hello, i'm ellie, and i'd probably rather be sleeping. mega queer, sex negative, feminist killjoy, not-so-nice jewish girl. i'm cis. she/her/hers. צדק צדק תרדוף revolting hag(s).
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well today is a great day to spend a solid hour crying and doubting everything that you think is real and hating yourself for dragging down everyone who cares about you bc you’re a sad sack of shit who can’t just fucking be happy
#this blog has just become a sad chronicle of my ongoing disaster spiral lol#it's gr8 that i skipped my therapy appointment on monday lol lol#i'm really good at pretending i'm fine until i'm not lol lol lol#anxiety cw#negative cw#oh also shoutout to julien baker for providing the perfect soundtrack to my breakdowns
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this is an aesthetic i guess
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when u have 2 interviews in 1 day and everything is making progress and it’s exciting but!! aaaaaaaaaaa!!!!!
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To say a feeling, an impression is to diminish it—expel it. But sometimes feelings are too strong: passions, obsessions. Like romantic love. Or grief. Then one needs to speak, or one would burst. The desire for reassurance. And, equally, to be reassured. (The itch to ask whether I’m still loved; and the itch to say, I love you, half-fearing that the other has forgotten, since the last time I said it.)
Susan Sontag, As Consciousness is Harnessed to Flesh (via moral-disorder)
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hahahaha so i really love how i haven’t even been back @ school for 24 hours and i’m already feeling overwhelmed and anxious and isolated and i don’t want to go to class or do anything but go right back to bed
#how does this place manage to be so fucking bad for my mental health damn#anxiety cw#messy personal life 2kforever
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date someone you could have fun at at a grocery store with
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City-making is not only about making new places and buildings; it is as much about preserving good places and their connection to what surrounds them, adapting them sensitively for new times. It is about communities discovering new ways of living. Beginning with Marion Mahony Griffin, who drew the gardened boulevard city of Canberra and imagined a lake at its heart, creative women have led urban movements in many places and in many ways, unafraid to change the way we use cities, bringing new experiences and richer choices to their communities, from bike riding and community gardens, to local markets and public art. Small-scale places matter as much as the grand in scale and can be vast in their importance to the sense of community and their generosity to strangers. American urbanist Jane Jacobs famously said big plans could lead to mistakes. ‘Big plans never stirred women’s blood. Women have always been willing to consider little plans.’
An excerpt from Places Women Make — can’t wait to read. (via unicornology)
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each month i watch as the moon erases herself. i ask her why, why do you spend so much time filling yourself if you’re only going to start all over again? she tells me, ‘to empty. to forget.’ i think of you, i understand.
Pavana पवन (via maza-dohta)
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i s2g if this gosh dang blizzard stops my boyfriend from driving up to see me i'm gonna FIGHT IT
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shit y'all thelma + louise is the most lesbian continuum movie and i LOVE it
#i can't believe i hadn't seen it til now#def a new fave#((tho i almost had a Moment bc ha ha triggers are fun but o well))
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biggest hetero lie i’ve been told: fighting is a part of a healthy romantic relationship
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I rly wish tfa had chilled on the nazi shit tho like we get it, we get the reference without turning hux into a literal stand in for Adolf Hitler at a rally with giant red banners and stormtroopers doing a weird nazi salute that they never did in previous movies
like???? it was just rly tasteless and it’s 2015 haven’t we had enough space nazis for a lifetime
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