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When I was in middle school, I tried to learn how to crochet. I knew how to knit already, so I figured ‘how hard could it be’ and used my Christmas money on a brand new set of aluminum hooks and a how-to book.

To say it was difficult was an understatement. I spent hours pouring over my book, begging to gain some inkling of understanding from what felt like incomprehensible runes. My reward? One lopsided trapezoid of lumpy fabric and a resolve to never pick up a crochet hook again.

And so life went on, I finished middle school and high school without giving crochet so much as a second glance. In college, I read about how crochet couldn’t be replicated by a machine, it was unique in a way that knitting and many other fiber arts weren’t.

For Christmas last year, my girlfriend gave me what I now consider to be my most prized possession: a crocheted plush of my favorite pokemon. I raved over her skills and, since she never learned how to knit, we decided to have a yarn date at some point and teach each other our respective skills.

We never did get around to that yarn date. She passed a few months after our declaration, leaving me to inherit what was left of her yarn.

Nearly a decade after my initial attempt, I got ready for the toughest battle of my life. My weapons? One skein of yarn, a YouTube video, and a crochet hook that I had somehow never gotten rid of.

I slowly made my way through the video, redoing my work a couple times until I was satisfied with my product: a small, slightly misshapen rectangle.

I looked at my pristinely-made pokemon plush with hope for the first time in months and thought to myself, ‘maybe crocheting isn’t the hardest thing in the world, maybe you were just 12.’

Maybe this isn’t the hardest thing in the world. Maybe I’m just 21.

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GAS‼️

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”In a little while, you will no longer see me; again in a little while, you will see me.”

‭‭John‬ ‭16‬:‭16‬ ‭CSB‬‬ (the full passage is great, read it too!!)

Something I’ve struggled with time and time again is drowning when I cannot feel the presence of God or when I am attacked with doubts. Recently I’ve been struggling to get deep into the word, and as I was opening my Bible, I came across this verse.

While this specific verse is talking about the death and coming back to life of Jesus, I think it also can be interpreted in another way. A lot of times when you cannot feel or hear the Lord, we doubt his existence and faithfulness. But he says in a little while, you will see him again.

Remember, even in times when you can’t see him smack in front of your face, doesn’t mean he isn’t there. Stay strong, be faithful, you will see him again. He never left you.

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THE LORD IS CHANGING LIVES TONIGHT-

He will change lives tomorrow. He will change your life at some point if you let him, and then He will change your friends’ lives. He will change your enemies lives. He will change hearts and break chains and he will help you set down your handfuls of things you didn’t even realize you were carrying. You might not see it coming, but the Lord is active.