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July 20 1925

Hello everyone, it's Daisy again!

How are you? I am very healthy. I'm back to announce that we've moved house, and the other news is that starting today I will stop blogging. I know many of you will be disappointed, but I'm truly sorry. I wanted to spend more time with my family, Gatsby and Nick have not contacted me since that day. What I just want to say is that. Good bye.

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July 12 1925

Hello everyone, it's been two days.

I have calmed down. I've been thinking a lot about stopping blogging. I'm very sorry for not being able to meet what you wanted. After that day, I was not contacted by Gatsby again. I also don't want to cause him any more trouble. Tom is calmer now, he's sleeping in bed right now, and I don't want to wake him. And soon I will move to another place to live. However, this is where my memories will be saved, so I can look back every time I have free time. This is too long to write, I have to go, see you another day.

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July 10 1925

What did I do this! Why? I'm not guilty.

Everyone, please believe me, I didn't do anything wrong, please believe me.

It's all about today!

This afternoon Nick came to my house to have breakfast with my family, he didn't know that I invited Jordan and Gatsby. Then we had a meal, during which my husband, who felt it was very hot, suggested that we should go to New York. And then suddenly, the nurse brought her out. Gatsby couldn't believe his eyes. But I didn't say anything more than nodding. I noticed that Gatsby was angry by Lily's appearance. The atmosphere at that time was really hot. To avoid something bad from happening, I agreed with Tom to go to New York. Nick, Jordan and Tom shared Gatsby's car, and Gatsby and I shared Tom's car

Upon arriving, everyone was excited and immediately found a place for themselves. It would have been nothing if Tom hadn't deliberately teased Gatsby. That's right, Tom mocked Gatsby by making fun of his education level. Gatsby's face turned red and he ran towards me. "Tell me you love me in front of Tom." Gatsby said. I was silent, in my mind at that time it was divided into two halves, one was should not, the other was should.

Gatsby kept saying in my ear that I should tell the truth. Then suddenly, Gatsby said that I never loved Tom even a little bit. I was dumbfounded, and responded to Gatsby. I used to love Tom very much, but I also loved this person, so if I were asked to choose, I couldn't choose. They are all people I love.

I told Tom to prepare the car to go home, because I didn't want to be here at all. Gatsby tried to stop me, and then we all went home. Gatsby and I went together in his car. I asked him to switch places between me and him, and so I drove.

And this is something you won't believe, but someone died on our way home. I tried to brake before I could reach that person. I swear I didn't mean it. Please believe me.

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July 08 1925

Hi everyone, long time no see. Last few weeks, I haven't been able to write in my diary for over a week. Sorry for that.

But overall, everything is still fine compared to before, probably since Gatsby appeared. We've been seeing each other more since we were at Nick's house. He invited me to fancy restaurants, bought me flowers, and went to ballroom dancing together. I often go out to his house to go shopping together and go for a ride in his coupe. Sometimes he wanted to come home with me but I insisted and told him no but then he had to give up.

I know it's not right but, because I want to be with Gatsby, I have to do it.

And then today we had to go to Gatsby's house because he invited us. This morning I received a card from him, saying that the party will be held tonight at 7 o'clock. When Tom received the card, he looked upset because he didn't seem to want to go there at all. We had to leave Lily at home, because the party would last well into the night. And so we set off at 5pm. When he arrived, Tom was fascinated by the beauty of the mansion. I walked in with Tom, the lights were on, everyone was drinking and dancing together.

Going out and partying is obvious, but somehow I didn't enjoy it very much at that time. I made a few cocktails to lighten the mood. Luckily Nick was with me, we talked for a while and then Gatsby wanted to see me to talk about private matters. Tom agreed awkwardly. Gatsby said I should tell my husband I don't love him. But I didn't say anything more than cry.

The conversation was soon interrupted by Nick, who said that Tom was looking for me.I left and left Gatsby there alone to talk to Nick. On the car ride back with Tom, I had a bad feeling about tomorrow. But whatever comes will come, we can't avoid it forever.

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June 25 1925

Yesterday, I received a call from Nick to go to his house. He said he wanted me to meet a person, but he did not tell me that person's name. I hastily said 'yes' and later he hung up.

This morning, I woke up very early to prepare everything. I cleverly chose a beautiful dress, showered, put on makeup, and had breakfast with my family. After finishing eating, the driver who I told him to be there at 7 o'clock today showed up. We headed to Nick's house with anticipation of who Nick wanted me to meet.

When I arrived, the sky turned from blue to grey. I was worried that something bad would happen, but I still decided to go in. Nick stood at the door and waited for me. He led me to the garden, where I would meet that person. But, there was no one in there, I expected that I would be late but no. After about an hour, that person finally appeared. "Gatsby?" I asked, that person's face suddenly looked like it had been 5 years since that day. I was surprised to see him again. I quickly sat down on a nearby bench, because I was too embarrassed to face him.

After that, Nick used an excuse to leave to buy something, and left us alone. In that atmosphere, at first I couldn't even open a conversation with Gatsby. Suddenly, he asked me how my life was these days. Gatsby is still the same as ever, still has the same conversation habit that I can never forget. We were talking happily together when suddenly Nick interrupted. Gatsby returned to his seat on the opposite side. The conversation had ended up like that, and the sky was back to live again. We said goodbye to each other and I promised to Gatsby that I will come to visit his house one day.

When I got back home, every moments of the time at Nick' s house it couldn't be forgot. Tomorrow I hope it will be such a day like today, beauty and memorize.

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June 23 1925

Today was very great to me. In this morning, Jordan stopped by my house to tell me that she was going to meet Nick at lunch, so our plan for playing golf together will be postponed to another day. We had breakfast together, with my husband also. About 11 o'clock, while we were sitting down and chatting together on the coach, her driver came in and told her to go. "Farewell" I said.

My husband today he was at home, Lily goes to school as usual. Because of the extremely boring from myself, I asked him that we could hang out together to New York. He nodded and ordered the driver to prepare.

After a long day with my husband, I just wanted to go sleeping right away. It was such a long day for me, and honestly I really loved it.

In the evening, we had the dinner earlier than everyday since everyone was tired. Nevertheless, before going bed, I need to write diary to update everything in one day of myself.

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June 22 1925

In this morning, when I woke up, beside me still remained Tom's warmth. "Is he in the bathroom? Is he going somewhere?" I asked myself. The sun shined through the white curtain, I couldn't go back to sleep any longer. Usually, I wake up, do personal hygiene, and go downstairs with my daughter. Three of us: my husband, me, my daughter (Lily); we eat breakfast together.

However, today was not. The butler told me that Tom will go outside to meet some of his friends. But I already knew that he's gonna go meet the mistress, that was the reason for why the smell of perfume was so strong and he also dressed very elegant, unusually than the other days he's with me.

So he started going out in his yellow car and waved his hand to say goodbye to me and Lily.

Lily went to her school after finishing her breakfast. And today only me at home by myself.

Later on, Tom returned with a red face like tomato colour. I could not come near him, or he would kill me. The best way is just let him calm down. I let him alone in our room, so he could rest.

Even though, I said that. But Nick had called to me and said that today they met Myrtle. And I assume the reason of Tom's behaviour recently, because of her.

That's for today. I will update more tomorrow. Have a good night.

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June 21 2023

Yesterday, I was happy but also sad. Let's talk about happy things first. So me and my bestie, Jordan Barker, we were chatting together on the couch, and talking about her tournament tomorrow, or today. Then I saw my husband with someone that I don't know, they were walking together. I wondered who was that, then one second later, I recognized that person right all way. It was my cousin, Nick Carraway. I know that he is my distant relative. I was so glad that his presence in our house. After talking few minutes, Jordan, she mentioned that about resting for tournament tomorrow. Then she left us, me; my husband and Nick. But before leaving, Nick and Jordan had mentioned about Gatsby. And I said that I know nothing about that person at all. And that how's the conversation ending up about Gastby.

The part, which I'm going to talk about right now is the rest of that day. Nick, me, my husband, also Jordan. We were having dinner together. And suddenly we all heard the phone rang, then the butler came in and murmured Tom's ear. At first, he ordered the butler to hanging up the call. Ironically, the second call from my husband's affair still again. He could not hold it, walked out of the room and answered it. Seeing that, I ran out with Tom. We had a fight, and he kept denying the fact that he is cheating on me and sometimes spending his time while I'm not home to go with her. After that, even though I got mad at my husband, but still I could not show my emotion in front of Nick and Jordan.

After the dinner, I saw Nick off to the gate. I told Nick about the time when my daughter was born. My husband was not there with us, and the moment when the nurse said: "A baby girl". Deeply inside my mind, I hoped that she would be a fool. "I hope she’ll be a fool—that’s the best thing a girl can be in this world, a beautiful little fool." I said to Nick. After having a conversation, I said goodbye to him and walked back inside the house. Smash to my eyes, it was Tom, standing beside the landline talked and laughed as well with the person in other side.

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Introduce myself

Hello everyone, welcome to my first blog. I forgot to tell my name at the beginning. My name is Daisy, my last name is replaced by my husband's surname btw. So now I'm Daisy Buchanan, I'm happily living with him in our lawn. If you like my blog please like and comment to give me the promotion to make more blogs!🤗