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it's such a bummer that losing control of your emotions only makes the entire situation worse in really embarrassing personal ways. losing control of my emotions should give me pyrokinesis.

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reminder that trans men also fought for your rights and refusal to acknowledge this is tantamount to denying historical fact

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a lot of yall wanna be leftists until you have to treat drug addicts and the homeless like theyre human beings deserving of dignity and respect

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"you should've been at the club" YOU should've been at the club. in the catacombs. on april 2nd 1897.

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My belly is really starting to sag omf

I Can feel it bounce when I walk and bulge over my pants 😍

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im having feelings about the uffington white horse again

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You are not immune to fat propaganda

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the catholic old white guy asked me to explain lgbtq+ to him and it was honestly kind of funny

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(after misunderstanding what someone said and embarrassing myself) oh great now they hate me and want to kill me with rocks

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“hope this doesn’t awaken anything in me” is the funniest phrase because it always does. it always will. from personal experience things have already started to rouse from their slumber before i even get the first three words out

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Funneled and Fondled 😈

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You’re not done growing fat boy

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honestly here’s a brain dump about all this:

1) the thin “I don’t actually gain I just imagine it cos it’s unhealthy” people in feedist spaces are always the most vitriolic when god forbid the fat people want to prioritise fat people. It’s almost like they believe thin people are superior and should be given higher status! Hmm! Wonder where I heard that one before!

2) Nobody has an issue with thin people being in feedist spaces but in the past year or so it feels like fat people are being pushed out of these spaces, and made to feel like they’re dirty or wrong for weighing 200lbs+ or not having a background of competitive sport and athleticism that they proceeded to “let go”. Like it or not a lot of fat people come to feedism from body positive communities, and after learning about fat liberation enter in with the suggestion that their body might be praised BECAUSE of the way it looks rather than in spite of it. Imagine how shitty that feels to be too fat for the fat admirers! And the tipping point for “too fat” gets smaller every year. I hover between 240-260 comfortably right now but have been up to 300lbs in the past. I have never been smaller than 200lbs as an adult. I was a fat child and a fat teenager. I have been told by multiple feeders that I would not be worth feeding because I’m too fat already, and it wouldn’t be a “real gain” because I never had the starter belly. I have also been told that I am too fat to identify as a FFA because that moniker apparently implies contrast, and can’t be a feeder either because I’m too fat to do it correctly. If the only valid way to practice feedism is thin feeder small fat feedee then what are the rest of us doing? Being expected to shut up and go away because we’re too huge and unfuckable? It’s just fat shaming rhetoric with extra steps.

3) I tend not to listen to people who can take their fat fetish off and put it away at the end of the day especially when their content focuses on how *huge* and *ruined* their bodies are. I’m sorry, I’m not going to feed into the delusion that someone who is 140lb is too fat to walk buy clothes or any other thing your smallfat of the month is telling you because they’re just TOOOO huge and disgusting!!! it’s just fat shaming rhetoric with extra steps!!!

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I love soft feedism but sometimes I get this urge to… Forcefully stuff you until you are so full your moans mix with pain and your skin is visibly stretched ~

I imagine you asking me to tie you to the chair while I force another serving of creamy pasta down your throat, preparing another while you are still chewing. Pushing my body weight against your stomach, my hand resting on the underside of your belly and teasing you about how tight the waistband is.

I imagine what it would be like, digging my nails into your stretchmarks while you are chewing, causing you to open your mouth to moan but also giving me an opening to stuff you even more… I would keep reminding you through whispers straight into your ear how much of a greedy, lazy, fatty you are becoming

I daydream of edging you all day long and only letting you cum after you’ve eaten enough to feed a family. Getting you addicted to a loop of cumming and eating until you can’t do one without the other anymore

I fantasize of adding heavy cream and gainer shakes to all of your meals, holding them up for you, asking if you really deserve them while all you can do is whimper and greedily ask for more because getting fat is the only thing that makes you happy

I drool at the thought of making fun of you for how fat you’ve gotten while I get you off, so you associate humiliation with pleasure. You can’t cum unless someone is degrading you for being a gluttonous, lazy hog

I wonder how long it would take me to get you addicted to eating the entire day, from big meals to snacks, to more meals… Until you barely move from the sofa anymore and I decide to not give you any for a couple hours, hearing you go crazy and begging me to bring you food… Desperately touching yourself to realize you have ruined your brain so much you can’t cum unless you are stuffed and degraded

I can’t wait for the day you can’t even reach yourself, making you completely dependent on me for any sort of pleasure. I can’t wait until you barely fit through doors. I can’t wait until simply lifting your hands to feed yourself gets you winded up…💕

So be a good pig and keep eating for me

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im going to say "you will be boiled" more in my every day life actually because of this image