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god he’s beautiful.

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SNOWCROW UNI AU DUMP!!

all of these are reposts from my twitter, and some never seen before doodles :p ive got so many brain rot for this au but i dont have the time to draw them with me being a uni student myself, so i'll use this as an outlet to yap

ofc yes snowcrow are roomies duhhhh. the other boys are included as well but its primarily focused on snowcrow. both of them are nerds, sy just doesnt fit in the stereotype appearance wise. he also rarely leaves his room (bc hes in IT) so hes mostly wearing nothing but his optimus prime boxers. zayne has 5 outfits maximum and repeats the same ones depending on the day, and its either a collared button up shirt or a hoodie. all his pants are identical except for one pair of jeans he wears for special occasions aka going to the mall

in this au, zayne's autism shines more. he's more clumsy and awkward and doesnt get social cue. naive at some times, ESPECIALLY when it comes to ppl tryna hit on him. sy is less macho suave here, chillaxed in a teen core way and an idrgaf attitude. much more of a loser too. and more immature (in comparison to his canon self)

their dorm room: a disaster. its a 2 pax room so both their beds are singles across from each other. only two weeks into the semester sy's space is already full of his stuff to the point he cant even sleep on his bed. robot stuff from his club, personal collection of trinkets and other stuff he COULD throw out but doesnt want to bc he's a hoarder. so now he either sleeps on the floor or on zayne's bed. usually on zayne's bed when he's out for class during day time since his own classes are at night. zayne didnt mind but it meant sy owes him so sy buys him a lot of stuff especially sweet treats and mixue. he also has to drive him everywhere on his motorcycle. "i wanna go to that dessert shop" "you mean the one thats deep in the city full of traffic and hidden in between the alleyways where u have to go through the 7 layers of hell for parking?" "yes" "..................kay."

pets!! sy had mephisto even before entering uni. then later adopted a bearded dragon named bartholomew, mew or bartie for short. zayne took in a stray black cat from the streets. cats rarely like him so when this one didnt run away, immediate adoption. claudius galenus is his name after a greek philosopher, galen for short. obv sy made fun of his name choices, but then again he named a bird after the devil and a reptile "bartholomew". theyre both idiots. sy also enjoys finding random geckos or lizards, and frogs, and snakes. he'd probably own a scarab too. but zayne never allowed those bc galen is a gluttonous hell spawn and eats everything. at one point he started chewing on sy's mattress. no, pets are not allowed in dorms. they got off with a warning the first time. so every time theres even a hint of a spontaneous dorm check, sy asks his mom to babysit their kids. his mom being the sweetheart she is helped them out, though she wondered if her son will ever grow up and be at least acceptable in a professional setting bc she cant imagine him having a corporate career with the way he is now.

money. zayne has a scholarship and during their dorm year, it was easy to live on. he didnt have many assignments that needed money to be spent on, and he was never the shopping type, for clothes or other stuff he cant eat anyways. but ever since they moved out to rent an apartment, money got tighter. sure both his parents are doctors and has no problem giving him extra pocket money, but he prefers to not burden them. so he now he part times at a vet as the clerk! easy click clacking on the monitor job and he gets to meet cute animals. sylus doesnt have a scholar but he's applying for one. in the meantime he gets his money from a website he runs. what website? no one knows. is it legal? most likely no. zayne assumed the site is just an illegal movie streaming platform with how sylus always invites him to watch a new movie on his laptop seconds after its release. but he could be running more than one.

neither of them have that of an exciting social life. theyre either nerding out in their room, or taking a mindless stroll to reconnect with nature. sylus collecting rocks and yapping about the history (or drama) of the british royal family and explaining how the monarchy works, zayne identifying different types of clouds and pulling out candy from his pockets every 10 minutes (they never seem to run out). though at one point, sylus knew how important this stage of their life is. theyre not gonna be young forever and they needed friends, people to socialize with and make connections, mingle with people their age. zayne didnt mind having sy as his only friend, but he did think it would be nice to have a small clique. also the networking thing is important too. so whenever theres an event or festival, they'd always go out with intentions to meet people. it was NOT easy. 1. they dont know how to start a conversation without being too pushy or awkward. 2. they both have resting bitch faces and above 6 ft which makes them seem intimidating. 3. even if they did manage to chat with someone, they would quickly realize how different they were from them. most people who join these social events have **been** social, already in big group of friends that go out partying, clubbing, drinking yadda yadda. not that there's anything wrong with that, it's just a very unfamiliar territory for these two nerds who rarely (or during this point, never) let themselves touch alcohol, couped up in their room with a pigeon, a lizard and whatever the hell galen is, watching pirated movies while wearing matching rocky and bullwinkle socks. so after every attempt at making friends, they'd always walk back to their dorm, just the two of them.

are they dating? no. not yet at least. but do they like each other romantically? maybe. i can vouch for sy tho. the first time he saw zayne he was already smitten by how handsome he was. handsome, but not well put together. baggy clothes, his glasses were slightly crooked, looks like he doesnt know what hair gel is. he didnt know if he was even attracted to men, he did know zayne was the most interesting person he's ever met so far. he brushed it off, thinking its just simple admiration. even if it was a crush, it wasnt a big deal. tho as their friendship grew, he got bolder, casually flirting with him from time to time, just because. zayne being the dumbass he is caught none of it. if sy ever reached out to hold his hand, he's like "oh yeah cool bestie activities" or if he gives a quick peck on the cheek before leaving for class "he must be in a good mood haha" or if he stares longingly while zayne yaps about the history of styrofoams, scooching closer, leaning a bit too close, trying to memorize every detail of zayne's face as if he recognized him from a different life, one where theyre both soul bound, sharing the same last name, melting into each other every night "oh wow he's a really good listener".

yk maybe they are dating. zayne just didnt know about it until it was too late.

that's all i have for now!! sem break is right around the corner so i'll expand this au then :)) pray for me final assessment is biting me in the ass im an animation student and i regret everything

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Samuuu come get your mannnnn

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"That place and person—I've already found them."

Happy Sylus Day! ❤️❤️

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american satan

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wishing all transphobes a very beaten with hammers this pride month

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This year for pride month I want trans people to be alive. Thank you.

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sunny days (hyuka)

GENRE. fluff.

PAIRINGS. huening kai x reader

WORD COUNT. 0.8k.

SYNOPSIS. you and huening kai have been "dating" and he takes your first kiss.

WARNINGS. slight dominance. the kiss could be read as non-consensual, but the reader is fully into it!!

NOTE. wrote this for my bestie's birthday and thought i'd share it with you all <3 (inspired by those pepero game clips... my god).

You don’t know when monthly picnics became a thing between you and Kai, but now it’s impossible to imagine things being any different. However, as autumn transitions into winter, you’ve been prioritizing indoor activities, and because the weather has been so unstable, this month’s picnic wasn’t a sure thing.

Now, hanging out with Kai at least once a week was a sure thing. At first, planning these “dates” was extremely stressful (neither of you would dare to call them that, at least out loud, but you both knew that’s exactly what they were); but eventually, you learned to adapt when it came to plans, and you shared the responsibility of figuring out what to do whenever the time to meet up was. 

After being unsure of whether you could have your monthly picnic or not, the weather was kind enough to allow you to continue the tradition of getting delicious food and looking at the scenery. Sometimes Kai played some music for you (usually when he had an upcoming gig with his band), and others, you busied yourself with reading whatever book you were into at the moment (whenever he’s not feeling too chatty, he makes you read to him, only to fall asleep as you do. The adorable shithead).

This time, the picnic falls on Pepero Day, so you make sure to buy his favorite flavor, as you’re on snack duty for this one. As usual, you both set up, talk about everything and nothing before you start snacking. It’s not until you’re eating some chocolate Pepero that you notice Kai has been staring at you.

“Do you want some?” You ask, tilting the box towards him, but without paying a lot of attention to him. 

Even though you don’t discuss whether you’re a couple or not, you’re both fairly touchy with each other. His lying on your lap is such a normal occurrence that when he sits up and presses the entire side of his body to yours, it feels as natural as breathing. If anything, when you hang out and your skin is not in contact with his, it feels like you’re missing a limb. Maybe he feels the same way, too. You’d never dare to ask.

“Sure.” Kai replies, inching closer to you and biting the end of the stick you were munching on. The action takes you so off guard that all you can do is widen your eyes and stare at him, befuddled.

“What the heck, Kai?” You sputter out after you finish the cookie.

Kai doesn’t say anything, he just looks at you. The light catches in his eyes makes them appear lighter than they really are. After a while, he mutters, “Give me another one.”

Once again, you try to hand him a cookie straight from the box. He takes it, but instead of eating it, he offers it to you. Confused, you go take a bite of it, but he doesn’t let you. 

“Place it between your lips, I want to try something.” 

At this point, you’re so flustered that your brain is starting to short-circuit. And yet, you comply. The shadow of a smirk tugs at his lips at your obedience, and he leans closer to you, taking in the opposite end of the cookie until your lips are touching. 

It is then when you forcefully bite down, nearly taking his lip in the process. You pull back abruptly to stare at him, bewildered. Kai knows you’ve never kissed anyone. You’ve spoken about this before. So why would he try to pull this stunt, if not because he…

“I’m sorry. I’ve been dying to kiss you, I didn’t know how to… say so.”

Had he been someone else, this would’ve sent you spiraling – but the truth is that you long for his lips on yours more than you can actually put into words; so you don’t speak. You just look at him, hoping he gets the hint, and he does. 

His long fingers caress your cheek before snaking behind your neck. Kai tugs softly at your hair as he positions you. The second your lips part slightly, a shaky breath escaping you, he takes that as his cue to actually dive for your lips. Carefully, yes, but also ravenously. Like a starving man. You don’t know what to do, your inexperience looming in the back of your head, ready to reduce you to an anxious mess, but if there’s a quality that Kai possesses, is being a good teacher. 

He licks, prods and bites; leads the way with his soft lips and never allows you to feel like you’re doing a bad job. Once he’s had his fill, he pulls away from you, eyes gazing adoringly into yours. 

“How was that for a first kiss?”

Maybe you wouldn’t mind him taking your last.

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Yapping yapping girl he ain't listening

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Close inspection

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drowsy 🪼

— (rafayel)

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my baby my babyyyy or however it goes

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I know he’s got a thing for legs 😌

P.S. Don’t try this in real life 🙅‍♀️stay focused when you’re driving

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i love sylus i love sylus hes a loverboy hes a papa hes a programmer hes a big capable leader hes a gamer hes a car enthusiast hes a yearner hes a boxer a fighter hes a stray caretaker hes an ancient beast who gave half his soul to you to be bound to you for all eternity transcending life death and rebirth hes a nerd and hes HOT

OH I LOVE HIM

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I just want Carmy to be pathetically in love with Syd all of S4 and her kind of starting to get it that he's been into her this entire time when she's told herself he only associates her with the restaurant.

There are not many things with greater comedic potential than a man willing to be a fool for love.

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!!! haikyuu movie !!!

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