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8.13.24
Lord gusto ko pong sumali sa OKS pero I think hindi ko pa talaga time. Gusto ko pong umiyak kasi palagi akong napapangunahan ng self-doubt, it’s always the “ feeling ko hindi ko kaya” and always ends up giving up
I hope hindi po ako magsisi sa desisyon na ginawa ko. I promise na someday babalik po ulit ako para sa award na yun and I will made sure na I will comeback stronger than ever but for now may you guide me to all the life decision na ginagawa ko kung ano man po ang piliin ko sana palagi niyo pp akong sasamahan at gagabayan because Lord hindi ko po kaya ng mag-isa
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August 13
May god forgive me for what I have done😭
You know I want to experience it someday. But I also know that I am not ready. If he really likes me I hope he will pursue me because lord I really love his mindset, his thinking and he’s appearance—- that’s just additional points but I cannot also deny that he have the looks
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Wiriting this on August 11, 2024
How fast the night changes, I can’t believe na mao-open ko ulit iyong account nato. It gives back so many memories from my past
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January 1 2023
Wow, well first of all Happy New year! Cheers for surviving 2022 ang daming ups and down at napaka rollercoaster na ganap lasta year but I'm still grateful kasi a lot of lessons have been earned na hoping... Sana diba na i apply kp this year and huwag ko na rin sanang ulitin yung mga maling bagay na ginawa ko last year. I'm looking forward fo this year 2023 cause this will also be the year of my legal age road to 18 na tayo gurl and even before your birthday come my wish for you is I hope you became more wiser in making decisions, love, money and to all your action you've been existing in this world for 17 years and I hope you learn a lot in that 17 years so could apply all those thing to your 18, I know na magastos ka yung tipo na marunong ka mag-ipon pero hindi mo alam gamitin yung pera mo ng tama kaya sana be more wiser in your spendings I want you to invest not just save, investing is more practical than saving money doesn't just fall from tree. Legal age also means maturity as you grow alolder I want you to be more mature, maturity is everything huwag ma paurong na ang utak oki.
2023 wow ang bilis! Whatever will happen in your 2023 whether it js bad or not
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Writing this on December 30. 22
In one day a new year will begin 2023 I never imagined that another year will come and another year to face. I remember before 2022 began I made a video for my future self to watch and how fast it is because 2023 is coming. As I look back at past 12 months all I can say is 'I changed' maybe not a lot but I changed, 2022 was a roller coaster for me i've met a lot of people and made a new crush which in fact just an 'infatuation' feeling but still that was thw first time I've felt that kind of thing but sadly it really didn't go well because i think were really not ment to be together, after months of struggling iwth my feelings, months of crying everynight I finally healed and moved on, my feelings for him is now different I can't felt the same the love, the same feelings that I had to him before I gues it's different now and I'm not inlove nor have any crush to him even how much I tried to push my self I can't get back that same feeling anymore it felt nothing now, I felt nothing for him now and I'm happy with it because I thought can't do it but I did,in good side I can call him a 'friend' yeah we became friends and I'm talking to him today but with no any sort of love feeling just a friend or some that is close to you talk in short, I moved on and finally healed to him
To be continued
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Necklace, Chocolates, Books, Face towel, Bracelet and a photo of us💖
12.24.22
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