d3athstarrx

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basic human empathy has got to make a comeback divas

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Am I... in love? Is it just my bpd? Can I risk another rejection? I am scared.

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AHHHHHH OH MY GOD JESUS CHRIST OAHH HHHH FUCK FUCK FUCK ok nevermind. i got over it

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everything just happens and you're forced to just be okay with it

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baby girl i have avoided situations that don’t even exist yet

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feel so invisible. feel like no one cares

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being self aware of my bpd is a little weird ‘cause i’ll be freaking out over the littlest thing, then start saying to myself “dude shut the fuck up, you’re dramatizing shit again.”

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it's with great regret that I inform you that giving all you have won't just make people stay. would you like to consider absolute isolation an an alternative?

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Bpd is having a heart broken into little pieces picking up all the pieces painstakingly glueing them back together just for someone to bump into it and suddenly it’s in pieces again and all that effort was for nothing

but you still pick up the pieces again glue them together again watch it fall to pieces again

And it cycles on and on and never stops

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am i going to be misunderstood forever?

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nothing better than a mother to ruin your mood

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playing a game called “pretending i feel ok” which is basically spending my day pretending i feel ok

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Here i go again hurting my own feelings...

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I think I'm going to bash my head repeatedly into a wall