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I gotta put everything together still but @dynastyruined

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I gotta put everything together still but @dynastyruined

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ok this is what i’m going to do! i’m going to give a main blog a new shot! with a new url. yes, I know, i’ve tried this before... but i’m going to give it another shot, I need a new start and the sideblog is making me want to be on tumblr even less lmao. I miss writing so much, i dont have a lot going on in my RL bc I no longer have a job, so now is as best time as ever. right?

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”Hail, Holy Queen, Mother of Mercy. Hail, our life, or sweetness, and our hope. To you do we cry, poor banished children of Eve…”

It’s been some time before she’s kneeled at an altar. Helena Bertinelli’s faith had become jaded years ago, and yet she cannot shake the need to come here now. It’s not exactly St. Augustines, but it sure looks a lot like it. She cannot deny that it is the Holy Mother’s guidance she will need in the final battle to come. The battleground in particular, of course, is the last place on God’s green earth she’d like to be: Gotham. As she finishes her prayer, her head lifts as a face materializes before her. neat trick.

It’s not God’s, it’s Not Jesus or Mary’s: It’s Sal’s.

“You know I don’t want to be here. Gotham hasn’t been home for a long time…” no. it’s been the source of much grief. Some might say all of it, but she knows better. It wasn’t Gotham’s fault...but that doesn’t settle her unrest.

“I know i’ve been negligent when it comes to my faith,” Helena struggles to admit it out loud, but she’s always been able to say anything to Sal. Her memories flash back to one of the many nights in Sicily: just a young girl, a practical stranger to him...and yet he always came running to shake her from the nightmares. He provided her with an outlet, a way to beat the devil back. He was the only one who had ever made her feel safe.

“...but I need all the help I can get here. I don’t deserve it, and I know that my actions are the antithesis of His teachings…” but she has to finish this. Closure was the only thing that could bring her life as the Huntress to an end...and she would never discover closure until she was able to cross off every name on her list. Gotham was inevitable. It always had been. “I need you on my side for this one.”

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Also lowkey considering moving back to the old blog bc ?? Sideblogs yike, but also main blog pressure ????????

I’m gonna try to be here maybe this weekend because ??? I want to write. I miss writing. I have some memes and stuff in the ask, but feel free to toss me some more and I’ll see what happens!

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I’m gonna try to be here maybe this weekend because ??? I want to write. I miss writing. I have some memes and stuff in the ask, but feel free to toss me some more and I’ll see what happens!

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Am I reading the Martian again?????? Yes. I need my emotional support astronauts.

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@brokenspy no offense but this is still my favorite thing we have ever done

how did this turn into THIS within like 3-4 replies?

@typeadetective

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The thing about Sadie is that in all of her canon verses, her heart is guarded. Too guarded. So while she can be playful and show affection to men, it’s usually unlikely that she will allow herself to feel more than that. She has so much to love to give, but after what happened with her ex-husband, she really struggles with trusting them. That’s one of the reasons she wants to be a mother. She’s always wanted to be, but it’s somewhat amplified now that she’s uninterested in romantic entanglements. She wants somebody to love, I would even go so far as to say she needs it. Craves it. She loves affection. But she no longer believes she needs a significant other to share her life with.

Not after the one man she had ever been in love with treated her the way he did. There is still so much of it that she doesn’t understand, and never will understand, about the switch that flicked off within Pete for him to begin abusing her. She knows, on the surface, that it wasn’t her fault. She knows this, and yet deep inside, she still feels like she brought it on somehow. Which makes me sad, because she absolutely did not “ask for it” and it certainly is NOT her fault. It also makes me sad because she deserves to know what’s it’s like to be showered with love. She deserves to believe that she can feel that way again versus feeling and accepting that it isn’t possible.

That, piled on top of the immense guilt she feels after killing him…it’s a lot psychologically. Even though it was accidental and self defense. Even when she is convinced that she had no other choice – it was him, or her. Her final words in the series were: I killed a man that I used to love. I need to get right with myself, and I need to do that on my own. Sadie’s going to always be working on getting right with herself.

I hope that someday, she’s able to.

TL;DR LOVE MY BABY

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I for real have a tab up right now for “30 REASONS WHY ZUCCHINI IS THE MOST VERSATILE OF VEGETABLES” 

dammit mark

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THE FONZ: I can offer you friendship.

MARK WATNEY: fuck you, arthur.

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Kate Mara has never been more Beth Johannsen tbh.

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—-𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙬𝙚𝙧𝙚 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙜𝙞𝙧𝙡 𝙬𝙞𝙩𝙝 𝙩𝙝𝙚 𝙗𝙡𝙖𝙯𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙝𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩 𝙤𝙣 𝙛𝙞𝙧𝙚 ❤

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FIVE  ( more or less )  VINES. pick five vines that best characterize your muse. repost, do not reblog. tag some pals !

01.  cool kid vine 02.  guacamole vine 03.  space dog 04.  can i get a waffle? 05.  how do you sleep like this? 06. what do you wanna be when you grow up? 07. vodka down the hatch

TAGGED  BY.  @cyniceds​ TAGGING.  @straiightfromtheheart @unworthyheart @weaponsdonotweep @seelewandern

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Hi I miss my children and I miss you

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