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i think i’m going to work up to not eating at all again. we ran out of vitamins so i’ll have to wait.

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eats: that will be +500 calories

exercises: that will be -200 calories

me: 😡

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today's goals ♡.゜

then i will clean my room

do skincare

feed the. strays

go for 20 minute walk

have a fruit for lunch. if too hungry at dinner I will have mushroom soup

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💕time to do 20 sit ups and have a breakfast of ginger tea

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does anyone have tips for bringing in your waist? im thinking steel boned corset? recommendations?

ty in advance!

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so in short im only worthy when im skinny but everyone else is exempt

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does anyone else with eds usually find people that they're attracted aren't skinny but they themselves have to be skinny?

very curious if it's common or not.

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Nasturtium in her sun hat

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me: *has been under my goal weight for years*

me: i guess it can finally live without the control of my ed...

my ed: well you could be skinnier :/

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i cant relate to most people posting about their eds on here.

it's the hoards of ppl reblogging pale thin bodies vocally wishing that that those bodies were theirs. i mean i guess it's good that brown bodies that are unhealthy aren't being glamorized

plus dont really trust white people with my insecurities. i really think the majority of ppl who post about eds think "white is right" consciouslyor unconsciously with that bias

[d0llpet]

hi I'm oat u can also call me doll

any pronouns except for it/its ♡ 18 ♡ ill

♡ no minors please i block 17 <

if ur a friend and recognize me pls tell me to seek help.

if you can relate to me i wish you the best recovery ♡

this a personal vent blog. i am very ill please block me if i make you uncomfortable!

my blog post about the following

♡ negative thoughts

[tagged as #negative]

♡ eating disorders and body image. warning: some posts in this tag may sound promotional of this issue. this is not the case since it's directed to only myself.

[tagged as #ed tw #disorded eating ]

♡ trauma discussions and trauma mental disorders

[tagged as #trauma #csa #cocsa #rape tw #cptsd #did #ocd #bpd #hypersexuality #psychosis]

♡ daddy issues

warning: some posts in this tag may sound promotional of this issue. this is not the case since it's directed to only myself. additional warnings for possible vulgarity.

[tagged as #daddy issues #nsfw]

♡ dysphoria

[tagged #dysphoria]

♡ disability issues

[tagged as #spoonie]

♡ age regression

[tagged as #agere]

♡ comforting things (positivity, interests)

[tagged as #comfort #interests]

original posts tagged as #d0llpet and as #babyd0llpet when posting while age regressed

thank u for reading and respecting. stay safe and seek professional help.

warning ed stats [3.16.2021]

h: 5'10 cw: 94lbs gw: [reached] 99 lbs <

diet: vegetarian*, oat milk, water, tea, soup 0-2 meals a day. i allow junk food.

last binge: can't remember

exercise: cardio, toning

current goals: waist training, bigger butt, even more prominent bones (if possible)