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did you imagine slicing the fat off your body with scissors growing up, or do you have a healthy relationship with food ?

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can I just say? calories are a fucking JOKE I can eat two- TWO- granola bars and have that equal 500kcals. ThAT’s AN ATROCITY. THOSE FUCKERS GIVE ME NOTHING. N O T H I N G. ANd yet it’s 500kcals??? the audacity.  

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I go from wanting to never eat again to wanting to eat normally to wanting to eat everything in the kitchen and then back to not wanting to eat again multiple times a day and I’m just very tired of it okay

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me: i don’t have an eating disorder

also me every time i eat:

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If you binge late at night, please just drink a glass of water and go to sleep. Don’t look at yourself in the mirror, don’t look at your thighs, don’t do any kind of body check because you will feel horrible about yourself no matter what you ate. Be kind and patient with yourself, put on your favorite music, and go to sleep. You’re going to be okay.

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reminder: malnutrition is dangerous at any weight

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no one:

me: has one negative feeling

me: maby i should use a healthy coping mechan-

me: TUMBLR

me: but I-

me: TUMBLR TUMBLR TUMBLR

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me: man i sure am hungry but i dont know what to eat

brain: then just fucking eat nothing

me: understandable have a good day

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reblog if even one of these apply pleaasseee

17 or older

restricting calories around 900 to 1300 calories (occasionally down to 700 to 800)

has to work despite the current situation

also has school (online obvs)

live with parents/guardian/roommates

really wanna find people who i can relate to properly

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finished my 24 hour fast :) i’ve had 2 cups of coffee and one cup of sprite zero, but no food!

tomorrow is my first day off in 11 days so i’m going to go grocery shopping and try to fast for another 24 hours

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so my dad and i do our grocery shopping separate (bc we both have very different schedules) and today he did his and came home right before i was about to leave for work (side note: my dad always has a bowl of candy on the coffee table, usually chocolate).

he typically buys candy i dont like so i dont worry about binging on it (snickers, reese’s, etc.) but today he came back with candy he KNOWS i love (100 grand, crunch, kit kats).

he’s not the type of parent to force me to eat because he hardly sees me so i can lie about eating and put out dirty dishes and he doesn’t question anything since i’m almost 18 but just the fact that it’s there sucks :((((

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Do you ever feel too ashamed to visit Tumblr cause you ate so much

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problems: *come up*

me: ok i should get skinny to solve this

problems:

problems: excuse me wtf

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got off track for about a week or so but i’m ready to get back on track. i have to go grocery shopping wednesday and i’m going to do a 48-72 hour fast to make up for my eating habits. still going to allow myself to have coffee during my fast because i work 9 hour shifts and need something to keep my energy up throghout the day

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i’m in my purest form when i’ve been fasting all day and even the thought of food makes me cry

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For someone who only wants to be skinny, you'd think I'd starve myself better