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I love you and I love you so goddamn much

Let me look at you

Let me look at you while the moon is going up in the sky and the sun is still setting

Let me look at you while you look down at your phone screen smiling

Let me look at you before I loose my sight

Let me look at you

Let me admire you

Let me love you a little more today

Let me just be with you a little longer

Let me love you a little longer

Let me just be with you for today

Let me just be with you for as long as you have time

Let me be with you while you sleep

Let me be with you when you are awake,

Let me be the first to see your face and the last to see before I go to bed

Let me just

You know....

Hold you, love you, adore you for as long as I breathe

As long as I live

And for as long as my heart beats

Let me just

You know.....

Be with you

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I miss you. I miss you a little more than I thought I would. Today when I heard your voice after a long time i went weak on my knees, my body was trembling and my heart was thumping really hard and really fast. Tears rolled down my eyes.

And in that moment I literally saw you in front of my eyes, smiling back at me. I felt you even if it was just for a minute, but I felt you.

I miss you a lot. I wish you would come back really soon and hug me really tight. ☺

I hope you are fine and taking care of yourself. Because if you are fine then I too am fine. ❤

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Kaisi ajeeb si baat hai

Jis insaan ko dekhne ke liye, unse baat karne ke liye, unhe mehsoos karne ke liye tadap jaati hu bikhar jaati hu unke paas vakt nahi

Aur jinse baat karne ka koi khayal nahi vo kambakht khud aate hai baat karne

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If I write something, will you read it?

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Why on this earth with so many people, I met you and I fell for you, I felt for you,I cared for you, I prayed for you, I longed for you

And I loved you

And I also know ..............

that you will never be mine

That you will never love me

That you will never care for me

And that I will never matter to you

Every hair on your body, every teeth in your mouth, every bone every ligament, every bit of you matters to me

And my very presence is a problem to you

The sound of me

The name of me

The feel of me suffocates you

And none of the pain that I feel matters to you

Not even the death of me

And you know what is the saddest part? The saddest part is that the love I feel around you, you don't even have for me

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If only I could hold you, hold you so tight and never let you go.

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I hope you take care of yourself. I hope you enjoy. I hope you feel less cold and I hope you don't remember me at all. Which I know you won't but still.

Take care.

Lots and lots and lots of love to you❤

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Aur tumko ek baat bataau. Jis mohabbat ke liye tum taras gai ho, vo mohabbat karne ki humko ijaazat bhi nahi hai. Dard iss baat ka hota hai ki

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My love for you is not bound in words. I will never find the right words to describe how I feel about you.

I just want you to know that my love for you is not selfish. My love for you will not bound you in anyway.

My love is not strong.It is not strong enough to make you feel loved.

But I love you anyways. And will always do.

My love doesn't have any expectations from you. I just want that you should talk to me. And you do. ❤

I want you to be happy. I really do. And I want that you get all that you want in life. ❤

Everything! All of it! Just the way you want!❤

Love, love and lots of love to you😊

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Kaise bataau aapko ki aapko dekh kar kitna sukoon milta hai, kitni khushi hoti hai. Every time I feel so exhilarated, but I control my emotions and act like, you know, ha theek hai. But you do give me a lot of happiness. The very sight of you. I really love you. I love you so much. I wish I had the privilege to express my love for you more freely. I wish I could hug you, cuddle with you, caresse your hair, your face and hope that you will feel good. But I hold back everything. I am not complaining at all about anything. I am just saying. For me the only fact that really matters is that you talk to me. And that's enough!

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I don't know if you feel the same way. But I have always had this thought and a very strong feeling that you and I make a good team. Like even as individuals we would do really good but you know if we worked together the amount of time to be successful will reduce down a lot.

There are quite a few differences that we have but overall we make a good team. We do! ❤

I believe so.

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Hume tumse pyaar kitna

Ye hum nahi jaante

Magar jee nahi sakte tumhaare bina

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I just feel a little miserable right now. Actually a lot miserable. I want to hug you, I really really want to hug you like really tight. I want to talk to you.

But I know.

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Aisa nahi hai ki mere paas kehne ko kuch nahi hai, par mujhe chup rehna hi theek lagta hai

Dar hai ki kahi mere mooh khol dene se aapki saans na phul jaaye aur aap vapas kachre ke dabbe mai mujhe fek ke chale jao

Bohot kuch kehna hai, par phir aapse thodi si baat karne se hi sukoon mil jaata hai to baat kehne ki himmat nahi hoti

Bohot dard hota hai, bohot zyada dard hota hai ye jaan ke ki aap ke liye mai mujhe chod ke jaana bohot aasan hai

Bohot dar lagta hai par fir khud ko ye kehke mana leti hu ki aap ho. Abhi aap ho. Mujhe girne nahi doge. Mujhe sambhal loge. Mujhe takleef se bacha loge. Meri har kahi-unkahi baat sun loge,

Aur kabhi gale laga kar mere aansu bhi rok loge

Bas yahi kehti hu khud ko ki aap ho abhi to aap bas ho.

Aap mujhe bacha loge.

Aur mujhe pata hai aur yakeen bhi hai.

Aapki Pyaari ❤

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I know I am always going to be the easy option to walk out on

I know that it won't matter to you how will I feel about it

I know you hug me back only out of courtesy

I know that you don't feel anything at all

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I am really happy that I am taking my most treasured, most precious and most favorite person with me in 2018.

I know you are there.

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Mai chahti thi to chali jaati

Par nahi gai

Aapse door jaane ki himmat na thi na hai na kabhi hogi

Par shayad iss baar kuch aisi uljhan hui hai jo shaayad nahi suljegi

Jaante to ho aap par fir bhi kehti hu aapse bohot pyaar karti hu aur aapko khush dekhne se bada sukoon nahi hai

Fir bhale hi vo khushi aapko mujhse door rehne mai mile

Iss baar mera door jaana hi theek hai

Aapko takleef na dena chahti hu na takleef mai dekhna chahti hu

Mera dard? Mere dard ka to kya hai na kabhi kam hua tha , na hoga

Par ye baat ka sukoon hoga ki aap theek ho

Galat mat samajna mujhe , sirf aapko khush dekhna chahti hu ☺