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🌸✨ Pick a Card — Critters in Flowers Edition ✨🌸

Hi hello yes, this is a new PAC but also maybe a little gentle flower field for your spirit to lie down in for a second!!

Okay so bestie, today’s signs (and yesterday’s too because time isn’t real) have been... jasmine. Jasmine. JASMIN. It’s in songs, on labels, in random convos. I swear if one more candle smells like jasmine I’m gonna ascend.

Also? Flowers in general. Bonus points if they’re pink. Extra bonus if they’re acacia, peonies, cherry blossoms, or literally anything that looks like a fairy princess cried on a petal.

AND. PEACHES. Like—yes the fruit, but also the color, the vibe, the emoji, the perfume, the aesthetic. If you’ve seen something soft and peachy and thought “oh that feels like a sign”… it might be.

Now. This next one’s niche but someone might need it: Japanese culture references.

Not in a trendy anime-core way (though I love that for you too), but in that quiet, nostalgic, soul-calling kind of way. I haven’t touched a manga since high school (I was HARDCORE into it) and it’s been nearly ten years, but suddenly I keep seeing temples, stream-side walks, museum clips, and traditional spring festivals everywhere?? It’s giving “restful return to something that once gave joy.”

So if you’ve been getting that pull too — like a peaceful craving to walk slowly through a garden and just be — helloOOOO this is your sign!!!!

🌼✨ How to Pick a Pile: ✨🌼

First of all, let’s take the pressure off. You’re not picking a soulmate here. You’re picking a vibe. A picture. A bunny, a golden retriever, or a fawn — surrounded by flowers. There are no wrong answers, just what pulls at your heart or makes your brain go “ooo pretty.” Close your eyes. Breathe. Open them. What are your eyes drawn to?

That’s the one.

Still not sure? Pick the one that makes you want to name it. Or the one that reminds you of a character in a movie you cried over at 3am. You can always read more than one. Take what resonates. Leave the rest like glitter at a party — pretty, but not meant to go home with you.💕

Now scroll down and find your flower child self… waiting patiently to tell you something you probably already knew deep down.

From left to right: Pile one, Pile two, Pile three.

🌸 Bunny Pile — aka Bun-Bun You Good?? 🐰

(Cards: World, Three of Wands, King of Pentacles, Rx Nine of Pentacles, Judgement, Rx Two of Pentacles, Queen of Cups, Three of Pentacles, Knight of Swords • Lenormand: The Key, The Owls, The Heart)

Okay listen, bun-bun. This pile came in like, “Hey... you know that big shift you’ve felt coming? The one you lowkey keep brushing off because you're trying to stay humble and chill and grounded and emotionally unbothered even though you absolutely have a full-blown destiny monologue playing in the back of your head?”

Yeah. That one. It’s happening. That whisper is real.

The World and Three of Wands are like your future self waving from just a few emotional upgrades ahead, yelling, “Come on bestie! We’re doing the thing!!” Something is opening up for you. A new chapter. A long-awaited glow-up. A “wait... am I actually stable now??” moment.

The King of Pentacles and reversed Nine of Pentacles are so interesting together. You are building something real — security, success, or just a life that makes you feel like you have your hands on the steering wheel instead of duct-taped to the bumper. BUT. There’s this weird little voice inside whispering, “Am I allowed to want more?” The answer is YES. Stop spiritually budgeting your dreams just because you’re scared to seem too much. You can be grateful and want growth. You can be stable and still desire soft, expansive change.

Judgement says you’ve been hearing The Call™ — not the literal one (unless you’ve been getting weirdly specific voicemails/texts/messages lately) — but that inner one. The “time to rise” voice. And you’ve been like, “okay but like, can I hit snooze?” You’re allowed to be tired, but don’t ignore the call. It’s something important.

Reversed Two of Pentacles shows you’ve been juggling too much or trying to keep things balanced that just… aren’t. Some emotional plate-spinning has to go. You’re not a circus act babe, you don't have to impress the gallery!!!

But then the Queen of Cups comes in like your emotional support mermaid, full of empathy and softness and saying, “Hey. You’ve got this. You’re allowed to feel everything and still move forward.” Three of Pentacles and Knight of Swords are like, “You don’t have to do it all alone. But you do have to move.” Teamwork + swift action = very good soup.

Lenormand check-in:

The Key — Something is unlocking. A solution, an answer, or just a giant green light. Yes. You’re allowed. Go.

The Owls — There may be chatter or helpful convos coming. People talking about you (nicely). Wisdom shared in unexpected ways. Stay alert for wise crumbs. People want to help you, genuinely.

The Heart — You are doing this for love. For what you love. For the life you want to fall in love with. Your softest wants matter. That’s the compass.

💖 You might need more of:

Standing barefoot somewhere and just sighing really dramatically

Financial clarity moments (with snacks)

People who don’t drain your sparkle

Saying “no” to one thing and “yes” to yourself

Letting yourself feel proud without apologizing

🌸 Final whisper: You’re not silly or selfish or dramatic for wanting more. You’re evolving. Don’t downplay how far you’ve come just because you're used to the climb. You’re not just moving forward — you’re blooming, bun-bun.

🌸 Goldie Pile — aka The “Soft but Shiny” 🐕

(Cards: Rx Knight of Swords, Rx Ten of Pentacles, Temperance, Rx Seven of Swords, Rx Page of Wands, Page of Cups, High Priestess, Two of Cups, Rx Nine of Swords • Lenormand: The Tree, The Coffin, The Birds, The Star)

Okay Goldie. First of all — you have main character healing arc written all over you right now. This is giving “I’ve been through it, and somehow I’m still gentle.”

The reversed Knight of Swords and reversed Ten of Pentacles are like, “We’re not rushing toward the ‘picture perfect’ version of success anymore. We are officially in our realistic slow growth era.” You might’ve had some big dreams or family expectations or goals that looked good on paper but felt hollow up close or like some sort of "trap". And now? You’re reworking what stability actually means. (Spoiler: It might involve fewer spreadsheets and more peace.)

Temperance is the golden retriever of this spread. She’s like, “Easy does it, bestie. Pour into yourself slowly. Balance is not a finish line — it’s a dance.” You’re finding your rhythm. You don’t have to have it all together right now. You just have to keep tending to your own garden.

The reversed Seven of Swords is sneaky. You might’ve been lying to yourself a little — about what you need, how tired you are, or how okay you are with pretending everything’s fine. It’s okay to be real now. You’re safe to be honest.

Reversed Page of Wands says your spark’s been dimmed — but Page of Cups brings it back with a soft “Hey. What if we tried again… gently?” This is creative daydream energy. Soft beginnings. Flirty little feelings. Maybe even messages from people who don’t make your nervous system scream. Trust your curiosity.

High Priestess + Two of Cups = intuition and connection. You’re hearing something under the surface — a gut feeling about a relationship, a creative idea, or a spiritual shift. Listen to it. Your soul is whispering. And the Two of Cups says there is connection here — either blooming or being reborn. Mutual care. Real feelings. Healing that doesn’t require you to shrink.

Reversed Nine of Swords at the end is like the aftertaste of old anxiety. You’ve worried a lot. You’ve overthought. Had conversations in your head that made your chest ache. This card says: you’re allowed to rest now. The worst part is already behind you. The shadow is passing.

Lenormand check-in:

The Tree — Slow, long-term growth. Health, ancestry, grounding. You’re not just healing — you’re rooting.

The Coffin (Death Moth edition) — Something had to end. Whether a phase, a relationship, a mindset, or a dynamic. But this ending made space. And the moth? It’s transformation, baby!!

The Birds — Conversations, nervous energy, little signs. You might be hearing things twice. Or your intuition is loud right now. Talk it out if you need to.

The Star — Hope, wishes, divine guidance. Yes. You are being led. No, you’re not late. Yes, you’re still allowed to dream.

💖 You might need more of:

Saying “let me think about it” instead of a kneejerk yes (because I know you're a people pleaser saying "yes" to things you do not want to do/attend to and that needs to GO bestie!!!!)

Messy journaling at midnight with tea and a blanket

Letting someone actually be there for you

Crying and then watching something ridiculous as a palate cleanser

Dreaming again, even just a little

🌸 Final whisper: You don’t have to be fearless to move forward. You just need to believe there’s something better waiting. You’re not broken for needing time. You’re blooming in a different season — and when it’s time? You’ll know exactly where to grow.

🌸 Doe Pile — aka the “I’m Soft but I Bite (Respectfully)” Blossom 🦌

(Cards: The World, Reversed Justice, Eight of Pentacles, Queen of Swords, Page of Cups, Reversed Seven of Cups, The Sun, Reversed Three of Cups, Reversed Eight of Cups • Lenormand: The Garden, The Bear, The Scythe, The Whip)

Okay, Doe. Come here. Sit down. Take a sip of something cute and warm. We need to talk.

This pile? It’s giving “I’m tired of having to grow from chaos. I would like some peace now, please.” And guess what? That peace? It’s not only possible — it’s overdue.

The World opens the reading, which tells me you’ve completed something — a cycle, a lesson, maybe even a karmic joke the universe kept running a little too long. You’ve outgrown an old identity. You’re not who you used to be, and babe? That’s a good thing!!!

But then Reversed Justice walks in like, “Hi. I know things haven’t always been fair.” Some imbalance still lingers — maybe emotionally, maybe legally, maybe just the vibe of I kept trying and someone else kept dropping the ball. This doesn’t mean the scales won’t balance. It means you’re learning to stop carrying what’s not yours.

The Eight of Pentacles and Queen of Swords are like: “Work smarter, speak clearer, and stop explaining yourself to people who don’t listen.” You’ve been putting in effort — emotionally, mentally, spiritually. You’re sharpening your tools and your voice. And the Queen of Swords says: you don’t have to be cruel to be clear. (But also? Don’t let anyone mistake your softness for submission.)

Then we get the Page of Cups — a sweet, dreamy little message of hope and softness trying to sneak back in. This is your inner romantic peeking out from under the covers like, “Can we… still believe in love? Or joy? Or art?” And the answer is yes. But it’s okay if that belief is coming back slowly.

Reversed Seven of Cups is a sign that you’re clearing out confusion. The fog is lifting. You’re starting to separate your truth from the noise.

And the Sun? Ohhh Doe. That’s joy. Clarity. Play. Your inner child holding your hand like, “Hey. Remember when life used to feel bright?” It still can. Even if it looks different now.

Reversed Three of Cups might suggest a feeling of disconnection — from friends, from your old self, from community. You’re redefining what joy looks like when it’s not about performance or people-pleasing.

And the reversed Eight of Cups at the end? You know something needs to be released — a connection, a habit, a lingering ache. But it’s hard. You’re looking back. Wondering: What if I stayed? What if it could change? But you already know what’s behind you. Let’s see what’s ahead.

Lenormand check-in:

The Garden — Community, visibility, public spaces. This could be about stepping into more social spaces, reconnecting with others, or even being more seen (scary, I know, but also? Kind of good?).

The Bear — Strength, mama bear energy, protection, possibly a protective figure or energy (this could be YOU stepping into your own power, or needing to).

The Scythe (in tempore messis) — A cut — but a necessary one. The Latin on this version means “in harvest time,” which suggests the ending isn’t just painful. It’s fruitful. This is clearing space for something to grow.

The Whip — Conflict, tension, repetition. This might be an argument that keeps happening, a dynamic you’re exhausted by, or even internal self-talk that’s just... mean. This is your sign to interrupt the cycle. You don’t need to rehearse pain just because you’re used to it.

💖 You might need more of:

Boundaries that don’t feel like punishment, just clarity

Letting your soft side write the playlist sometimes

One honest conversation — even if it’s just with yourself

Ending the cycle before it breaks you

Giving yourself the ending you didn’t get from others

🌸 Final whisper: You’re not “too much” for knowing what you need. You’re not cold for walking away. You’re not behind for starting again. And you’re not broken just because you’re still healing. There is light ahead — and this time, it’s for you.

🌸 Ending notes from your neighborhood flower gremlin 🌸

Hey, so happy you made it this far: I just want to say it's okay if this didn’t fully connect! These little readings are like emotional playlists — sometimes the vibe fits, sometimes you’re just here for the aesthetic and snacks. Either way, I’m glad you stopped by!

Remember: you don’t have to resonate with every word for something to still be real, or true, or useful. Take what feels gentle. Leave what doesn’t. You’re the main character of your own story — not a background extra in someone else’s tarot.

Also?? You’re doing better than you think. Even if your hair is a mess and your brain is buffering and you forgot what day it is. The fact that you’re here, being soft and curious and open to signs (and buns and goldens and fawns) — that’s magic.

Until next time, be kind to yourself. Be weirder than necessary. And if you happen to see a flower and it makes you smile for no reason? That counts as a win!!💖

P.S. Tell your nervous system I said: “you’re safe, babe.”

_ Ghoul

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