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INDEFINITE HIATUS; find me @dvostiia.
#[[ last post regarding that matter. Just in case you a) have been wondering where I am & b) want to keep up with my writing shenanigans.#it's a rebooted blog / so rather old already. If you have a muse with any form of supernatural ability they will most likely match. ]]#ooc. ย ๐ฎ ๐๐ถ๐น๐ฑ ๐๐ป๐ฎ๐ถ๐น ๐ฎ๐ฝ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฑ.
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#[[ I have been bllessed with this art ngl GOSH hauntingly beautiful ]]#bismuth.: ย โ ๐๐ฒ ๐ด๐ผ๐ ๐ผ๐๐ฟ ๐ป๐ฒ๐ ๐น๐ถ๐๐ฒ๐ ๐๐ต๐ฟ๐ผ๐๐ด๐ต ๐ฏ๐น๐ผ๐ผ๐ฑ ๐ฎ๐ป๐ฑ ๐ป๐ฎ๐บ๐ฒ. โ#rose.: ย โ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐๐๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ข๐ญ๐ ๐ข๐ญ ๐๐ฅ๐ฅ ๐ข๐ญ'๐ฌ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐'๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ ๐ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐ฅ๐ฅ. โ#self.: ย โ ๐๐ฎ๐ ๐ถ๐. ๐๐ฎ๐ ๐ถ๐ ๐ฎ๐ด๐ฎ๐ถ๐ป: ๐ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ถ๐ป ๐๐ฝ๐ถ๐๐ฒ ๐ผ๐ณ โ ย โ#tw // body horror
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*actively hurting my own feelings* i honestly donโt understand why i feel bad
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โThey donโt know your true advantage, when you live for someone youโre prepared to die.โ
Iโve had alot of pearl feels left over from the last stevenbomb so i channeledย them all into this. I can only hope iโll be able to survive the next one.
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โโweโre small and / flawed, but I want to be / who I am, going where / Iโm going, all over again.โ
โ Ada Limรณn, Bright Dead Things; โThe Problem With Travelโ
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#[[ idk why but this theme continues to give me major 'Gem World on Earth' vibes#that early season 1 - 2 feeling aka when you join Steven on his discovery across old Gem areas like the Strawberry Battlefield#& the Spire. ]]#ii. ย ๐ฝ๐ถ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฒ๐ & ๐๐ผ๐ป๐ด๐.
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#[[ still taking a minor break playing some games / doing some reading aka all I consider fun without any pressure.#i have my last written exam ever coming up in roughly a month and I have been preparing on the sixe#*side. while I am fairly positive i do like to take as much pressure off my shoulders as possible#and due to my perfectionism Tumblr has a tendency to be a tad uh... stressing#i will return very soon dont worry & I will keep my blog active but I wont be here 90% of all time or reply to ooc stuff#thank you so much for your patience. i appreciate it a lot ]]#mobile.tbt
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I took this picture of a rose in the park and the colors reminded me of a John William Waterhouse painting โฅ
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(โฆ) I feared more the death of others. I did not want to lose them, and I worried about them while they were alive. Sometimes, I think that I concerned myself so much with the possibility of their loss that I never truly took pleasure in the fact of their existence.
John Connolly, from The Book Of Lost Things (via adrasteiax)
#[[ ever since the war. Beforehand she had no concept of death per se. No desire to strive against her potential shattering or#fear rejuvenation. Why would she? She had no friends. No relationships. Just her purpose & the desire to fulfill it. Up until everything#changed. Up until Ignorance was no longer bliss. Up until her first few comrades were shattered on the battlefield#up until the reality of losing Rose or being rejuvenated became so unbearable to her that she fought tooth & nail to protect#what little she had been able to claim for herself. I feel like people underestimate the impact the rebellion had not only on Earth#but also on the very Gems that participated. Pearl suddenly developed a fear of shattering in addition to dreading the mere#concept of rejuvenation. Something she simply accepted as necessary & 'no big deal' beforehand. But now?? Losing your sense of#identity? All your memories & progress ? Ye a h. I know Peridot jokingly said that 'she would lose her character development' in the movie#but it's a real & horrible thought for all the rebelling Gems. Just how death suddenly has weight to it#& that kind of weight is heavy. Moreso after Bismuth's 'death'. Pearl grows extremely unsettled after it. To the point where she willingly#allows herself to be persuaded by Rose regarding the fae shattering. She was devastated. Emotionally agitated & just so tired of fighting /#losing people. hwfegzwefgzuwegfuewgf it's a very very complex topic tbh & I will write about it eventually but ... yeah#Pearl developing a fear of death. Not of her own? She didn't really value her own life up until Rose told her that she dreamt#but the death of her comrades & loved ones. I am rambling again I know but... boy that's such an important thing to keep in mind ]]#i. ย ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ฟ๐ผ๐๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป.#q.#// long tags
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ย ย ย โI donโt mean to be nosy but could you do that just one more time? Iโve never seen such a technique beforeโฆโ ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย โก @dansiereโ
โฉโ . TO BE IN THE CENTER OF [SHORT-LIVED] ADMIRATION / POSSESSING SKILLS NOT SEEN BY MANY; why yes, a certain kind of bafflement on otherโs end was to be expected / ever one to resort to rather unorthodox techniques after all. Deem them a result of different abilities amassed over centuries; still a knightย / dancer / fencer, first & foremost. Ah, but remember: variation had only been applied to work around physical insufficiencies; indeed, there was no point in denying that much. -- perhaps it made her a more efficient teacher in the end.ย
ย ย ย โGladly!โ tone rather jaunty; clearly animated by the very prospect / falling back into battle stance, procuring a simple steel sabre with a single flick of her wrist. โ-- though I might need you to be a tad more specific.โ
#pruignier#[[ don't worry! I am super patient & a bit of a slowpoke myself. Always take your time ]]#ic. ย ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ป๐ฒ๐ด๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ฒ [?].#verse tbt.#q.
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#[[ gonna take a day off from here. I will send out the promised asks & dive into pokemon#caved in & bought it. I prob gonna be disappointed but I have been playing pkmn since I was a kid & nostalgia eventually got#the best of me. Either way. Feel free to hit me up on discord or in my ims. I have been a tad on the edge lately given certain rl stuff#so a day off from tumblr will prob do me some good.#I hope you are having a grand weekend! Take care ^^ ]]#ooc. ย ๐ฎ ๐๐ถ๐น๐ฑ ๐๐ป๐ฎ๐ถ๐น ๐ฎ๐ฝ๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ฑ.#tbd.
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thereโs nothing quite as black and white as you.
#[[ this is such a Rose song sung out of Pearl's perspective & no one can change my mind. Gosh this band is ruining me still#I wish 'one match' was on tumblr. It's one of the best Pearl's songs there is#either way. THE LYRICS. 'I think I knew you were dying I just didn't want the proof' h e llo#'I wonder how they think of you now. Which picture they have framed or if it's easier at dinner to not bring up your name.'#'of course there are two oceans. The shallow and the true. The one outside the window & the one inside of you'#efwhbezwefzewf I am dying squirtle ]]#ii. ย ๐ฝ๐ถ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฒ๐ & ๐๐ผ๐ป๐ด๐.#rosiqe
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โThe day broke around me like a cool dream. Sea; sand; a sky that melts into the sea โ a landscape of misty pastels with a look about it being continuously on the point of melting.โ
โ Angela Carter, from The Bloody Chamber in โThe Bloody Chamber And Other Storiesโ
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underrated intimacy: putting your foreheads together
#[[ ex c u s e mย E !!! Absolute pearlcore#even in platonic situations. ]]#iv.ย ๐บ๐ผ๐๐ ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐๐ฒ ๐บ๐ฎ๐ป๐ป๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ถ๐๐บ๐.
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โ Itโs only natural to worry about her, Pearl. Thatโs apart of loving someone, Iโve learned. Just as she worries about you and if youโll make it through the next battle. Sometimes, itโs better to simply look towards life after all of this. Give yourself something to look forward to, something else to fight for.โ
โฉโ . โyou sound just like her.โย cue a pauseย โย โtwas a statement briskly made / perhaps a tad too impulsive; tone haunted by some involuntary tremble. -- yet again rueful, almost / merely intoned to clandestinely apologize for her outburst / this impromptu sincerity she ought to usually suppress. Oh say, why wouldn't you dream of a brightย future lying ahead instead? Remember what dearest Rose once said: (y)ours to graspย if you would only stop worrying [if you would only stop sacrificing yourself! EASIER SAID THAN DONE].ย
ย ย ย โI know exactly what to look forward to but you -- you canโt possibly get what it means to...โ trailing off, half-lidded stare cast aside. โ-- Ruby would understand.โ
#miscxllany#ic. ย ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ป๐ฒ๐ด๐ฎ๐ฑ๐ฒ [?].#โข / โ.: v2. ย ๐ต๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐๐ฎ๐ฟ / ๐บ๐ ๐ด๐น๐ผ๐ฟ๐; ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ถ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ป๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป.#q.
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