I finished the first chapter of project red, the story I'm currently working on yesterday. But now I have to polish it up after getting some feedback from a writing buddy. 🌸
I didn't realize your reasons and I didn't know your plans, until I became the same age you were back then and it horrifies me. I wish you had done more so I could prove the world I am right, and I wish you had done nothing to me at all. Isn't it weird how it works?
@rbhvleo // roberto ferri // mothering by ainslie hogarth // rainer maria rilke // ? // planet of love by richard siken // a self portrait in letters by anne sexton // indian summer by ron hicks
yep he just has that vibe with her and even when i was writing him with katie's aemma and she adores rhaeyns since she's the older cousin to learn things from. the mere mention of rhaenys just makes him >/ it isn't even just that verse it's EVERY VERSE. and then there's the whole him marrying laena and she's blaming him for her death and he's just oh hell no you don't. and i'm just sitting here thinking dude could you chill she's your cousin why all this dislike???
#//whatever happens politically to change their relationship viserys will still always basically be her little brother
meanwhile, daemon and rhaenys are all:
and i feel like it's all daemon's fault and she just responds to his >/ with her own >/
I mean, you're probably right. Daemon is more the antagonistic one and Rhaenys is all fire-for-for fire. Because, and I'm positive I've said this before, I feel like Rhaenys would have tried to be a little motherly to him but he would have been all bratty and she just eventually threw up her hands and was done with him by the time he came of age.
Once I get rude no feeling can change me, I just get destroyed. No love can heal me. No other thing I fall for,I just get rude and cruel. Harsh with words and eyes with anger. I became mean, I became toxic. Don't check my patience. I'm monster, I'm wild animal, I don't remain same...
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