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i came to my room at 7am and it is so refreshing
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Tohoshinki + Forever Love at the 20th Anniversary LIVE TOUR ~ZONE~
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my bff is a gorgeous woman with an unreal face card, and her body is perfect in every way. i love her so much, if you couldn’t already tell. but whenever I see those ‘beautiful women and their ugly fat bffs’ type of posts, I can’t stop myself from thinking, oh… this is us. It’s hard to love yourself. I feel like a goblin
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i was watching vids i took w my friends and i felt like i am always "up". like even when im tired i dont act tired. when im sad i try to cover it. they can ask, want or mention anything and ill answer in a second, im always there mentally. thats insane
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Changmin + Ai♡Scream! (愛♡スクリ~ム!) at SMTOWN 2025 in Tokyo
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hey yall today i’ve bought Poet Artist. It’s so beautiful (and another album from a solo artist), but I can’t bypass that feeling I get when i buy albums (i only have 4 albums now btw lollll why do i talk like i buy 5 albums per week).
i don’t know if it’s internalized guilt about spending money on my interests/hobbies. Idk idk. Back in high school, I felt the exact same feeling when I bought new art supplies like watercolor palettes, it felt like i wouldn’t be using them as much as I’d paid for them.
I don’t know if that makes sense.
but I can tell I should not feel bad or guilty about spending my own money on things that make me happy (or should normally make me happy?).
I don’t know how to explain this feeling, but yeah, i wanted to buy albums because I’m abroad, and I bought two albums. I also listen to both of them, so it was not just an “oh it has a cute pc in it” type of spend, hey have songs I really like and listen to. so.. that's okay i guess?? Pffffffff overthinking makes my hair gray
#i kno ive already wrote about this feeling before when i wanted a tvxq album from my sister#but i did not expect to feel it now while im buying it on my own too#irdc if this makes sense or not 🤡 i feel this way so could not stop myself from writing about it#idil.txt
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i'm a loser bc ive spent money on superstar smtown

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tbh i just dont care anymore


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