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3 Reasons Why

He is worth the wait.

He is worth the time.

He is the reason why.

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Ugh.

“Her heart wasn’t broken, but her mind was. And it was so much worse.”

— Sophia Carey

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“I’m fond of you as I’ve never been of anyone or thing in the world.”

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Leonard Woolf

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I Love You All. You guys will never know how grateful I am to you all. Back in 2014 I almost killed myself but then Ivanna and these blogs happened. Ever since that day, I dedicated my life to the love of my life Ivanna and all you wonderful people. 

Thank you. I genuinely can’t thank you enough for supporting me and my blogs on your dash. 

I know how much hard work goes into running an active blog, so I must take this opportunity to thank all literature and quote blogs. 

Thank You!

we love and respect you @violentwavesofemotion ,  @larmoyante , you guys are amazing and @quotemadness I always thought you are pretty smart for doing what you did and we are not half as mad as you may think we are, Just keep on sharing mate, after all, we do this to spread the power of words and quotes. 

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“There is no perfect ending to a relationship. No magic formula. Just a silent scream as they rip your fucking heart out”

— Michael Faudet, Bitter Sweet Love (via dil-e-be-ikhtiyaar)

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It’s okay to feel sad. In fact, it’s completely normal. Embrace your sadness, cry it out, but most importantly, surround yourself with good people. You may have lost one of the most important people in your life, but you have your family and/or your friends and they will always be there for you. Let them shower you in kindness and know that everything may feel awful now, but things will get better. You do have support, and you’re not alone.

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To The Man I Cannot Unlove

There are nights days when I can’t sleep, so I rely on the thought of you to keep me company through another night day of insomnia. As the ringing silence of emptiness exists in my heart, you come in my head like the memory a mother has of her newborn child – precious and unreal. You walk past all of the walls I have built around myself and let them crumble down to the ground as you reach out your hand to touch my back. All those just to ruin and recreate me. All those just to remind me, “We will never be.”

You see, I never knew that there could be a kind of love that can lead one person to self-destruct. Or perhaps I just got too distracted with you to even realize my own downfall. I got too amazed watching an angel walk by me in person to even notice myself headed to the darkness of my mind. Where are you now when I want to see heaven? Where are you now when I want to believe in something?

I don’t know how to say this, but I really love you so much. Seeing you made my day, watching you laugh tickled my heart with joy, and hearing your voice fooled me into thinking that everything’s alright even though it wasn’t.

You made me feel like loving you was being in heaven, but in reality, it was falling from heaven and landing on shards.

All I could see was what’s great, but not what could hurt me.

While I was drowning in my feelings for you, I was headed toward my misery. I hate myself while I wrote read poems about you, cry myself to sleep while I imagined an us. My attention was with you while I was dying inside. I’m not blaming you.

I want to thank you for giving me joy during those difficult times.

When I can’t sleep, I wonder, “If you had known me back then, would there have been a chance of you falling for me or would I have just been pathetic to you?” Because, I swear, I can be something more. I am more than an insecure and shy girl.

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You Deserve A Love You Don’t Have To Question

We all talk about what we deserve like it’s this concrete thing. If I could live the rest of my life without ever hearing, “We accept the love we think we deserve,” it wouldn’t be soon enough. Not that I fully disagree. But it starts to get tiring, this idea of deserving. Who am I to say what anyone else deserves? Especially when it comes to matters of the heart. But what I do know is love shouldn’t make you question yourself. And you deserve to know that. You deserve a chance to find that out. A love that’s secure doesn’t mean it’s boring. Everyone is obsessed with spontaneity (because it’s great, sure), but being comfortable with someone is just as powerful. I’d take knowing someone is going to be there, that they’re going to continuously show up, over wild adventure any day. Sometimes, we love people who make us insecure. We’re hungry for their validation and we’ll put our own needs on hold. We never fully settle in because, down deep, we know love should be easier than this. When it’s right, you won’t be swimming in doubts. You won’t be consumed with what-ifs when you try to fall asleep at night. You won’t worry about expiration dates or if you should plan trips together. Everything won’t feel so unclear. You owe it to yourself to have the kind of love that sticks around. Something mutual, something that feels safe and taken care of. The kind of feeling that only increases with strength the longer you’re together. Find a love that makes you a better person. Someone who encourages you to grow, but also loves who you are right now. You deserve a love that won’t keep you up worrying. You deserve a love that feels like home. A love that is certain. A love that makes sense.

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Everyone Thinks We’re Wrong For Each Other, But They Just Don’t Understand

They don’t know. They don’t know that I’ve waited my entire life to meet you. That I’ve wondered what you were like. That I’ve dreamt about who we would be together. They don’t know that now that you’re here, I’m becoming a person I never knew I could be. They don’t know. Or maybe they do. But if they did they wouldn’t tell us not too. To not love you simply because they’re afraid I’ll get hurt. Or that I’ll hurt you. Or that we’ll self-destruct together. They don’t want us to get so lost in each other that we won’t be able to find our way back. And they’re just as worried as I am that we’re only temporary. That this is only temporary. They don’t know about the conversations we have that make us see a future together. If they did, they’d never question our intentions. They would let us be and let us figure out what we’re doing as partners rather than strangers. They would let us grow together, and individually, because this love is something that’s made for both of us. Not anyone else. What I do know is this; we’re supposed to be here. We’re supposed to be right here, right now doing this. Doing this thing together. And you need the inspiration that I can provide just like I need the relaxation that comes just from being around you. I know that we’re meant to tell each other our secrets late at night and encourage each other to follow our dreams. That while we’re both completely lost right now, we’re also found because we found this and we’re doing this. Together. They don’t know about the doubt. The doubt that we’re both feeling because it feels too right. It does feel too right doesn’t it? Like sometimes when it’s just the two of us and we’re talking about nothing, everything in the universe is aligned. But they do know about our struggles. They do know how we’ve managed to fall so fast so quick that we’ve almost skipped the initial phase of just getting to know each other. We’ve gotten so deep, so fast that they’re scared it’ll fizzle out. And what if it does? What if we wake up one day and realize that we did everything in fast forward and it’s too hard to go back now? Back to when things were just us and just this. They also know how much I can’t figure out how to believe that I’m enough for you. That I’m worried that when I see that distant look in your eye, that you’re thinking about what you’re missing out on. And it’s not anything you’ve done because you’ve been nothing but there, but just my own insecurities reminding me how every time before you and every time I felt this before, it was ended in my heart break. But they don’t know you. They don’t know how amazing you are in your own right. They don’t know that all I can think about is you. That everything that you represent for me is hope. That you came at a time when I needed you the most. That you taught me and are still teaching me patience. You’re teaching me that I should always keep the faith. Faith that no matter what, this is going to work out the way it should. That’s between you and me. Our secret. Our secret to keep and whisper to each other. What’s between you and me is so much better than what everyone else thinks they know. Because it is all speculation on their part. That they know better than us. That they see the end. Even if they’re right and this ends with us both in complete and utter pain, we know that we had to do this. We had to give us a chance. Because us was better than you or I alone. They don’t know about our love but we do. And that’s enough for us.

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Love Can Be A Lot Of Things, But It Is Always Good.

You see me with your eyes. You truly, undeniably, see me into my core. My soul has for once felt noticed, adored, and appreciated due to your eyes.

They all said it would happen at a time when I least expected it. I have to say that I didn’t see you coming; you actually came out of nowhere, if nowhere was Heaven. These past few weeks of knowing you has taught me how worthy I am. You love me with those endearing eyes. Those eyes unravel every piece of who I am and I’ve never felt so complete while the pieces of myself ravel onto the floor.

Weeks. Just weeks.

Weeks are all it took for me to feel what I believe people search lifetimes for. Up until the day before I knew you I was one of those explorers. With you, I feel as though I am the most traveled. I have seen what a selfless love looks like from watching the way your eyes meet mine. Your eyes study my face as though I am a piece of art to be appreciated and taken in for exactly what it is.

I want everyone to feel what I feel when you look at me.

I see the best version of myself when I look at you. I see my future. I see looking at you in the car after our wedding night ends and our life begins, grabbing your face to kiss you, knowing how sweet that moment will be. I see jumping into your arms after we see a little check mark that indicates we’ll have something that is an equal mixture of you and me. I see sleeping in on Sundays, watching how the sun runs across your face and feeling in awe I get to have you as a partner. I see taking drives where my hand can’t find itself away from being intertwined in yours, listening to the melody that created us, and exchanging soft smiles.

I see a lifetime that brings tears to my eyes because of how loved I am going to be. How worthy I am going to feel.

My darling, my lovely and precious soul, I promise to never take you for granted. I promise to love you with my eyes as you love me with yours. I see my whole world when I look at you. I see what the people mean when they say you’ll just know. From the first conversation we had it was an instant feeling of affirmation. You are it and to be honest, you always have been.

Love can be a lot of things. Love can be messy, unpredictable, heart wrenching, and too good to be true. Although, with you, I have learned that love can just be a good thing. I am going to spend the rest of my waking days to give back to you the love that you have given to me.

Those eyes, your beautiful and endearing eyes, thank you for loving me with them. Thank you for choosing me for I promise to choose you every day.

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I am not the first person you loved. You are not the first person I looked at with a mouthful of forevers. We have both known loss like the sharp edges of a knife. We have both lived with lips more scar tissue than skin. Our love came unannounced in the middle of the night. Our love came when we’d given up on asking love to come. I think that has to be part of its miracle. This is how we heal. I will kiss you like forgiveness. You will hold me like I’m hope. Our arms will bandage and we will press promises between us like flowers in a book. I will write sonnets to the salt of sweat on your skin. I will write novels to the scar of your nose. I will write a dictionary of all the words I have used trying to describe the way it feels to have finally, finally found you. And I will not be afraid of your scars. I know sometimes it’s still hard to let me see you in all your cracked perfection, but please know: whether it’s the days you burn more brilliant than the sun or the nights you collapse into my lap your body broken into a thousand questions, you are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. I will love you when you are a still day. I will love you when you are a hurricane.

Clementine von Radics, Mouthful of Forevers  (via wordsnquotes)

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All of us are better when we are loved.

Alistair MacLeod, No Great Mischief (via wordsnquotes)

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But in her eyes, I saw eternity.

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Watching Ride Along 2

– View on Path.

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Cafe Mary Grace | #vsco #vscophilippines

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It’s called mind over matter. If we don’t mind, it doesn’t matter.

Emma Donoghue, Room  (via wordsnquotes)

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Zoé Alalouch rocks the all black trend, wearing cropped jeans and a tomboy style oversized tee.

Top: Zara, Jeans: Monki, Sneakers: Golden Goose.