darkenedsoul34-blog

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If u must know my demons took over long a go soul flued by hate and grefe and sorrow if I had love it has been lost for some time and if there was or is still available well I have not received or found it my thoughts are crazy and I can never grasp them fully aware that my heart ever more still bleeds to find the one who can hold it and mined the broken peases

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I don't really post pictures or videos I more or less blog my feelings

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I sit here waiting for good things to happen but all that's left is blood soked bed my life drained from my soul my mind black as night my the pain I feel know one will ever know because I've lost my will to let u in my heart is blacked by time I gave yet u had my hand but u never took it I tried to cry only blood ran down my face the love I had has cecid to exist no use in complaining bout it just let it out and walk alone till end of time

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No tilte

Some times I sit here and wounder. Y y are things going so good then all of a sundden shit goose bad I had everything I ever wanted then had to give it all up see the thing is my father isn't doing good now so I had no choice but to come take care of him in this it coast me a good job and my own place. My father is dying but I don't want sempathy I'm just venting cuz I'm 34 years old didn't think I'd have to lose my own life to take care of my dad for now that is what is on my mind. Beside. A woman I do truly love glad she comes and see me when she can but mostly it's hard on us both she going through a lot of shit her slef to but that's all for now just gonna sit here and think