cyanidelemonade

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fucking hate it when the stuff everybody says "actually works" does actually work.

hate exercising and realizing i've let go of a lot of anxiety and anger because i've overturned my fight-or-flight response.

hate eating right and eating enough and eating 3 times a day and realizing i'm less anxious and i have more energy

hate journaling in my stupid notebook with my stupid bic ballpoint and realizing that i've actually started healing about something once i'm able to externalize it

hate forgiving myself hate complimenting myself more often hate treating myself with kindness hate taking a gratitude inventory hate having patience hate talking to myself gently

hate turning my little face up to the sun and taking deep breaths and looking at nature and grounding myself and realizing that i feel less burdened and more hopeful, more actually-here, that i am able to see the good sides of myself more clearly, that i am able to see not only how far i have to grow - but also how much growth i have already done & how much of my life i truly fill with light and laughter and love

horrible horrible horrible. hate it but i'm gonna do it tho

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All 13 full moons of 2023

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I notice a pattern here

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You can only reblog this today.

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Due to the Unfortunate!

We are deeply out of Onions!

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Would be asleep right now, but there are Fictional Characters to imagine in emotional situations. You know how it is.

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“watch the vents!”

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This has been on the works for way longer than it should've been, but now it's done!

I'd like to personally thank @oobbbear for introducing me to this musical masterpiece through their own animatic (here) which if you haven't, please check it out it is sooo good.

Anyways, I just thought it fit the Afton kids like a glove.

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SOMEONE GET THIS MAN A PONY AND SOME ICE CREAM CAKE STAT!!!!!!!!

okay so i missed @dana-chan-the-control-brain's funny fnaf 3 anniversary stream but they tagged me in a clip that made me laugh so i made an animatic of it

ig this could b seen as my serious Happy Birthday FNAF 3 and Springtrap post. very very late tho. several weeks. late. anyway. enjoy!

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dudes are rocking at unprecedented levels

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"blorbo" "eeby deeby" "skrunkly"

adventure time slang-ass webbed site

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a way to combat virus: be boring sound from HLVRAI

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babe what's wrong you've barely touched your vanilla extract