cyleeee

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another depressive episode yippee

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i hope my absence haunts you. i hope you see the ghost of me in everything you do.

because i’ll have to live with you buried in my chest for the rest of my fucking life.

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Day67: I wish I was dead

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nothing is ok, everything is horrible

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You know it's getting bad again when you start fantasizing about killing yourself

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I don’t want to fucking be here anymore there’s no fucking point

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Yeah, I self isolate and then feel awful because no one seemed to care about it.

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"but you survived" it would've been better if I hadn't

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i am completely coming apart at the seams. and y'know what? at this point i hate myself so fucking much that i'm very very content to let it happen. maybe it'll finally push me over the edge and ill just end my life. the most common thought in my mind is either hurting myself or blowing my fucking brains out.

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my toxic trait is thinking that I'll wake up one day and everything will be different.

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“whats your plan b?” - suicide

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someone get me out of this fucking nightmare. PLEASE.

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suicidal but in the way where i wish someone would just murder me so my loved ones wouldn’t have to feel guilty about my death

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"Where do you see yourself in 5 years?"

Preferably six feet under.

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Suicidal as shit....

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I want to kill myself but i am afraid I will Wake up

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I hate how it feels like my mental health leaks and ruins every little thing-