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daughter-ofthe-king-blog · 9 years ago
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The Struggle
I’m sure it’s been obvious for awhile now. I’m struggling. The struggle is real and this is not a joke. I have been struggling day to day for quite some time now. I don’t want to get out of bed in the morning. I don’t want to do anything all day long. I’m content to lay in bed and just be. Existence is enough right now. But I need that to change. I want it to change. I don’t want every day to be a struggle any more. SO I’m being brutally honest right here and right now. In hopes that maybe this will hold me accountable. I need to ask for help. I realized this week that for my entire life I’ve felt like asking for help paints a negative picture of me. That somehow if I need to ask for help it means that I’m weak. Why else would I even need help? If I have to ask for help that must mean that I’m a burden. That I’m getting in someone else’s way. It sucks, like really really sucks to feel that way. But I’m making a choice, right now today, to change my way of thinking. If I don’t ask for help, I’m not going to last much longer. Burn out is coming closer every day in every aspect of my life and if I don’t ask for help now I won’t be able to ask for help later. This bleeds into every aspect of my life. I need to ask for help at work because I’m drowning. I need to ask for help from my kids because I need help at home to make my house function. I need to ask for help with my mental and emotional wellbeing because that is suffering.  I’ve been told that I can put on a real good show. I hide being overwhelmed really well, it’s a coping mechanism because I don’t want to appear weak. So if you see me and I seem okay, please. please please please. Ask me how I’m really doing. Chances are I might just burst into tears but at least then I can start asking for help. This is going to be a hard road. I am going to write so much more about this as I struggle through it. I don’t want to ask for help but the reality is that I need to. I hope my friends reading this will stand by me through this. I hope my family will stand strong with me. I hope that when I am able to reach out and ask for help that there will be people there to walk with me. I worry about these things but I can’t avoid it any longer.  I need help.
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You are doing so great!
Thanks for the inspiration @stateofstudy :)
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get to know me: [01/20] animated movies
You have forgotten who you are and so forgotten me. Look inside yourself, Simba. You are more than what you have become. You must take your place in the Circle of Life. Remember who you are. You are my son and the one true king. Remember who you are.
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take a warm shower. let every drop of water be a positive affirmation. you are great. you can do this.
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Ha I wish.
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‘When we run ahead of God, we run into trouble.’ -Fraser Young | Visit Sendable Quotes for more christianity quotes.
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