datkiddmikee

[datkiddmikee]

reading all our old messages

[datkiddmikee]

just craving 1 more travel day with you like this

[datkiddmikee]

I wish you felt what I feel. I wish you just dropped everything and called me, told me you’re still in love with me and you’d risk it all. I wish you asked how we could make this work. Because I love you. It’s you. It’s always been you.

I’ve been out here in Peru for six months, and it’s still you. Every day. You’re still the one on my mind.

Do you really not feel the same anymore? Has it really changed? Do you actually love him, or are you just convincing yourself it’s easier that way because it’s comfortable now?

Because me? I know who I love. And it’s you. Always has been.

I wanted it to be you forever. I wish you never left. I wish you still believed in me like you used to.

But maybe it’s gone now. Maybe I really do have to let go.

Still… I wish it didn’t end like this. I wish things were different.

[datkiddmikee]

you need to call me, I need to talk to you. My regular phone or 551-305-4030.

[datkiddmikee]

Tatiana Reyes it’s literally insane. The second I heard about that I obviously instantly started thinking of you and just so much. Like I can’t believe it. And yes I listened to the song as well. What are the thoughts you’ve been having tell me ?

Don’t worry I can confirm I didn’t see the northern lights in Jersey, guess we may still have to see them together :)

don’t worry everything will be okay. As long as you have your health that’s all that matters. Also, I’m actually on the plane right now :)

[datkiddmikee]

link to her profile^

just say that you know Michael silletti and are you able to do $15 an hour rate cause he said you were amazing but don’t have a lot of money. She tried charging me $35 a sesh and I was like about about $10 and we agreed on $15 lol.

she’s awesome tho great perspective.

if you lived with me in Lima you would love it. Then again if you lived anywhere with me you would love it.

but you should really take a quick flight sometime maybe we can catch up :)

omg I can’t wait for machu pichu seeing it in person is going to be amazing.

[datkiddmikee]

kinda crazy right? Never would I ever thought I’d be moving to Peru. Yes it’s $15 per session, super worth it. Each session is about an hour. it hurt so bad I was legit crying. Sometimes I think I just do the stupidest most random shit I don’t know what’s wrong with me. you should go check it out :)

I am excited. It was just so random I wanted to get away and Lima just seemed like the spot. Great food , great culture, they have picklebal right near me, plus I’m going to go see machu pichu. If you ever feel like you wanna come visit you should come out. I miss you more and I hope you are okay Tatiana Reyes.

[datkiddmikee]

I was waiting for your reply for awhile. it’s going very well I’ve been doing 6 sessions per week it’s going very well actually. If you need a great therapist I’d be happy to recommend you. She’s legit awesome and very good at what she does. I have 2 but I think the one you would like a lot. how else is life going ? Pretty good I guess. I got my balls waxed at European wax center a few days ago for the first time in my life so they are smooth like butter. Just thought you should know that (;

don’t cry, that is what I went through but I think I went through it 100x worse. I’m so sorry st Pete is not what it was, that’s horrible. I can’t believe how bad it was. I’m just happy your safe.

I haven’t heard anything about my house so hopefully it’s okay.

yes I’m moving there in like 2 weeks. It’s going to be very different. Is it too crazy to ask you to come with me … ?

I always think about you, more then you know.

I miss you so much and I’m glad you had a good birthday.

ps your a bigger psycho <3

[datkiddmikee]

happy birthday tatiana maytee reyes❤️

I hope you are doing well. I’m sorry I’m just answering now just been focusing on myself. I’ve been going to the gym everyday and legit in therapy with 2 different therapists 3x a week each so 6 sessions per week. I’m glad to hear you are working on your mental and goals and buying a house that’s amazing. I have never been more proud of you. I will give you updates and I know we can’t talk daily but I do love talking to you and sometimes I just wish I can see you and hangout with you. Also I may as well tell you this now… I’m moving to Peru in a month.. lol. Just really going to be focusing on myself and getting in the best shape of my life. I can’t believe it’s your birthday, would love to be in New York City celebrating with you rn at that restaruant we went too and maybe Arlo after, such a good night. Anyways I just wish you the best and hope you get everything you want in life my sunshine☀️❤️

[datkiddmikee]

Just so I never ever forget it.

[datkiddmikee]

Literally fuck you for what you did to me, truly fuck you.

[datkiddmikee]

I'm sorry you didn't love me enough to stick around and really see this new version of me. How much I changed. It's crazy how different I am and how much I grew all these years. Because it definitely didn't happen over night. I wish it could of been us but I know it will never be again . You don't love me, and you never will. You just manipulated me and took advantage of me for a year. That's okay.. because I will never be with you again. Ever.

[datkiddmikee]

https://youtu.be/nOgL37ckKWg

Have not stopped re-reading this conversation.

[datkiddmikee]

Just knowing that you don't love me and you love him makes me feel great! Atleast I learned and I'm not the one to fuck people over anymore. Yeah I got played but I'll move on and find someone that loves me for me . Here's to a great day

[datkiddmikee]

You knew you didn't mean it.

You fed me lies for a whole ass fucking year. You have no idea what you did to me.

[datkiddmikee]

Oh you know you don't love him?

[datkiddmikee]

Really? Still? And we're soulmates? Wow.. honestly i give you props. It's impressive to lie at the level you did. You have a true talent.