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May 29, 2020

I was so confused. I know there's something wrong with me. I-im so confused.. sometimes, i feel like im doing a lot for people I love, but ended up im doing nothing good. All I know that I dont even care about myself until they're trying to hurt me..

Im so guarded. I hate when they try to hurt me.. im not letting them to hurt me, its much okay if the pain came from me. When im being too bad, i want myself to suffer cos they dont deserve me.

I dont know if its the right thing to do. But all I know is someone needs to suffer. And that should be me.

I am cursed. I cant be happy around people. But I want to. I want to love and be loved. But maybe love is not for me. Maybe I dont deserve love. Maybe I dont even need it.

I had a great life. Lucky enough to be with a complete and healthy family.

I had a great love. I didnt know that great love comes in many forms. Im lucky to be loved by everyone that I want to love me.

I know that its being selfish to take my own life. But please understand that I am tired hurting people. I am tired trying my best and what I could to have a good relationship to anyone..

I tried my best to lift myself up to help people around me. I tried to be good to myself so i can be good to people around me. I tried to be good. Please believe me. But trying is not enough if God wants me in his side.

I feel like God did not want me to exist here. But I believe that He has a plan for me. And I should be with his side. I feel like He is calling me now.

God, im coming. I will come to you. Please take care of everyone I love. I cant take care of them, but please send someone who can.

I am yours. I'll be yours forever. See you soon.

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Hi everyone! Im Daisy 😉

✔️ Licensed Financial Advisor

✔️ Real Estate Specialist

✔️ Interior Decorator (Soon to be licensed IDr!)

I promise to..

- Give best advice. Financially, investment, property, design style and even for life ✨

- Be patient and guide you as your advisor

- Will bring you coffee when we meet.

I can..

- Make sure you’re in good hands!

PS. Im still human. But I always give my heart, soul, blood, tears to everything.

I know im trying to do what’s best. 💯

Happy to serve everyone. ❤️

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Pearl of the Orient (Perla del Mar de Oriente Sea)

I still remember my first design accent chair. I used my pinoy heart to this.

It is still in good condition by the way! But I lost the pillow that represents the pearl :(

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I always want to test myself if i can paint while im drunk. I guess I still can 😉

THIS ENHANCED COMMUNITY QUARANTINE GOT ME!!

At first I dont have any idea what im going to do with white and red paint. Took me 4 hours to finish this!

I don’t do portraits but for the sake of love. I did. For the first time 🥰

She appreciates it! I got kisses in return ❤️

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Happy to serve at Rawis Resort Hotel to be their Design and Landscape Consultant. ❤️😍

This is where Ambience and Comfort count most! Salamat sa baby back ribs na lunch araw araw 😍

Cafe renovation designed by me. Interior and Exterior.

SOON TO OPEN!

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My Pru Like UK Family!

Alexandrite 2 - TUSLIA - Team Ivan - Team D

Im so proud and happy being part of this leading insurance company! My heart will always crave for learnings from this family.

This was Team Ivan first Unit Meeting! We are growing fast!

My ass waiting for my clients while reviewing for board exams for Interior Designer! ✔️ Hardworking!?