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Girl… it is DISTURBING how out of that guys league you are.

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Have patience, sad one.

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I don’t want to be like this anymore, I’ve worked insatiably to break free from it, to grow. For all of you.

But if we’re being honest -

I want to die so badly.

I want to die so badly, I pray for it.

I pray that I don’t wake up.

I pray for the courage to do something about it.

It’s what I truly want most in this world, in this life. For it to just fucking end already.

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I am so sad.

Just so, sad.

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Feel so out of place in this life that’s built around me. Don’t belong here.

I wish living didn’t hurt so badly.

Depression and anxiety push and push and push. Just go away.

I just want to go away.

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Feeling so alone.

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Whit really Is the gold standard.

Absurdly beautiful day in day out.

Captures 95% of my work thoughts.

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Hey there lonely girlllll

Did you have to tell your friends about the way I got you screaming my name

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So up & down. More downs but, still hope.

Sometimes I hold life in high regard. Motivated and hopeful.

Majority of the time, I hate it. Stagnant again but practically unwilling to change. Mundane and uninteresting work. Same at home. Same video games and socials scrolling day in & day out. Wishing for love interest without getting out there in nearly any capacity. Seldom a healthy habit.

Change is scary but it has to come. The stagnation is unsustainable.

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I love you I’m sad.

I wish I wish I wish that things were different.

This life is rough.

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Why is being sad so addicting.

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How are you / are you okay

I can’t answer that. I’m not very good at lying and the truth would cause unnecessary panic & worry

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I’m in the business of losing your interest and I turn a profit each time that we speak

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I hate you for making me feel so poorly all the time. It’s like I’m not even human.

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Do I even deserve to feel loved

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Dude it’s so blatantly obvious that I’m still waiting and that you’ve moved on. I hate myself. I hate myself.

I deserve so much better :(

She’s doesn’t want to be together.

She doesn’t want me.

I get it but why is it so difficult to deal with.

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I hate seeing you:(

You always act like I’m nothing when you’re always my whole world.

I’m so sad. Why do I always make such a fool of myself. I care so much and have deserved better for so long.

I’m so sad.