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don’t judge me it helps w/ the emotional mess that i am.

i’m here now.

[deadgcrlbye]

don’t judge me it helps w/ the emotional mess that i am.

i’m here now.

[deadgcrlbye]

don’t judge me it helps w/ the emotional mess that i am.

i’m here now.

[deadgcrlbye]

don’t judge me it helps w/ the emotional mess that i am.

i’m here now.

[deadgcrlbye]

don’t judge me it helps w/ the emotional mess that i am.

i’m here now.

[deadgcrlbye]

don’t judge me it helps w/ the emotional mess that i am.

i’m here now.

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      katerina was used to disappointing her father-- it was just the way things went; her mother had given him two daughters, and thus far no sons that would grow to take his place when he passed... it angered him. and with her sister long since married off, the blame was placed upon her shoulders. and now that she was of age? her father was desperately seeking a suitor to take her away, but unluckily for him? the young princess was determined to choose her own fate. after a particularly nasty fight, the young woman waited until the house had quieted before she donned a cloak and slipped from her roam-- seeking her secret little escape route. she needed to get out of this place; even if it was only for a little while.

                         @reliicum

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if anyone wants to plot w/ my princess verse thing pls hmu

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manmaketh:

“Well then as a ‘friend’ i’ll tell you that it’s not really necessary. I’m fine.”

  ❝ alright-- next time i’ll just leave you alone. ❞

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fire alarm went off in the dining hall. what a time. today's been shitty but i had a fun meeting w/ my friends about our capstone coursework. i'm gonna grab some starbucks and then go back to my room. i'd really love to get some new plots going on in my other verses so please come at me???

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manmaketh:

“I’m not some sad loser you can just take pity on. I don’t need it, I don’t want it.”

    ❝ this isn’t pity and you’re not a loser. you’ve had a rough couple of weeks; sometimes people just need a hug. it’s what friends do. ❞

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     ❝ because you needed it. ❞

                    @manmaketh

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if anyone wants to plot w/ my princess verse thing pls hmu

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kaidani:

HE  EXHALES  THROUGH  AN  OPEN  MOUTH,   touches  the  pads  of  his  fingers  together  in  a  display  of     anxiety.   she’s  not  exactly  giving  him  a  bounty  of  information,   and  he  just  doesn’t  have  the  time   !   to  keep  pressing  for  more.   a  nod  of  his  head  and  he  spurs  into  action,   leaving  his  workstation  to  scour  his  shelves,   searching  for  the  things  that  he  knows  will  at  least  break  a  fever  and  re   -   hydrate.     ❝     was  the,   ah     —–     chicken  prepared  properly   ?   the  cheese   .   .   .   unspoiled   ?     ❞    he  returns,   bottles  and  vials  clinking   !   against  each  other  in  his  hands,   sets  them  down  and  begins  to  mix,   prepare  solutions.     ❝     not  that  i’m   .   .   .   accusing     your  servants,   but  i  need  to  know  that  you’ve  already     —–     ruled  that  out.     ❞     a  beat,   in  which  he  contemplates  the  implication  behind  her  comment.     ❝     i  can   .   .   .   give  you  things  to  help  with  his  fever  and  dehydration,   but   .   .   .   i—i  could     help     you  better     —–     a—and  His  Highness,   of  course     —–     if  i  could     return     with  you.   see  for  myself.     ❞

   ❝ we ate the same meal i-- i would i not be sick as well were that the case?! ❞ she knows the man means no harm in his question, seeking only to find out what causes her husband's ailments, but katerina trusts her servants; she hired them herself & trusts them with her life-- they would never betray her like this. it would mean back to the streets for them and back to an abusive kingdom for herself. ❝ please-- no. you must come with me-- you must fix him. my life depends on it. the doctors are fools. they say it is too late but i know that is not the case. i may not love my husband but he is a fighter and i am not ready to let him die. please, sir, i need you... ❞ such desperation from someone of her status... small hands grasping for his arm as she pleads with him to perform a miracle. will God punish her for so selfishly seeking her husband’s return to health? she can only hope he will forgive. ❝ pack your things-- please, i have a carriage outside. ❞

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if anyone wants to plot w/ my princess verse thing pls hmu

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kaidani:

❝     —–     p—poisoned   ?     ❞     it’s     heavy,   and  it  sits  uncomfortably  ‘pon  his  chest,   makes  breathing  difficult.   he  thinks  that  it’s  something  he  shouldn’t  have  heard,   as  though  he’s     intruded     ‘pon  a  private  moment,   and  yet  she  confided  it  to  him  with  ease.     (     there’s  something  about  that which raises the  hairs  ‘pon  his  arm,   but  he  doesn’t  have  time  to  identify  it.     )     ❝     a—all  right.   yes,   of  course.   i—i’ll  do  whatever  i  can,   but   .   .   .   i  cannot  just  give  him  anything.   i—i  need  to  know  what  his     symptoms  are,   what  he’s  had  to   .   .   .   eat  and  drink  recently.     ❞

❝ i--- we had chicken, bread, cheese and wine for dinner. I am not sure what he had before that, he did not eat with me. ❞ she was doing her best to keep composure-- but katerina was barely holding on. she did not want to lose her security, as much as she would have prefered to marry for love or not at all. ❝ he collapsed, he has a terrible fever and the servants can barely get him to drink water. i fear he is close to death. ❞ a pause. ❝ please-- i can not lose this marriage. i can not go back home to my father. ❞

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kaidani:

❝     —–     princess   ?   p—princess  katarina   !     ❞     he’s  quick  to     bow,   as  is  proper,   an  arm  before  and  behind  his  bent  waist.   she’s  the  last  person  he  ever  expected  to  see,   anywhere     —–     not  even  a  passing  glance  in  the  streets  much  less     here,   in  his  shop.   ‘   princess  katarina   ‘   has  always  been  just  titles  and  names,   syllables  with  little  meaning  to  a     commoner     such  as  himself.     ❝     what,   ah     —–     wh—what  are  you  doing  here   ?   i—if  His  Highness  is  in  need  of  more  supplies,   he  might  simply  have  sent  a     servant.     ❞     @deadgcrl   ! 

  ❝ my husband-- there is no time, he was-- he’s been poisoned. the staff seems incapable of seeking help so i must.. i must do it on my own. ❞ perhaps she did not hold much affection for her husband, but a loss of him meant a loss of her own stability. she did not wish to go home to her father, and she knew he would certainly marry her off again just as quick-- perhaps to someone far worse. ❝ please... i need something, anything. ❞