dazedhypen

[dazedhypen]

kinda important announcement?

hello everyone!!! i've been inactive lately though i doubt anyone noticed bc i only have a few mutuals here, i also doubt that anyone will see this as soon as i post it?

the past few weeks i've been busy with studying and all but when i had the time to take a break, i spent that time thinking of stuffs that is pretty much connected to me being on tumblr =͟͟͞͞(꒪ᗜ꒪ ‧̣̥̇)

i've been on tumblr for like less than a year and during that time, i sometimes feel uneasy in some way?? that feeling is not bc i'm guilty or sumn ofc but bc i feel like who i am/how i behave on this app is kinda different than how i am irl ++ i know that this doesn't seem to be a big deal but recently it feels like i'm forcing myself to behave in a certain way too much and it leads me to think that i'm tricking people with a whole different personality

it honestly bothers me so much like how i exaggerate everything ranging from my personality to the way i type(?),, i feel like i'm rlly overdoing it with my constant use of kaomojis and many other things ☹️ while what i've mentioned above is true, ofc the way i've behaved on this app isn't always forced nor is it always different than me irl but it's more like i'm trying too hard to be someone who i'm not???

another thing that has been bothering me lately is that i've been having writer's block and since i rlly rlly love to write, it bothers me that i can't bc i'm constantly focused on my studies 24/7 and even when i have the time do write i'd always be distracted by other things

as much as i love writing, the past few months the writer's block are really getting to me and all i wanna do is write but as i mentioned, i'm unable to do so (ಥ﹏ಥ) usually its bc idk how to start the fic or most of the time bc i worry that it won't turn out well

i try to motivate myself to finish everything by posting that i'll be uploading a new fic but in the end it doesn't work out ++ even if i have the fic prepared but i'll always go back to reading it and be bothered by the quality of it,, i'm currently trying to improve my vocabulary, grammars and writing skills so i could post again but i rlly don't think it's working and i hate going through my blog then seeing so many of me rambling here and there, it looks so cluttered and messy ://

as a result of this i became a little bit stressed especially with my studies also happening rn,, i feel like i decided this a little too rashly?? but then i've thinking abt this long enough to not be considered as acting too rashly

i'm announcing that i'm no longer gonna be active on this blog, based on how i'm feeling i wanna sort of start over again on my new blog @hypesahi (can't tag it yet lol but do comment if u still wanna be moots on my other blog <3) also i won't be deactivating(?) this blog bc i rlly like my username and i rlly don't wanna lose so many things from here :((

i think that's all i have to say?? have a nice day/night whoever sees this <33 i won't be tagging anyone bc i'm not sure who to tag,, soooo 🤷🏻‍♀️🤷🏻‍♀️😭

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the card holder jay's dad signed! he was like "what would you need my autograph for?" while laughing but signed it anyways (๑>ᴗ<๑) i hope i get to meet him again next year for another autograph bc this one smudged sadly

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I TOOK PIC WITH JAY FROM ENHYPEN'S DAD AAAAAAA :(( he let me hold his enhypen lightstick when we took picture and he also signed my card holder though it's smudged rn (˵ˊᯅˋ˵)!! jay's dad was so friendly and nice like he treat everyone so wonderfully, he seemed so happy and smiled a lot,, truly one of the most wonderful person i've ever met ♡

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Monthly reminder from Kya ! You're beautiful Jam >:]

hii kyaaa!! (*°▽°*) thank you sm lovely for your monthly reminders <33 you're beautiful too in the inside and on the outside (❁´▽`❁)!!!!

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OMG INAAA (๑°꒵°๑)·*♡!!! I LUV THIS SO MUCH! i am actually rlly clumsy irl like i forget my glasses and run into glass doors or mistake a stranger for somebody i know 😭😭 I ABSOLUTELY LOVE WORDS OF ENCOURAGEMENT!!! hearing them r so comforting and makes me feel happy 🤍 simple dates r so my thing too!! my love language is quality time so wherever we go i wouldn't mind (*°▽°*)

hellloo ina!! i really love your theme is so pretty and your works too! like u r an underrated writer :3 anyways ship your moots w/ kpop idols :D (also can i be your 🤖 anon ehe)

AHHH THANK YOU ILYSM 🥹🥹 bout to start crying on the spot but OFC YOU CAN BE MY 🤖 ANON 🤧

i ship @nabinthegardnn with soobin.

idk she just gives me very soft vibes and i feel like she’d go well with soobin yk going on those really cheesy picnic dates and stuff and some Taylor swift song stuff like dancing in the refrigerator light 😭 yeah and they’d just click very well and most of their dates would be stay at home dates where they just cuddle and watch animes, maybe if they’re feeling more active they’d try to bake something but it won’t end very well 🤧

i ship @dazedhypen with jake.

i just think they’d be a clumsy kinda person? and i think they would go well with a puppy like golden retriever guy. jake would find them absolutely endearing and would give them head pats all of them whispering little words of encouragement when they’re having a hard time. and dates would be simple walks in the park and sitting by the fountain, during that, jake would literally stare at them very intensely, admiring them and they would have absolutely no clue about that since they’re looking at the scenery

i ship @wyynn with yoshi.

wyn also gives me very soft vibes and as we know, yoshi’s one of the softest ppl ever and they’d be the couple who would be so disgustingly sweet and constantly throwing compliments for each other. yoshi would absolutely pamper her and treat her like a princess like she deserves (ily wyn) yoshi is just such a gentleman and you two give me similar vibes. you’d go vintage shopping together and buy vinyl’s for each other (you two would have the same music taste), oh and ofc they’d make playlists for each other 🥹

i ship @ranblvd with jihoon.

i don’t really have a solid reason but i just know they’d be the couple like those couples online that everyone’s jealous of, yeah that’s them. jihoon would spoil her so much, bringing her out to shopping dates and having a romantic lunch at some fancy restaurant. they’d be together 24/7 and on casual days, jihoon would attempt to cook her something but fails so they just order takeout and watch movies together.

i ship @lov3niki with sunghoon.

okay she’s like really nice and humble and in contrast with sunghoon’s slightly narcissistic nature, she’d fuel his pride and constantly praise him for literally everything and he would be head over heels, literally in love bc ppl would usually find him annoying for that and there’d be a moment where it all clicks in his head and knows she’s the one. sunghoon would always compliment her and she’s his only exception, he’d only put down his pride for her and be an absolutely simp. and skating dates 😭😭 he’d be so worried for you falling and treat you like a porcelain vase and steal kisses while teaching her.

i ship @jwonsociety with ni-ki

i’m not that close with them yet so i don’t know much about them but i think they would be the enemies to lovers type of trope and the couple that would bully each other but wouldn’t survive a second without being in each other’s arms. they would just have a best friend like relationship yk young love they wouldn’t show it but they care so much for each other. dates would be like going to the arcade with ni-ki winning all the time and making fun of her for it just to give her many plushies from the claw machine at the end of the day.

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i went out for a little while today and the sky was pretty as always although it was cloudy since it's been raining lately (❁´▽`❁)

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hiii jam!!! i agree w ina (ˆ▽ˆ) school is v stressing though i know you can do it ! and also rest if you need it since mental health is very important <3 always drink a lot of water and sending some goodluckss and loveee (^_^)ヾ(^^ ) // also cutiee sahi + yoshi coming through

hii wynnn!! <3 sorry for the late replyyy but thank you sm for this (´ε｀ )♡ i'll make sure i get some rest whenever i can!!! sending you some love & goodluck too (^^)!!

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heyy jam! you’re probably busy atm and won’t be able to see this but just sending you a little cheer up message since it kinda seemed like you needed it 🤧 school is stressful but i believe in you and you can do this 🫶

inaaa :< 🤍🤍 you're seriously one of the sweetest person i've ever met and i appreciate you sm (๑˘･з･˘)♡ thank you sm for this message lovie, i'm taking a short break from all the stuffs i have to do and i really needed this!! you're truly an angel and ily ♡♡ i hope that you'll always be happy and only good things will happen to you, i also hope that every person you meet will always have good intentions and treat you the way you treat many others bc you deserve the best of the best <3

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tag game, get to know me! ☆

name: jam

sign: i'm not too fond of zodiac signs but my bday is on 19/2 so im a pisces

height: last time i checked i was around 155cm

time: 6:25pm

fav band / artists: treasure, fujii kaze, dosii, msftz, enhypen, bigbang, the weeknd, conan gray, mitski, taylor swift (+ more but these r the ones i especially listen to!!(

last movie + show: serendipity + friends

when did you create this blog: late 2021/early 2022 i think

what do i post: (mostly) rants & what goes on in my life, fics

other blog: vehlbet

do i get asks?: not too often but i do luv getting them! pls do talk to me if you want to <3 i'd love to get to know people!

average hours of sleep: 5-6hrs school days, 8-12hrs when there's no school

dream job: often change my mind bc there's so many jobs i like but rn i dream abt working in a hospital!!

dream vacation: i've always wanted to go to either finland or london or australiaaa <33 but tbh i'd rather spend my vacation at home

fav song atm: kaerou (fujii kaze), memories (conan gray), scared to live (the weeknd), summertime sadness (lana del rey), gorgeous (taylor swift)

thank u sm for tagging me wyn ٩(๑> ₃ < )۶♡!!!!! @wyynn

tagging! @ssssachi @sfthyuka @ksunwooqt @yjwriki @koishua + anyone who'd love to join! <3

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i finally went outside today!! (went outside not to school and went outside only in the car) also took some pics bc the sky looked rlly nice today and it hasn't been raining that much lately hehe (´▽`ʃƪ)♡

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Monthly reminder ... !!! Kya says you're beautiful Jam~♡

kyaaa!! (˶′◡‵˶)♡ i love you and your lovely monthly reminders <3 tysm luvie!!! reminder that you're beautiful in so many ways too!!

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omg ur carrd is soo pretty (ﾟ∇^d)

thank you sm wyn!! ๑>ᴗ<๑ yours are more prettier and so cute too ♡

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hiii jam!! hows school :0 also how are you? just stopping by to ask you that (^u^) newayss hope you’ll have an amazing day~

wyn hiii!! school is rlly rlly great tbh i surprisingly like going to school nowadays ٩̋(๑˃́ꇴ˂̀๑) but i have three days off from school so i'm spending my time reading books and watching movies!!!! also i'm doing well ෆ˙ᵕ˙ෆ tysm for asking luv <33 how about you?? + and have a wonderful day to you too!!

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🎶✨when u get this u have to put 5 songs u actually listen to, publicly. then, send this ask to 10 of your favorite followers (non-negotiable, positivity is cool)🎶✨

gorgeous by taylor swift, kaerou by fujii kaze, glimpse of us by joji, love by stayc, u by treasure ٩(๑˃◡˂๑)۶

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ship your moots with k idols! 😎

ship my moots w/ k idols? :o i'm gonna do this platonically w/ moots who i've interacted with a lot!!! and might be short bc i only interact with a few people hehe (❁´◡`❁)

@sunoo-bby ✦ i think i see kya with either seongmin or mashiho!! they're so cute and i think a wonderful person like kya would get along well with them hehe >< although i see them as these tiny cute people who makes others feel happy just by their presence, when they speak they can be rlly funny aswell!!! i think their dynamics would be rlly cute!! ╰(*´︶  `*)╯♡

@wyynn ✦ definitely with asahi!!! wyn is vv good at photography imo and it reminds me of asahi hehe and i feel like wyn & sahi together would be rlly cute!! plus they use the cutest kaomojis that suits their personality and i find that so lovely (´▽`ʃƪ)♡ can totally see them getting along!!

@ssssachi ✦ sachi.. would fit well with jaehyuk?? ㆆ﹏ㆆ bc i feel like they give off the same vibes and would actually get along well 😭😭 it's like together you'd be seeing two sachis or two jaehyuks?? plus i love both of them <3 it would be fun to have them around!!

@sfthyuka ✦ i see ruby with soobin, i have no idea why?? (ll๐ ₃ ๐) i just get that feeling after interacting with ruby so many times but yes definitely soobin!! people who make me feel comfy and at ease when interacting w/ them!!! <3

@trsrina ✦i haven't interacted with ina a lot but i get this vibes from them that they'd get along with jungwon??? =͟͟͞͞(꒪ᗜ꒪ ‧̣̥̇) same like ruby i just rlly get that strong feeling that they'd rlly get along with wonnie 😮

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IM STUPID I FORGOT ABT THE MONTHLY REMINDERS !!! TT MONTHLY REMINDER JAM YOURE BEAUTIFUL !!!! ♡♡♡♡

KYA LOVIEEE!!!! TYSM FOR THIS HEHE <33 I LOVE YOUUUU ٩(๑˃◡˂๑)۶♡

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I love you 🤭

i just woke up & this put me in a rlly good mood >< !!!!! and although i have no idea who you might be, AWW i love you too anon!! (´▽`ʃƪ)♡