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hey fam so like it’s right here thanks i love u all

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i can’t shake this gross feeling so i’m gonna try moving kat to a new blog, might add a few more muses down the road? but for now it’ll just be kat. i worked on it a little bit last night, and hopefully when i get home from work i can finish it up.

on another note! the new hours for me ( 8-4 ) will be finally starting next week. since i’ll be alone for the eight hours, i’ll have my laptop with me and i’ll be able to do things. but ! classes will be starting in january so my time will be cut short a bit as class work will take over a majority of my time.

thank you all for being patient with me.

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Reblog if you truly enjoy following me.

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i wanna get this out because i feel sick about how long y’all have been waiting for replies.

 i’m struggling a lot with pain lately, as my insurance dicks around, making me wait on an approval to start physical therapy and my back is just getting worse. it’s been a real help at work that they understand this and are helping me, but my depression isn’t getting better and that often makes my health worse.

i’m getting more hours now, but the job i’m supposed to be doing has been delayed constantly by stupid things like they forgot to put electricity in the booth, there’s no furniture for it, etc. it’s a blessing i’m at a place now that actually appreciates me and how hard i work, but i know that’s not enough to fix me.

and with my home life? my grandma has dementia and she’s slowly getting worse, watching her suffer is really taking a lot out of me and sometimes when i come home, i just wanna shut myself away and watch something or read. 

i really do want to write; this is my escape, a place where i don’t have to think about my life or anything to do with it, but lately i feel like there’s a big lack of interest when it comes to kat. it’s probably all in my head, but i’m a dumb bitch with a dumb brain that won’t shut up.

i need to find a way to get my mojo back and maybe that means remaking or maybe it means leaving for a bit. i’m not sure, but please know i love and adore every single one of you that has stuck by me through all this bullshit. it means the absolute world to me that you guys are in my life. i just hope this funk passes soon because y’all deserve better than my dumb ooc posts and promises for replies that still haven’t come. 

i love u all with my whole heart.

xoxo rees.

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i wanna get this out because i feel sick about how long y’all have been waiting for replies.

 i’m struggling a lot with pain lately, as my insurance dicks around, making me wait on an approval to start physical therapy and my back is just getting worse. it’s been a real help at work that they understand this and are helping me, but my depression isn’t getting better and that often makes my health worse.

i’m getting more hours now, but the job i’m supposed to be doing has been delayed constantly by stupid things like they forgot to put electricity in the booth, there’s no furniture for it, etc. it’s a blessing i’m at a place now that actually appreciates me and how hard i work, but i know that’s not enough to fix me.

and with my home life? my grandma has dementia and she’s slowly getting worse, watching her suffer is really taking a lot out of me and sometimes when i come home, i just wanna shut myself away and watch something or read. 

i really do want to write; this is my escape, a place where i don’t have to think about my life or anything to do with it, but lately i feel like there’s a big lack of interest when it comes to kat. it’s probably all in my head, but i’m a dumb bitch with a dumb brain that won’t shut up.

i need to find a way to get my mojo back and maybe that means remaking or maybe it means leaving for a bit. i’m not sure, but please know i love and adore every single one of you that has stuck by me through all this bullshit. it means the absolute world to me that you guys are in my life. i just hope this funk passes soon because y’all deserve better than my dumb ooc posts and promises for replies that still haven’t come. 

i love u all with my whole heart.

xoxo rees.

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i wanna get this out because i feel sick about how long y’all have been waiting for replies.

 i’m struggling a lot with pain lately, as my insurance dicks around, making me wait on an approval to start physical therapy and my back is just getting worse. it’s been a real help at work that they understand this and are helping me, but my depression isn’t getting better and that often makes my health worse.

i’m getting more hours now, but the job i’m supposed to be doing has been delayed constantly by stupid things like they forgot to put electricity in the booth, there’s no furniture for it, etc. it’s a blessing i’m at a place now that actually appreciates me and how hard i work, but i know that’s not enough to fix me.

and with my home life? my grandma has dementia and she’s slowly getting worse, watching her suffer is really taking a lot out of me and sometimes when i come home, i just wanna shut myself away and watch something or read. 

i really do want to write; this is my escape, a place where i don’t have to think about my life or anything to do with it, but lately i feel like there’s a big lack of interest when it comes to kat. it’s probably all in my head, but i’m a dumb bitch with a dumb brain that won’t shut up.

i need to find a way to get my mojo back and maybe that means remaking or maybe it means leaving for a bit. i’m not sure, but please know i love and adore every single one of you that has stuck by me through all this bullshit. it means the absolute world to me that you guys are in my life. i just hope this funk passes soon because y’all deserve better than my dumb ooc posts and promises for replies that still haven’t come. 

i love u all with my whole heart.

xoxo rees.

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i wanna get this out because i feel sick about how long y’all have been waiting for replies.

 i’m struggling a lot with pain lately, as my insurance dicks around, making me wait on an approval to start physical therapy and my back is just getting worse. it’s been a real help at work that they understand this and are helping me, but my depression isn’t getting better and that often makes my health worse.

i’m getting more hours now, but the job i’m supposed to be doing has been delayed constantly by stupid things like they forgot to put electricity in the booth, there’s no furniture for it, etc. it’s a blessing i’m at a place now that actually appreciates me and how hard i work, but i know that’s not enough to fix me.

and with my home life? my grandma has dementia and she’s slowly getting worse, watching her suffer is really taking a lot out of me and sometimes when i come home, i just wanna shut myself away and watch something or read. 

i really do want to write; this is my escape, a place where i don’t have to think about my life or anything to do with it, but lately i feel like there’s a big lack of interest when it comes to kat. it’s probably all in my head, but i’m a dumb bitch with a dumb brain that won’t shut up.

i need to find a way to get my mojo back and maybe that means remaking or maybe it means leaving for a bit. i’m not sure, but please know i love and adore every single one of you that has stuck by me through all this bullshit. it means the absolute world to me that you guys are in my life. i just hope this funk passes soon because y’all deserve better than my dumb ooc posts and promises for replies that still haven’t come. 

i love u all with my whole heart.

xoxo rees.

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i finished kings new book and it was so amazing? i love one (1) writer. anyways. hi. i’m still alive. replies are slowly getting finished. family is coming tomorrow so i won’t be around much! thanks to everyone who stuck around! i love u all so much u make my heart hole tingle.

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              this is a plot call for my KATERINA verses

VERSES INCLUDE:

pre main

wrestling

single mom

witch verse

mafia/mob ( verse page still needs to be made )

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              this is a plot call for my KATHERINE verses

VERSES INCLUDE:

main verse

alt main

apocalypse ( verse page needs to be made )

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@snowbrn

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i’m about to leave and get my nails done but i’ll be here after that and i’m gonna try reALLY hard to get my replies done. please forgive me y’all

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working hard so my cats can live a better life.

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―  PLEASE  DON’T  BE  MAD .  I  WAS  JUST  SCARED .

eddie ka.spbr.ak, loved by tax. ind  /  pri  /  sel  /  18 + . movie ,  miniseries ,  and  book  influences .

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there was a small hiccup in which they forgot to give the booth i’ll be working in electricity??? kinda need that. so normal hours for me today! but tomorrow and friday i’ll be working 11-7 and i’m not sure about next week yet. but i am finally at a job i like and that appreciates me which is miraculous. i did drop quite a few replies and i am unfollowing people as time goes on. i wanna be here, i wanna write, but right now i just don’t feel it? if that makes sense. i’m hoping by the weekend i’ll be able to get to the replies i’ve kept, but in the mean time please come yell at me on discord and kat on wire!

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EMERGENCY COMMISSIONS.          i just got the vet bill for when my dog passed away     &     i do not have the full amount of money that i need to have to pay for it all.     so i’ll be doing flash commissions to be able to pay for this.     if you are interested in anything that is on this blog or anything that i have to offer     ,     please shoot me a message.     i have to reach     80 euros     within the next five days to be able to pay them.     i will only accept paypal since this is the fastest way for me to be getting the money     &     everything will be made as soon as i get the request.     if you also feel kind enough     ,     you are more than willing to donate     (     just leave me your blog url so i can still make you something.     )     my paypal can be found     here.         please     ,     share this if you don’t want anything or can’t help out.