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🤵‍♂️💒🤵‍♂️ And of course, Jonathan is in the dressing room getting ready 🫣💕

(super quick doodle I made for a twt drawing challenge months ago)

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jonawagons marcianitos 🌌🛸💕

(og base/reference by @/lilalienz4ever on twt!!)

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I made a hol horse playlist!!! Hope u all enjoy!!

Cover art under the cut!! <33

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Drew these during lunch yesterday, I drew more today so I’ll post it when I get a chance!

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IM GONNA FUCKING HEMORRHAGE!!!!!

IM FUCKING TIRED OF THESE STUPID ASS ADULTS

THEY MAKE ME WANT TO FUCKING DROP OUT JUST STOP GIVING ME FALSE EMAILS TO TALK TO AND WASTE MY TIME WITH JUST FUCKING TELL ME IF YOU CAN FIX MY SCHEDULE GAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH

i still haven’t been able to have a decent adult help fix my schedule and I have school tomorrow FUCK

Anyways I’m gonna try to calm down, hope everyone is having a good day

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It's a pretty sudden idea, but at least someone has a user 😝

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Cow

Mhm

Cow with sun spots

Got this done before the consumption took over, I never even got to see the green pastures and blue skies.

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Josuke and Keicho!!!

They both look a little goofy since I rarely draw them </3

Tried editing the photos cuz my room isn’t bright (thin curtain + nighttime) so they might look a little weird in some parts

✌︎('ω')✌︎

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Took my dog to the dog beach yesterday :)

It was fun seeing her socialize!!

God the amount of sand everywhere in the car was horrible

<3

Small vent under the cut

I needed the fresh air to clear my head, I’ve been really anxious and stressed about school starting soon. I don’t know anyone in my classes and I’m getting tired of having to keep making new friends. I’ve tried changing my schedule but my counselor is so fucking unhelpful. I haven’t been in the best mental place this whole summer. I keep having bad thoughts (detransitioning, sh relapse, abandonment, suicide). They’re not going away and I can’t attempt going to the mental hospital again so I guess I’ll wait it out. It’s hard finding distractions when practically all my friends just stopped responding. I want to reach out and talk but it just seems like it’s a hopeless situation. I just hope that they’re alive and well. Anywho, I hope I can survive until graduation. Absolutely not excited about being a junior :(

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my band au jota-kak collage thing??

Can’t draw instruments lol

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Got transparent sticky notes and thought of this

Boy did he not survive taxes

I swear I’ll draw something else soon once the hol horse bug gets out of my brain (fell for the horse-ification too hard D: )

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Drawing is nice

Too bad I always have sweaty hands :(

It’s been a couple of months since I’ve drawn polnareff, I love his tig bitties

<3

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Nothing special

Just coloring practice :)

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Kitty!!!!

I like cats especially curly haired cats

I told a friend about a small little idea I had of hol horse having pets (one being a curly haired cat)

I’ve shoved that idea away but I remembered it and I drew it (could you tell I don’t know how to draw animals?)

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“Dad was never really the type of man to display emotions. He always had a cold look on his face. It didn’t mean that he hated everything, he was just taught to not show emotions because it meant he was vulnerable. Maybe one day he’ll tell me why grandpa told him that. To this day I’m surprised a man like my dad managed to make a woman like my mom fall for him. She was bright, full of life. Though maybe it’s the warmth from her that allowed my dad to be…happy. They had worn their matching carnelian accessories that my dad had gotten my mom as a gift. The photographer didn’t tell my parents that the photos were only from the chest up, so my dad’s carnelian belt buckle wasn’t shown, only my moms carnelian necklace. I hear that the photographer walked out with a broken arm, I hope he’s doing well.”

“Mom had started getting gray hair in her early 20s. Maybe if I stopped bleaching my hair, I’d look more like her. For now, all I have is my dads face and a strangers hair. One day I’ll find the confidence to wear my natural hair.”

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Soooooooo I’m not done with hol horse yet :)

I still find him cool and all

I have an “au” of where it’s just teenage hol horse and then it just time jumps to him after stardust crusaders. I’ll try writing down the ideas I have of him so I can draw them

I’m also planning on making a playlist for him (already have 2 songs that instantly made me think of him)

I’ll try drawing more in the time I have left of vacation :)

I’m still open to art stuff since I’m not busy anymore (trades, collabs, requests)

I hope everyone has been doing well

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Random doodle page :)

I love procrastinating on my summer homework <3 (just being an ex-academic weapon)

i need more incentives to draw