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i’m sorry

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Im over it. Shits gonna change

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Birthday is in a little over 5 hours and i homestly dont even care.

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Laying here thinking on how much i fucked up, how bad i must have treated you and why i couldnt make you happy. Idk what im suppose to do, i thought i was okay but im not. Ive fallen back to my depression im ready to let go of everything. Im so sorry i hurt you im sorry i wasnt there for you. I love you with all my heart. Im sorry is all i can say. Ive cried for the last week because i know theres nothing i can do. I really wish someome could help me. I dont wanna keep going through this. I cant let go of us even if there isnt an us. I just cant. Its 4am and i cant sleep because i miss you so much and i love you so much. Laying here with your stuff doesnt help i wish it was actaully you i wish you were here and im so sorry. I love you. I hope you will forgive me

Forever and always right?

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Sorry

I rucled around to much, I played with your feelings. Im sorry. I wish things werent like this. I wish we were a forever couple. I know ive fucked uo many times. I pouring my heart out for you im trying my best. Ive been thinking and maybe i should just go. My family will be okay you will be okay. Everyone will proceed to live there life to the fullest. Something are meant to be amd i think this is ome of them.

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Giving it all up?

I dont know wether to give it up and let it go or hold on. I wanna hold on so bad. I wanna be happy with you. Everythings falling apart and not all the pieces are there to put it back together. I wish amd i hope for things to work everyday at 11:11. Wishes dont always come true but maybe this one time it will.

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Most kids amd young adults want money amd games and anything else that cost money for their birthday. But i dont..... i just want her back in my life. Ive got hope amd faith that its possible. Ive just got to be a better person, a better man, someome who will treat her lile a princess. My princess. Thats all i want for my birthday.❤ i will always love you. Just know from this moment on everything i do is for you. Even if you dont want me i will go to the army to fight for your freedom so you can be happy, you can live your life. I will provide for you. If something is to happen just know i do love you and your life is paid for. ❤

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What do i do from here:/

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Time of need

Im not eating, im not sleeping. I have no apetite and i cant atop thinking about you. I havent ate in almost 36 hours. No one to talk to so ill use tumblr as a place talk because i feel like people listen.