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It all feels ok until you lay down & try to sleep

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Dude you caught it, do good with it.

Slow down.

You got this

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hurt. then heal. then let it go

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I notice every little thing.

Every change.

Every slip up.

Every change in tone.

For everyone.

I’m not crazy.

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I literally can’t get any of it out of my head.

Why did they say all of that to me?

I’m on my last straw 😔

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I’ve never heard such hurtful things towards me

now I have to find ways to forget them

and God had the audacity to play around and give me days alone soon.

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breathe

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People seem to waste their time on you alot darling. Seem to me that you end up feeling more for them before they realize they don’t want to deal with you and I can’t blame them because you seem to be alot for every to handle

Thanks.

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Never needed anybody, just nice to have somebody

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domsli22

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I wanna fucking scream in her face that I fucking miss her.

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Imagine being up so high with a beautiful view and you have to leave because you got an extreme urge to jump off.

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That’s one way to show me. I get the hint.

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There’s days where I have absolutely no idea what to do with all of my built up pain and confusion. I am so tired of pretending I am okay and having no one to talk to.