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This dress fits perfectly except for my huge boobs and I just want to cut them off so bad. Feel like a fuckibg cow.

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it’s honestly crazy that like. in theory literary icon jean valjean would do crazy numbers on tumblr, fanfics, etc. he’s a dad. he’s canonically hot and ripped. he has a tragic backstory and self esteem issues. he’s got nuclear levels of catholic guilt. he’s even unmarried so you can old man yaoify him to your heart’s content. man was built in the blorbo factory. but the book he’s in happens to have 20 college age twinks and the musical film based on the book came out in 2012, creating the perfect storm of oncelerfication that defines the fandom at large to this very day. anyway they could never make me shut the fuck up about you jean valjean

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She’s here <3

This one has At Tikhon’s in its original place rather than as an appendix, which is neat.

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Buster Keaton Sherlock Jr. - 1924

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Rudolph Valentino was a prominent star of the silent era of film. He became known for his roles in films like "The Sheik" and "The Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse," which cemented his status as a popular sex symbol and heartthrob. His career was primarily within the silent film industry, and he died in 1926, shortly before the widespread adoption of sound in films. 

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Thoughts on our new Pope?

i am no sedevacantist. this feels like more familiar relationships with fatherhood. praying

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Please take a breath and pray for our Pope and never stop praying for him because he’s in a battle with Satan now that we can’t afford to lose.

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One thing I love about Dosto is his penchant for starting his novels in the middle and dropping delicious hints about what happened Before throughout the narrative. Love composing the prequels in my head. It’s like a little gift. This is the do-it-yourself portion of the book.

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Pyotr Ouspensky, A New Model of the Universe

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The existence of the horrible in every atom of air. You breathe it in without being able to see it, but it condenses inside you, becomes hard, assumes pointed geometrical forms among your organs; for all the torments and horrors that happened at places of execution, in torture chambers, madhouses, operating rooms, under the arches of bridges in late autumn: all this has a tenacious permanence which endures for its own self and depends, jealous of everything else that exists, on its own terrible reality.

rilke, the notebooks of malte laurids brigge trans. by william needham

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i hate key cards smart keys etc they’re yet another example of technology removing the eros from every day life literally what’s a key without penetration

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day fourteen. Brain zaps less frequent but still boiling with directionless anger.

Day seven of stepping down on my psych meds btw

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They say that the sun gives life to the universe. The sun will rise and - look at it, isn't it dead? Everything is dead, the dead are everywhere. There are only people, and all around them is silence - that's the earth. "People love one another" - who said that? Whose commandment is that? The pendulum ticks insensibly, disgustingly. It's two o'clock in the morning.

Fyodor Dostoyevsky, "The Meek One"

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Something very hard to come to terms with as an enjoyer of 19th century literature is that many of your favorite characters, even if not stated, may be understood to have a moustache. Sometimes it’s even stated.

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by Anton Koster

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it’s crazy how much you can read if you read