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i love pretty girls

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we used to be so scandalous

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don’t forget about me next snowfall

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i’m working on it

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im shy

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if the world ends at least we’re safe together

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i think shelly duvall was really beautiful as wendy torrance

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Ive seen greatness.

A pale blue flower standing tall amongst dried up branches

Ive seen greatness

A dancer, nude and unapologetic, gyrating for pocket change.

Ive seen greatness.

A joke regurgitated for the joy of a new crowd.

A mother who loves unconditionally

A brother replacing his father.

A film that made me feel less alone.

I've seen greatness.

I rendered myself insane

Scribbling through dusk

Wanting. Envying. Desiring to be like my heroes.

I burdened my mind with thoughts of incompetence.

Incoherent with a glass of cognac and a cigarette, to do as they did.

I wanted to be just like them.

Just for someone to look at me one day and think

I've seen greatness.

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Protests Los Angeles May 2020

Photographed by Elan Alexander

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Death by Hanging (1968), dir. Oshima Nagisa