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The best post I've ever made tbh

Better cr intro ~

ABOUT THIS DR

its set in 2010 in tokyo (the romantasized version tho)

it has NANA vibes

concert tickets are cheap and there are multiple concerts happening

I changed the legal drinking age from 20 to 18 (because in the country i live in now its 18)

ABOUT ME

my name is Antonia Persephone but my friends call me Nini, i am 18 years old. i haven't changed much about my appearance, its similar to the one here (I've changed my weight and hair only)

i work as a waitress at a cat cafe and i help out my mom in her metaphysical shop. on Friday and Saturday nights i also sing with my band at a local bar (ill probably post about it later)

i have lots of hobbies but usually you can find me reading a random fiction book or sketching and journaling. i also love doing my own nails and taking videos and vlogging my day, that's why i have a youtube channel where i also post my music

in school im studying drama and in my free time me and my best friend shoot random short movies (she is studying film) and upload them on our own site

i have a pet cat, she is white with the deepest blue eyes you can imagine, her name is either gonna be fifi or terpsie

my nails are always done (because i cannot function without them)

i spend most of my money on books, clothes and food

RELATIONSHIPS

Best friend —> she is 19 years old, we met in highschool and have been inseparable eversince, she is a very talented hairstylist (as well as a director) and always does my hair, she works as a waitress at a local diner and gives me free food eventhough her manager scolds us afterwards (he is her boyfriend, he isnt being serious, he loves us...deep down)

My man —> he is 21 years old, he is tall (around 6'2), he basically looks like lee junyoung (the actor), he has multiple tattoos and piercings, he wears baggy clothes and has an alternative style, he is the drummer in our band, he is a mechanic and also really good at cooking for some reason (i scripted it, that's the reason)

VISUALS (me core) -

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I have so many post ideas but no motivation im sorry yalllll

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god forbid a girl joining shiftblr just to yap abt her drs instead of needing help or advice from other shifters 😞

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I just finished watching "Call me by your name" and i am crashing outttt!!!!

'I remember everything' I m going to smash my head on a fucking wall

Also the elio's dad's speech was the best thing that happened in this movie and i felt it in my soul.

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Ill be taking this as a sign to shift (its the number of edits i have saved of my s/os 😭)

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Someone take my ability to think away from me for a minute. I keep creating drs and scripts and i haven't finished any of them 😭. I am in the middle of 5 scripts rn (fourth wing, house md, harry potter, kpop girl group and a medical kdrama) and guess how many I'm close to finishing...NONE.

I need helppppp

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Why do i always get the urge to make a script for series i haven't even finished yet 😭

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Norway was ROBBED 😭

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I have nothing to post...

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Me in my fourth wing dr

how I think yall sleep in those dangerous ass realities

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Whats in my main dr bag?

𐙚⋆.˚ The bag + decor

⋆.˚ Keychain : it was given to me by my best friend when we were still in high school, she bought it because it reminded her of me (my favorite fruit is strawberries and i play the guitar also black and red at my fav colors)

⋆.˚ Pin 'I ♡ cats' : i found it on the floor of a bar and picked it up, now it has found its home on the strap of my bag

⋆.˚ Broken skateboard pin : it was my boyfriend's, i stole it from him (i didn't really steal it i asked nicely and he gave it to me lol) its also located on the strap of my bag

𐙚⋆.˚ Front pockets

₊˚⊹♡ Right Pocket

⋆.˚ They're filled to the brim with junk, random receipts, old tickets, random lists etc.

⋆.˚ Along the random receipts i also have a few fortune cookie papers and a note

⋆.˚ "Don't stop until you're proud" : a note given to me by my mom the morning before my final exams..

⋆.˚ "A pleasant surprise is in store for you" : i found it a few days before getting accepted into my dream drama school

⋆.˚ "Your dreams are never silly, depend on them to guide you" : i didn't really get what if meant at first, but quickly realized it means that i should follow my dreams and aspirations and i did and it was the best thing I've ever done, i keep it as i reminder (I've had it since i was 15)

₊˚⊹♡ Left Pocket

⋆.˚ It has my wallet

₊˚⊹♡ What's in my wallet?

⋆.˚ Money : its obvious as to why i need it lol

⋆.˚ Pictures : The first one is of me and my best friend messing around in highschool. The second one is of my s/o when he was a kid. The third one is me and my s/o on our first night out as an official couple, taken by my bsf. The fourth is of my cat who i love very much. The fifth one is a picture of my little sister.

⋆.˚ Lighter : just an extra lighter in case i lose my favorite one or it runs out of lighter fluid, its basically my emergency lighter

⋆.˚ Condoms : self explenatory

𐙚⋆.˚ Main pocket/bag

⋆.˚ Body Spray : i found it at a random flea market and i just carry it in my bag in case of emergency, it smell like chocolate cake

⋆.˚ Camera : to capture every moment with my lived ones

⋆.˚ Random little coin pouch : my baby sister found on the road and gave it to me

⋆.˚ My s/o's ring : he took it off one day and now its just sitting in my bag forgitten

⋆.˚ A pink pocket knife : its actually so usefull

⋆.˚ Tarot card : a random tarot card that fell out of my moms deck while i was passing by it, she thought it was a sign and just gave it to me

⋆.˚ Cigarettes : cannot live without them, there are probably loose cigarettes in my bag since i never seem to close the box properly

⋆.˚ Makeup pouch : it carries mostly lip products, a mascara, eyelash curler that i stole from my mom, a hairbrush and an extra pair of hoop earrings, just in case

⋆.˚ The picture of Dorian Gray : my favorite book ever and also my most annotated book ever

⋆.˚ Heaven : new book i just bought from the bookstore near my work place

⋆.˚ Pink Journal : My daily journal, i use it as a diary, planner and scrap journal sometimes.

⋆.˚ Blue Journal : I use it as a sketch book and i also write poetry in there

⋆.˚ Pencil case : my bf got it for me, it holds all my pens, markers, pencils, tabs etc.

⋆.˚ Water Bottle : its a random water bottle i "stole" from my mom's metaphysical shop (im pretty sure she knows i have of bit just doesn't care)

This is so long but it also took a shit ton of time to make. Also I'm sorry for the blurry pictures, i don't know wtf happened.

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Me and the nerd i pulled by being weird (main dr)

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₊˚⊹♡ Songs that remind me of my main dr

⋆.˚ Mantra - Jennie : it reminds me of my relationship with my best friend, how close we are and how we always support each other through everything, how we always have each others backs no matter what

⋆.˚ Seoul City - Jennie : the vibe reminds me of nights walking through the streets of my town after going out to clubs with my friends

⋆.˚ Up - Bang Yongguk : just vibes again

⋆.˚ Overdrive - I.M : the vibe (again) reminds me of the feeling i got when i met my s/o, the knot in my stomach, how i was not able to get him out of my mind (i know its not the meaning of the song but you get it...vibes)

⋆.˚ The Death of Peace of Mind - Bad Omens : reminds me of my s/o...that's it, that's everything lol

⋆.˚ Change (in the house of flies - Deftones : the vibes again give off toxic relationship, the one i had with a girl back in high school (kinds traumatic bit it still fits so idc) (based on events here)

⋆.˚ Railway - Bang Chan : reminds me of my s/o, the way i felt when we kissed do the first time, the way i instantly became obsessed with him and...yeah

⋆.˚ Horos (Dance) - Sicario : it reminds me of me and my s/o dancing at night at the beach while on vacation in Chios one summer

⋆.˚ MATZ - ATEEZ (Hongjoong & Seonghwa) : the vibe gives off me and my best friend (not lyrics, vibe)

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mentally im friends with a lot of u guys even if we dont talk or never have talked and probably will never talk directly. its ok. the warriors bond transcends words

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me literally changing the whole plot of shadow hunters and fourth wing so i can be the main character 😭

lowkey what I look like when I’m rewriting all my DR’s canon lore just because I want it to be different

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what i thought was gonna happen if i didn’t script in i could breathe in my drs during the 2020 shifttok nightmare