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[darkestroyal]

It is abhorrent that a large percentage of the HP fandom, for a while it felt like the majority, minimized rich boys waterboarding and sexually abusing a poor kid “because he exists” and “to liven themselves up” as a “rivalry”. That is abuse. That is trauma. That’s not “boys being boys”, that’s not a teenage thing.

Severus is under less than no obligation to “get over” that and he is not petty or spiteful for still being angry about being abused as a child. Period.

[darkestroyal]

1 September 1971

"Any girls that you find cute, Sev?" Lucuis says hanging out in the common room with Severus it was his first year and day at Hogwarts. The boy seemed to have no friends. But Lucuis saw the boy and took him under his wing. "There is this girl Lily Evans." Severus said "Lily Evans? What's her blood status?" Lucuis asked, now interested about the girl. "She's a muggle-born witch." Severus says in a low voice. "Ha, a muggle-born! Sev, how about a halfblood witch or maybe even a pureblood! Not some filthy mudblood!" Lucuis laughed. Severus shook his head, knowing Lily was greater than Lucuis understood her to be.

_____ September ,1973

"How's Evans?" Lucuis asked now in his 7th year "Fine." Severus replied now in his 3rd year. "Heard Potter hopelessly in love with her." Lucius said. Severus's grip on his quill tighten at the mention of James. He loved Lily, but James did love her aswell, it was and will always be a competition between them for Lily.

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“LEAVE HIM ALONE!” Lily shouted…

“Ah, Evans, don't make me hex you,” said James…

“Take the curse off him, then!”

James… …turned to Snape and muttered the counter-curse.

“There you go,” he said… “You're lucky Evans was here, Snivellus - “

“I don't need help from filthy little Mudbloods like her!”

Severus later came to learn that he would regret those words, especially since came out of his mouth, and were directed towards Lily, the girl he loved.

31st October, 1981

Severus knocked on the door to Malfoy Manor, quickly. Lucuis opened the door "Severus what's-"

"He killed Lily! She's gone Lucius!" Severus cried. Lucuis lead Severus to the coach "Ssh, it's okay Sev."

"It's not! Lily was the woman I loved! It's my fault!" Lucuis held Severus close to him "It's not you fault, Sev. "

Lucuis held his friend close as he cried. He looked over to see Narcissa holding baby Draco in her arms, she looked like she was about to cry as well. She knew how much Severus cared for Lily, and hated to see him upset, over the person he truly loved. "I-I just want to see her again."

31 August, 1982

Severus, Narcissa and Lucuis followed Draco who was now 2, walking around looking at the birds and flowers. While the adults weren't looking Draco grabbed some flowers,Severus always seemed to favor those flowers. Draco waddled over to Severus, after grabbing Severus leg he looked down at Draco. " 'ere for you!" Draco said Severus smiled once he saw what the flowers were, lilies. "Thank you Draco." Severus said hugging the boy

2 May, 1998

Severus opened his eyes, he knew he was dead. He looked around before he felt some run up behind he and hug him tightly like they haven't seen him in a decade. He turned around.

"Lily?"

"Hello Sev, thank you, even though you didn't show it. Thank you for protecting Harry." Lily spoke "Your welcome." Severus looked behind Lily. James, Remus, and Sirius stood there. Severus nor James would ever tell but James mouthed a thank you to Severus.

2 June, 1998

Lucuis dressed in all black walked up to the grave of his friend. He sat down in the grass facing the grave. "H-Hey Sev, sorry it took so long to get here been in hiding for the last month. How is it in heaven? Peaceful, I bet." Lucuis spoke trying his hardest not to cry. "Draco came to plant flowers the other day. Lilies, your favorite."

"Say hi, to Lily for me. Rest easy, Sev." Lucuis was definitely crying now. He felt Narcissa's hand on his shoulder before she kneeled down and hugged him. "I miss him, Cissy." Lucuis spoke softly "He got his wish to see Lily again, he's happy now." Lucuis said. Narcissa heart broke knowing that her husband treated Severus like his own brother, sometimes like a son.

(No date)

Lucuis died, his time was over. After he woke in the after life he wander. He felt a pair of arms around him "Did you miss me, Lucuis?" A monotone voice said "Yes, a lot." Lucuis said turning around to face Severus "I saw you cry at my grave. Not going to lie, I laughed afterwards." Severus said. Lucuis acted offended "Ofcourse you did." Lucuis said. "I think Narcissa was over there with Lily." Severus said as they walked around. It took awhile after the war but the two friends were together again, no more death, or dark lord to worry about. Finally, at peace.

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It hate writing the dates the way British people write it. I cried while writing Lucius at Severus's grave. I'm 100% doing at Maraduer one.

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