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Nu astepta prea mult de la sfârsitul lumii [Do not expect too much from the end of the world] (Radu Jude, 2023)

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somehow i am very fortunate & nothing can kill my positive spirit but you would never be able to guess this from my blog alone

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Scott Pommier

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want to buy an apartament with credit want to take care of my health want to get my deviated septum fixed to get another job to move city to buy a car to move country for a bit

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my beautiful wonderful amazing boyfriend who is doing Q&As at film festivals and is being the most humble person in the world. fuck.

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considering marriage more than considering a job with a pension fund

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romaine brooks, "angels feed the saint's donkey," 1930, pencil on paper

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R.I.P. Alice Notley, a poet and a true poster

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there are so many things i want to learn like growing my own food, fermentation and pickling, interior decoration, woodwork, hand combat. i have been so slowly understanding my body so i feel a shift in focus on outward activities. but life looks like a fast forward collage that is impossible to pause

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Åsgårdsreien / The Wild Hunt (1872) - Peter Nicolai Arbo

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A sample of W.B. Yeats’ original ritual notebooks for the Hermetic Order of the Golden Dawn.

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This reminds me of that time last summer when I died and went to hell

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often times i am so irritated by everyone older than me who has done nothing. but then i stumble into a relationship with acomplished people and feel extra small. but at least they don't complain about inaction

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looking forward to a balcony in kallithea, techno in squats and the sea at night. oh and yoga and sex of course

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You got some self loathing to do this morning, that's fine. But it ain't worth losing your hands over.

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Alexandre Falguière, Lutteurs (1875)

Thomas Eakins, Wrestlers (1899)

George Luks, The Wrestlers (1905)

George Bellows, Both Members of this Club (1909)