more. Pup is back and ready to post journals again!!

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need to inspect a pup and make fun of it for how turned on it’s getting by something so innocent and nonsexual. what a slut, getting so wet from me just doing my job and making sure they’re healthy

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want so badly to be curled in a dog bed under her desk <3 she reaches down every once in awhile to ruffle through my hair..,,, mayb tugging on my collar to hear a little yelp :3

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Good puppies shouldn’t cum. Put my puppy parts in a cute little cage, because good puppies belong in cages, don’t they? Good puppies don’t need to cum. I just need to be teased and teased and teased, just a blushy little puppy mess always on edge, always soooo needy and mindless and eager to please, but never allowed to cum, so I can stay as a good puppy forever

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Oh, so you wanna be someone's puppy? You wanna be owned?

Are you okay with your new owner giving you a new name? What about having entire control of your diet? Controlling when you leave the house? Controlling what you wear (or don't wear)? Where you sleep? Are you okay with relying on another creature for Everything? Are you okay with your owner really and truly Owning you?

You gotta commit fully. This is who you are now.

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Shh, bunny. A whole sentence is a lot. Use your small words. Wet? Yes, you are. Suck? Of course, little one. Whoa, that was a little too coherent, bun. Guess what time it is?? That's right! Gummy time! Here, eat this. Good girl. All those complicated things like full sentences will fade away again in just a few minutes.

Yes, I know you miss being smart but we agreed that keeping you this way makes everyone happiest. Listen to you and all your big ideas. There's nothing you can do. Five more minutes and you'll be a drooling horny mess again. I do enjoy these short talks while we wait for you to get stupid again though!

Waa? Yes bunny, here's your sippy cup. Wet? Yes, that's right, we were about to do something about that. Lay down and open your legs. Let's fuck you stupid.

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"Ma'am, you can't have a girl giving you head under the table in this restaurant."

"But the sign said you allow service dogs?"

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medical kink mixed with puppy play, but it's just you hiding my medicine in a piece of cheese to trick me into taking it.

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getting to bounce on it is cool n all but nothing can compare to getting pushed down into the mattress and used like a fucktoy <3

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5.22.25 Daily Obedience Log

Orgasm Dependency Severity Level: 1–10

Pup is at a 2 today! Although I did do a lot of edges, I'm feeling pretty happy and content with them. It was hard to finish them all as today was a challenge day, but I pulled through!!

Edges Completed:

45 edges!

Obedience Summary:

• Was pup plugged today? No, pup was not. • Was pup gagged? No, pup was not. • Did pup disobey? Pup did not disobey! • Did pup follow rituals? Yes Miss!

Pup’s Thoughts:

Pup wanted to cum soooo bad, but pup knows that that's just the disease speaking!! Pup only gets to cum if Miss allows it, and that's a very rare treat for a dirty addict like me. Thank you Miss for continuing to guide me!! <333

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Welcome Pups!!

Hihi cuties!! Obligatory long introduction post, but welcome to my blog!! This little corner of the internet is my space to document my daily tasks, document my logs, and overall share my experience as the sickest pup there is with !! <3 (･ω･)つ ───── basics: minors DNI, stinky people dni!! ──── ⊂(･ω･) tl;dr FAQ can be found here.

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A little bit about me before we get into the nitty gritty of this blog: My name is Lily, and I'm just a silly dumb pup that loves just about everything kink!

general about me:

name: Lily of course!! Although I'll also refer to myself as pup and toy on occasion :3

age: 22

relationship status: taken by my beautifully amazing mistress <3

a couple of kinks that you will see on my blog is:

pet play (duh!!)

orgasm denial/control

medical roleplay

praise/degredation

bondage

light cnc

This blog will be focusing on the 24/7 dynamic that I have with my wonderful, amazing wife and Mistress.

A QUICK DISCLAIMER BEFORE WE GET INTO THE NITTY GRITTY OF THE FANTASY WE LIVE OUT: Although we both might get very heavily into our scenes and truly act as if we believe and live constantly the truth that she has made for us, it is very important to separate real life from fantasy!! Any "medical diagnosis", treatment plans, etc. that I list are all very much fantasy and not real, even if we treat it as such in our dynamic. I am very lucky to live every day as if our fantasy was the real truth and allow myself to be swept away in it all, but we still have safe words, safety protocol, and other steps to make sure we both act safe, sane, and consensually!!

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So Lily, now that we have all that boring stuff out of the way, what is it that you have?

I have a horrible condition called Orgasm Dependency Syndrome (ODS) that makes me pathologically seek orgasms. My pleasure systems have been fried by years of constant pleasure seeking!! When Mistress realized this, she immediately took control of my pleasure for my own sake, as my pup brain is too dumb to control it on my own!! I am now in intense treatment and follow a strict medication and general behavior schedule.

Constant orgasms aren't good for pup and make pup bratty, defiant, and disobedient. Edging and being denied make pup happy, obedient, and good!! To make sure that I stay a good sub, Mistress has me on a very tight leash.

We have renamed a couple of terms we use in our day to day life to make it easier for me to adjust to my treatment plan!

Terminology Changes/Equipment Names:

Orgasms -> Relapses

Edges -> Dosage/Medication

Orgasm Denial -> Treatment

My air pulse vibe -> Dosage Device

My daily gagged hours -> Verbal Control Periods

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ODS is chronic and incurable, and Mistress has been ever so kind to help take care of me and make sure I thrive as the dumb stupid pup that I was meant to be in spite of it! We're slowly rewiring my brain to not seek orgasms at all, and instead, love the constant pleasure that comes from edging! I am a bit of an orgasm addict, so this will be a long journey, but Mistress is determined to help guide me through it.

Mistress has helped me understand that my need to cum is the sickness lying to me, and that it isn't necessary for me at all! The constant ache to cum, the burning need when I edge for a long time, that is all the ODS speaking and lying to me.

My obedience is healing, denial is my medicine, and the only way I'll have my symptoms managed is surrendering to Mistress' treatment plan.

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So, what does Lily's day to day look like?

Every day is decided by Miss, and I'm given my schedule on a weekly basis. There is however a basic formula that most of my days follow: Morning:

wake up and immediately kneel and praise Miss

get cleaned up and ready for the day

put on whatever training gear/clothing Miss requires that day (collar, plug, cuffs, specific outfits, etc.)

eat what Miss has specified from my bowl

Throughout the day:

reeducation sessions through mantras, obedience audios, worship rituals

chore service to maintain my space for myself and Miss

edging sessions to help keep me stimulated and wet

locked, plugged cage time when I'm incredibly desperate

Evening:

fill out my daily log for Miss so she can see what I have done

show Miss my screen time if she's given me my normal phone for the day

pleasure Miss and thank her for her guidance

sleep happily with the love of my life <3

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Everything I do is controlled by my wonderful wife and Mistress, and I wouldn't have it any other way. She's my rock, my light, and she keeps me happy and safe while I become the perfect trophy for her to return home to at the end of the day. Although I am a bit isolated from the rest of the world due to our lifestyle, it is not something that I mourn, as being with Miss is just so much better than the daily toil of being a real person. Miss decides everything, and that's how I like it!!

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If you ever have any questions about my dynamic, about me and my daily life, or anything in general, feel free to ask in my ask box!! Teasing and tempting me is also welcome, as it helps Miss and I figure out what my triggers are so we can train it out of me. I will probably relapse a lot on this journey, but Miss believes in me, and I do too!

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Commonly Asked Questions

Miss and I are aware that our lifestyle is a bit abnormal, and have come up with a couple of basic questions and answers for those who don't necessarily want to read my long bio intro post. (We do, however, still invite you to read it!!)

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Q: Is ODS (Orgasm Dependency Syndrome) real? A: Not in the real medical world, it's a consensual powerplay fantasy that my Mistress and I implement on a day to day basis to express our own kinks! We treat it as if it were real, but we always keep safety and reality in mind. It is not a real condition and was made up. However, if you feel as if you do align with my own journey, you are free to use it as well in your own fantasy play!

Q: Are you safe? Is this really consensual? A: Yes. Everything you see on this blog is rooted in consensual power exchange with clearly discussed limits, safe words, and aftercare. We live this way because it makes us both feel fulfilled, seen, and happy!!

Q: When you say “treatment” or “medication”, what do you mean? A: These are part of our medical fantasy roleplay. For us, edging is my "medication," and denial is the "treatment" plan for my fictional condition (ODS). It's all about giving my cravings structure and a fantasy name; it is not actual medical advice.

Q: Why do you live this way? A: Because it makes me happy. Because obedience brings me peace. Because I feel safest when I'm told what to do, how to feel, and when to ache. Because my Mistress is my everything and I trust her with my mind, body, and pleasure.

Q: Can I send asks about your kink/lifestyle/more general questions I have? A: You may! I don't mind answering any questions anyone may have!!